Dear Ex-Best Friend,
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do আপনি remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make ভুট্টার খই and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid চলচ্ছবি together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do আপনি remember that?
Do আপনি remember when I took আপনি to see Green Day?
অথবা all those parties we went to together?
Do আপনি remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
অথবা when আপনি ব্যক্ত we'd সরানো in together, and put জীবন্ত posters all over the walls?
Do আপনি remember how আপনি ব্যক্ত how proud আপনি were of me? How thankful আপনি were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do আপনি remember that?
...
It's been over a বছর now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how আপনি suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse আপনি could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily আপনি threw me away.
How easily আপনি broke my heart.
How easily আপনি gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
আপনি were there for me in my darkest times.
আপনি were what kept me going.
আপনি were the light at the end of the tunnel.
আপনি were everything to me.
And I gave আপনি all that I had.
And as I watched আপনি throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away দ্বারা the same person who gave it to me,
As the world হারিয়ে গেছে its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my হৃদয় that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish আপনি nothing but the best.
And if a দিন comes where আপনি need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
Hey.
It's been a while.
How are you?
I hope you're okay.
Do আপনি remember me?
I used to be your best friend.
We used to hang out every weekend.
We'd make ভুট্টার খই and watch movies.
We'd play games and make stupid চলচ্ছবি together.
We would sit outside and talk for hours.
And laugh until our sides hurt.
Do আপনি remember that?
Do আপনি remember when I took আপনি to see Green Day?
অথবা all those parties we went to together?
Do আপনি remember when we cried as we shared our darkest secrets?
অথবা when আপনি ব্যক্ত we'd সরানো in together, and put জীবন্ত posters all over the walls?
Do আপনি remember how আপনি ব্যক্ত how proud আপনি were of me? How thankful আপনি were to have me in your life?
How we'd always be friends?
...
Do আপনি remember that?
...
It's been over a বছর now...
Since the last time we spoke.
I'm not angry.
I could never be angry at you.
I'm just confused.
I'm so, so confused.
Confused about how আপনি suddenly decided to lie to me.
To make any excuse আপনি could to not talk to me for weeks at a time.
To ignore me, to put everything else before our friendship, leaving me to cry myself to sleep every night for months because I was losing the person most important to me, and blaming myself for all of it.
I'm confused about how easily আপনি threw me away.
How easily আপনি broke my heart.
How easily আপনি gave up everything we were.
Everything we would've been.
I'm confused about how everything we had could turn into nothing in a single instant.
How quickly my best friend could become a stranger.
...
I don't hate you.
I'm not angry.
আপনি were there for me in my darkest times.
আপনি were what kept me going.
আপনি were the light at the end of the tunnel.
আপনি were everything to me.
And I gave আপনি all that I had.
And as I watched আপনি throw our friendship away,
As I felt my life being drained away দ্বারা the same person who gave it to me,
As the world হারিয়ে গেছে its color and everything went numb,
I still couldn't hate you.
Even as I sit here with this gaping hole in my হৃদয় that can never be filled,
I could never hate you.
...
I hope you're doing well.
I hope you're succeeding at all your endeavors.
And I hope you're happy.
I wish আপনি nothing but the best.
And if a দিন comes where আপনি need me again,
I will always be here.
-your ex-best friend
