Note before আপনি read this:
In this chapter, I write about an issue I find really hard to write about, and that's my anxiety disorder.
Yes, I know আপনি got a touch of what anxiety and panic attacks are like in the last chapter with Anikia struggling with them, but here I touch specifically on how I feel when I suffer from anxiety, and I know আপনি probably don't give a shit and just want to read the fanfic, but please, when আপনি get to that part... pay attention. It's not easy to explain to আপনি guys what goes on in my mind every day. And who knows... maybe this will help আপনি guys understand me better?...
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