Thursday
Lots to blog about. Today was interview day. The principal made all 8th graders go through a mock interview for the experience. We had to dress appropriate and respectable. I wore a tight black and grey dress with a black বেল্ট above the waist with black wedges. My interview guy was this old fart whose wrinkles hid his emotions. His face was so wrinkled that I couldn't tell whether he was smiling, frowning, অথবা laughing. I think my interview went okay. When I got back with my বৃত্ত of friends, they told me how their interviewers were complimenting them and saying how much they loved this resumes and cover letters. He didn't say anything nice অথবা mean. He did however joke with me. In other glorious news, Kyle took me out for ice cream. How cool is that?! He had চকোলেট and I had vanilla. We sat and talked. It was just the two of us. দ্বারা পরবর্তি week, Kyle will surely be my boyfriend.
Lots to blog about. Today was interview day. The principal made all 8th graders go through a mock interview for the experience. We had to dress appropriate and respectable. I wore a tight black and grey dress with a black বেল্ট above the waist with black wedges. My interview guy was this old fart whose wrinkles hid his emotions. His face was so wrinkled that I couldn't tell whether he was smiling, frowning, অথবা laughing. I think my interview went okay. When I got back with my বৃত্ত of friends, they told me how their interviewers were complimenting them and saying how much they loved this resumes and cover letters. He didn't say anything nice অথবা mean. He did however joke with me. In other glorious news, Kyle took me out for ice cream. How cool is that?! He had চকোলেট and I had vanilla. We sat and talked. It was just the two of us. দ্বারা পরবর্তি week, Kyle will surely be my boyfriend.
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my হৃদয় broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took আপনি a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
আপনি blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet আপনি knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if আপনি werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of আপনি to stop by
but please go প্রথমপাতা now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see আপনি again
i wont be there when আপনি fall
just know that i
wont pick আপনি up again
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water অথবা something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system অথবা something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if মিনিট I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water অথবা something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system অথবা something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if মিনিট I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
অথবা looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
অথবা looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame