Finally প্রণয় is back in the house :D LOL

Bella's pov

I just laid there again for a long time again, when I suddenly heard something at my window. I jumped up saw Edward standing there.
“What are আপনি doing here” I whispered to him
“I’m sorry Bella, for not believing in you” he ব্যক্ত with snobs. I just looked at him not knowing what to say. I wanted to confer him but I was still angry, so I didn’t do any attempt moving myself to him. I just took place on the side of the bed.
“I was so selfish to believe the volturi and I ended up hurting you” he still ব্যক্ত with snobs. “I’m not asking for your forgiveness, I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve আপনি অথবা Mason”
I got up and took his hand and pulled him to the side of the bed. “How did আপনি found out” I asked him sad and concerned

“I was listening to Jane’s head, but there was nothing wrong, but when I started looking in Alec’s head and some other vampires, I saw the true meaning of they arrival, I saw what they were really planning, I told the others what there true intentions were, even Alice saw it now in her visions. But they are still there, we can’t defend ourselves with Jane and Alec, we asked politely to leave, but they didn’t. I told Jane I would try to convince আপনি again so she let me go talk to you. He ব্যক্ত with snobs and pain.
“I don’t know if আপনি are lying অথবা not, It will be hard for me to trust আপনি again, My প্রণয় never changed for you, but I will never be the same as before” I ব্যক্ত with pain and sadness.
He looked into my eyes and I looked into his and I saw how much I hurt him saying this.
“I deserve it” he ব্যক্ত sad and painful
“If আপনি didn’t came today, I would have left Forks with Mason tomorrow” I ব্যক্ত with snobs too and I felt him starring at me again but I just looked at Mason.
“Oh, Bella I’m so sorry” he ব্যক্ত now with snobs too.

There we were sitting on the side of the বিছানা both feeling sadness and pain. I couldn’t restrain myself and I kissed him on the lips. But he didn’t চুম্বন me back so I stopped and looked at him.
“I don’t deserve this, Bella” he ব্যক্ত sad
“Don’t আপনি প্রণয় me anymore, Edward” I ব্যক্ত with pain back to him
He looked at me with discussed, sadness and pain,
“How could আপনি even think that, I প্রণয় আপনি আরো than anything in the world, I প্রণয় our kids আরো than anything in the world. Of course I প্রণয় আপনি Bella and I always will” he ব্যক্ত sad but strong and determent.
I kissed him again but this time he kissed me back. I pushed him down on the বিছানা and I crawled on শীর্ষ of him and kept স্নেহ চুম্বন him, I felt his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him. We kept on স্নেহ চুম্বন till I straightened myself on শীর্ষ of him and took of my brown শীর্ষ and kissed him again.

He grabbed my waist tight and turned me so he was on শীর্ষ of me now, but we didn’t stop kissing. I could feel his hands grabbing mine tight, so I couldn’t go anywhere. He kept স্নেহ চুম্বন me from my lips to my neck down to my waist. I was enjoying this but I kept my voice low so I wouldn’t wake Mason অথবা my Dad.
“You’re wearing a squirt” he ব্যক্ত between the kisses
“I didn’t had anything else than this squirt অথবা my jeans” I ব্যক্ত back with the little breath I still had.
I felt his hands losing his grip on my hands, but I didn’t know where his hands went, but what he was doing was heavenly, my hole body started tingling. My two hands grabbed his cheeks and I pulled them to me and I kissed him with all the intension and passion I was feeling and he did the same.
I missed this, him touching me, স্নেহ চুম্বন me. But I still had it hard trusting him, I wanted too but I guess I was scared to fall into a trap and loose Mason.
I sat straight on the বিছানা and looked at Mason.
“What’s wrong” Edward asked me worried
“Nothing, I’m just afraid” I ব্যক্ত back to him
Now he started sitting straight and hold me against his chest.
“I’m sorry Bella, for hurting আপনি like this” he ব্যক্ত sad “Maybe আপনি should go with Daniel, it would be a lot safer and I wouldn’t hurt আপনি like this anymore”
I looked up and stared at him confused
“You want me to leave, you’re my husband, I প্রণয় you, I can’t just leave like that” I ব্যক্ত in a hurry and panicking
“Bella, please, don’t panic I just want আপনি to be safe” he ব্যক্ত upset
“They only place I ever felt নিরাপদ is with you” I ব্যক্ত back to him loveable. He looked at me not knowing what to say and then suddenly he kissed me, his hands pushed me back down on the বিছানা but we didn’t stop kissing, till we heard a noise. We both froze and starred at the door.

“Bella, I’m going to work, okay, call me if আপনি need anything” I heard Charlie say on the other side of the door.
“I will dad” I ব্যক্ত back with a regular voice. That was the hint to get up.
I grabbed my শীর্ষ and got dressed and I saw Edward pulling his শার্ট over his body.
“Mason will be up soon for his bottle” I ব্যক্ত looking inside the ডাবা at Mason. Edward came towards me hold me tight and looked over my shoulder at Mason.
“He’s grown” he ব্যক্ত with regular voice
“Of course he grows” I ব্যক্ত laughing a little and he laughed a little too
“I should go back, to see the others and to found out a plan to get them out of forks” he ব্যক্ত seriously now and he gave me a quick চুম্বন and walked towards the window.
“Be careful” I ব্যক্ত and he smiled at me and disappeared