Sorry for the wait everyone I've not had time lately, but I hope আপনি like this and please comment!!
I frozein my আসন ( a habit I picked up from the cullens) and stopped breathing for a few সেকেন্ড and then I let the air escape my lungs all at once, realization hit, I was dreaming.
I had to be because he would never come back for a petty human like me.
I stood up takig another deep breath and turned to my dream character. The rest of my dreams hadn'y done him justice, he was breath-takingly beautiful.I felt something cold and wet slide down my face, I wiped it away in a hurry and looked at the ground.
" How many times has I প্রণয় আপনি been in one of our conversations, how many times did I tell আপনি I would die without you, how could আপনি believe I didn't প্রণয় you!" Edwards voice was strained, this was wrong, I shouldnt be remembering him upset, I shouldnt be remembering him at all, it would hut to much when I woke up.
" Please dont do this to me, I cant take the pain any more." I managed to choke out, breaking in three places. He looked back at me confused, his eyes smothering me even though they were black.
" I dont understand, what pain? Is some one hurting you, tellme who it is, I'll do what ever I can." I laughed once without humor and ব্যক্ত " Im doing it to myself, Im doing it now, Im dreaming of আপনি and when I wake up its going to hurt so much আরো because your making mr hope I dont wake up, আপনি have no idea how I fell, Im torn into pieces."
"You think your dreaming?" he asked me so I nodded and said" I know I am, আপনি wouldnt really come back for me, it never made any sense for আপনি to প্রণয় me, it was over before it began, I'll just have to deal with that."
I started walking back towards the door but edward followed me, his face looked pained.
I closed my eyes, turned away from my dream and started to run.
Suddenly the floor was rushing towards my face,some thing caught me but I hit my head on a set of drawers দ্বারা the door,
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The whole scenery changed, I was in a beautiful hotel room with candles everywhere. Cold hands wound around my waist then some one was স্নেহ চুম্বন the শীর্ষ of my neck slowly moving to my shoulder.
I span round slowly, and edward was smiling my favourite smile " why hello beautiful, I've been waiting waiting for you" he ব্যক্ত in a low husky but still breath-taking voice.
OH WHAT THE HELL, I WAS GOING TO BE IN PAIN ANYWAY, I MIGHT ASWELL MAKE THE MOST OF IT,
I pushed myself towards Edwards face and started to চুম্বন him, we both fell on a bed, our breathing becoming uneven. I started un-doing the buttons on his shirt, when I was done with that he started স্নেহ চুম্বন me আরো powerfully, like he really wanted me,
Suddenly it ended there...
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"Bella, Bella wake up honey, listen to me!" someone was shouting, my eyes fluttered open, but then a sob broke from my lips, I looked into his eyes then grabbed his face and started স্নেহ চুম্বন him and picked up where my dream left off.
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As I awoke,light was shining on my face.I must of forgot to close the blinds.
How weird last night was. I had the most wonderful dream, but I would rather not go into detail.
Suddenly cold hands slid down my back and some one whispered in my ear " morning sleeping beauty."
I sat up too fast, I fell back into my pillow-head rush- I looked under the cover, I was naked, was last nights dream really a dream. I looked around the room, it was his room and we were both on his thick carpet with a huge blanket covering us. I started to cry quietly, Edward wiped my tear away and ব্যক্ত " Whats wrong bella, tell me."
I stopped crying, turned to him and ব্যক্ত " did last night really happen," then I ব্যক্ত to myself " even if it did I'm still screwed, he's just gonna leaveagain any way."
It happened so fast Im not sure how it happened, but I was cradled against edwards chest and he ব্যক্ত " Im never going to leave আপনি again, আপনি dont know how hard its been for me, I've been in so much pain I had to come back for you."
There was suddenly a loud crash come from downstairs, " what was that" I whispered. A growl escaped edwards lips then he ব্যক্ত " I also came back to protect you, I ran into a few ভ্যাম্পায়ার in texas, one of them was thinking about you, he's been watching আপনি lately, hurry and get dressed we need to get আপনি away from here." I jumped up and pulled all my clothes on, Edward grabbed me just as I put my শার্ট on and jumped out of the window, he put me on his back, but then he put me down and lowered into a crouch,
Someone stood about eight feet away from us, he was staring at me then he ব্যক্ত " where do আপনি think your going, shes mine now আপনি can leave,"
Edward shook his head slowly but then the vampire standing infront of us ব্যক্ত " fine play that way your just gonna loss," and he and edward lundged at each other with a load impact.
sorry this took so long and please মতামত coz the lack of মতামত last time was realy dicouraging, so plz comment
I frozein my আসন ( a habit I picked up from the cullens) and stopped breathing for a few সেকেন্ড and then I let the air escape my lungs all at once, realization hit, I was dreaming.
I had to be because he would never come back for a petty human like me.
I stood up takig another deep breath and turned to my dream character. The rest of my dreams hadn'y done him justice, he was breath-takingly beautiful.I felt something cold and wet slide down my face, I wiped it away in a hurry and looked at the ground.
" How many times has I প্রণয় আপনি been in one of our conversations, how many times did I tell আপনি I would die without you, how could আপনি believe I didn't প্রণয় you!" Edwards voice was strained, this was wrong, I shouldnt be remembering him upset, I shouldnt be remembering him at all, it would hut to much when I woke up.
" Please dont do this to me, I cant take the pain any more." I managed to choke out, breaking in three places. He looked back at me confused, his eyes smothering me even though they were black.
" I dont understand, what pain? Is some one hurting you, tellme who it is, I'll do what ever I can." I laughed once without humor and ব্যক্ত " Im doing it to myself, Im doing it now, Im dreaming of আপনি and when I wake up its going to hurt so much আরো because your making mr hope I dont wake up, আপনি have no idea how I fell, Im torn into pieces."
"You think your dreaming?" he asked me so I nodded and said" I know I am, আপনি wouldnt really come back for me, it never made any sense for আপনি to প্রণয় me, it was over before it began, I'll just have to deal with that."
I started walking back towards the door but edward followed me, his face looked pained.
I closed my eyes, turned away from my dream and started to run.
Suddenly the floor was rushing towards my face,some thing caught me but I hit my head on a set of drawers দ্বারা the door,
********************************
The whole scenery changed, I was in a beautiful hotel room with candles everywhere. Cold hands wound around my waist then some one was স্নেহ চুম্বন the শীর্ষ of my neck slowly moving to my shoulder.
I span round slowly, and edward was smiling my favourite smile " why hello beautiful, I've been waiting waiting for you" he ব্যক্ত in a low husky but still breath-taking voice.
OH WHAT THE HELL, I WAS GOING TO BE IN PAIN ANYWAY, I MIGHT ASWELL MAKE THE MOST OF IT,
I pushed myself towards Edwards face and started to চুম্বন him, we both fell on a bed, our breathing becoming uneven. I started un-doing the buttons on his shirt, when I was done with that he started স্নেহ চুম্বন me আরো powerfully, like he really wanted me,
Suddenly it ended there...
********************************************
"Bella, Bella wake up honey, listen to me!" someone was shouting, my eyes fluttered open, but then a sob broke from my lips, I looked into his eyes then grabbed his face and started স্নেহ চুম্বন him and picked up where my dream left off.
********************************************
As I awoke,light was shining on my face.I must of forgot to close the blinds.
How weird last night was. I had the most wonderful dream, but I would rather not go into detail.
Suddenly cold hands slid down my back and some one whispered in my ear " morning sleeping beauty."
I sat up too fast, I fell back into my pillow-head rush- I looked under the cover, I was naked, was last nights dream really a dream. I looked around the room, it was his room and we were both on his thick carpet with a huge blanket covering us. I started to cry quietly, Edward wiped my tear away and ব্যক্ত " Whats wrong bella, tell me."
I stopped crying, turned to him and ব্যক্ত " did last night really happen," then I ব্যক্ত to myself " even if it did I'm still screwed, he's just gonna leaveagain any way."
It happened so fast Im not sure how it happened, but I was cradled against edwards chest and he ব্যক্ত " Im never going to leave আপনি again, আপনি dont know how hard its been for me, I've been in so much pain I had to come back for you."
There was suddenly a loud crash come from downstairs, " what was that" I whispered. A growl escaped edwards lips then he ব্যক্ত " I also came back to protect you, I ran into a few ভ্যাম্পায়ার in texas, one of them was thinking about you, he's been watching আপনি lately, hurry and get dressed we need to get আপনি away from here." I jumped up and pulled all my clothes on, Edward grabbed me just as I put my শার্ট on and jumped out of the window, he put me on his back, but then he put me down and lowered into a crouch,
Someone stood about eight feet away from us, he was staring at me then he ব্যক্ত " where do আপনি think your going, shes mine now আপনি can leave,"
Edward shook his head slowly but then the vampire standing infront of us ব্যক্ত " fine play that way your just gonna loss," and he and edward lundged at each other with a load impact.
sorry this took so long and please মতামত coz the lack of মতামত last time was realy dicouraging, so plz comment
নমস্কার twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release তারিখ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction তারিখ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is ব্যক্ত that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when আপনি say one of the মতামত -and you've probably ব্যক্ত one of the মতামত আরো then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
So these are, দ্বারা far, my পছন্দ উদ্ধৃতি from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD