This is my own version , I hope আপনি like it and please remember to মতামত
P.s. The beginning in italics is a flashback .




************Bella's POV**********

He took a deep breath and stared, unseeingly, at the ground for a long moment. His mouth twisted the tiniest bit. When he finally looked up, his eyes were different, harder-like the liquid স্বর্ণ had ফ্রোজেন solid.

"Bella, I dont want আপনি to come with me."


He spoke the words slowly and precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really saying.
There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.


" You...dont...want me?"


I tried out the words, confused দ্বারা the way they sounded, placed in that order.

"No."



"Bella snap out of it." Janet was waving a hand infront of my face now, tring to get my attention.
"Lights are on but nobodies home." lilly snickered but shut up as soon as she heard the growl come from my throat, that'll teach her.


I've been with my coven for sixteen years now, and yes I am a vampire, this happened the night HE left me , Laurent found me wondering the forest on mt own after he left and found me too tempting but he didnt fully kill me, he ব্যক্ত to the exact words " It would be too much of a waste, আপনি will be good to our world." then he left me there on my own, to suffer
I was on mt own for three years then I found Janet, she had only just been changed and was a blood thirsty new born, I helped her with the *vegeterian* diet that I learned from the Cullens -god it still hurts to think of them- me and Janet had been traveling for eight months when we found lilly, she was still human and had been beaten and thrown out on the রাস্তা দ্বারা her partner,she was dieing so I took the risk of changing her, it was the most delicious thing I had ever tasted it was hard to stop but she made it.
They are now my family and they are all I need.



We are now in England, the perfect place for us, we can go out during the দিন because it is covered in মেঘ and rain most of the time. We are now in the forest hunting, it has been a while since we last ate.

"Bella, I dont want to freak আপনি out অথবা anything but I think we really have to go." Lilly's face was paniced as she looked over my head to something behind me, I sniffed the air to see if I could tell what had her so worried, it স্মেল্ট like vampire, I turned slowly and reretted it at once. There they were, right before my eyes, the family I once would of died for. The Cullens, all of them with a few extra's.

" Holy crap, its bella oh my god its really you." Emmett sounded surprized, finaly he was shocked দ্বারা something.

"You dont need to sound so shocked Emmett, its kind of insulting." I replied in a monotone.

"Emmett why dont আপনি introduce me to your friend here." a boy who looked maybe 17 with short cropped black hair piped up
"Im bella, a old friend of the family, I dont want to sound rude অথবা anything, but what are আপনি doing here." I stared at all of them in the eyes except for one, Im not that strong yet.
Carlise stepped অগ্রবর্তী and ব্যক্ত " oh your not being rude dear bella, we're here to see our friends, the irish coven, and we thought we might stay here in England for a while but if its to any inconvinience to আপনি we will find some where else." This took me দ্বারা surprize, faire enough we knew each other but they didnt say goodbye to me when they left not evena "seeya wouldnt wanna be ya".


"No no we dont own this land, আপনি can stay here if আপনি want we dont mind." I blurted out with out thinking , I felt আরো than one pair of eyes boring in to me.

"Bella, I..." A velvet voice was calledto me, sending a shiver down my spine because it now meant I had to look at him.

"What Edward, what do আপনি want me to say. Do আপনি want me to be all happy,well newsflash আপনি brokemy heart." I felt like I would be crying rught now if it wasnt impossible. I took a deep breath, turned to Janet and lilly and said

"Help the Cullen family with what ever they need, I have to go sort something out alone."

They both nodded then I took off running but I could still hear them.
"Hey she's fast,maybe she could take on আপনি sometime Edward." Jasper teased Edward
"I must say immortality স্যুইটস্‌ her." Rosalie sighed
I tunned them out after that. I ran untill I was on the রাস্তা I wasl looking for, realization hit, before now I had no idea why I was coming here but it now dawned on me, what I was about to go and do will change my life forever, I had no choice I couldnt stop my self.