My হৃদয় pounds in my chest as I gaze at my palm. I feel like I want to take mine hand out of his but somehow I can't let go. His grasp on my hand gets tighter. This moment is just insane. I feel overwhelmed with commpasion and প্রণয় for him though I barely even know him now.
"Laylia come on in and help me ste the টেবিল will you." I hear my grandmother say as she steps out the door step. I know she can see us because I hear no movement.
"Comming." I am able to mutter before I slip my hand out of his. Our eyes meet as I turn away. His glimmer in the porch lights.
While we head towards the রান্নাঘর i can feel her anxious movement and breathing. Her hands mold together and her eyes shift to the ground and back up again. I know that she is thinking about what she saw.
The little wooden টেবিল has a red and white checkered টেবিল cloth on it. A litle glass vase with purple wild ফুলেরডালি in it sits at the center.
"Why don't আপনি grab the silverwear and napkins. I'll hand আপনি the plates once I get the খাবার on them." She won't evern look at me when she talks. Whatever I did has sure made her anxious.
~_~
ডিনার went দ্বারা slowly, and now that it is time for the Clearwaters leave I feel anxious.
"Well Esther thank আপনি so much for the delicious meal and the jelly." Mrs. Clearwater holds up the little jar of Grandma Esthers homemade jelly. I try to keep my glance on all the other but Seth, but always end up looking back at him. I try to hide that I can't take my eyes off him but it is no use. Besides he is looking at me the same way but with almost আরো intensity.
"By আপনি three and don't forget the big potluck on saturday!" Grandpa yells from the living room. I glance back breaking our gaze. I turn back around and see that he is looking down.
"Thanks again." Mrs. Clearwater says as she pulls Leah and Seth out the door. We share one final glance in utter silence.
~_~
Now that the Clearwaters have left I don't know what to do with my self. I head up the stairs to take a ঝরনা and head to my new bed.
"Goodnight Laylia." Grandma Esther says as I trudge up the stairs.
"Night Grandma." I hear her go into the living room and start a conversation with Grandpa. Normaly I would think nothing of that except for the fact that they are speaking in hushed tones. I step one step back down and lean over to where I can hear what they are saying.
"Ricky I think something happend with Seth and Laylia tonight."
"I am sure of it. They probably struck up a good old friendship that they left behind." I lean in closer to understand their words.
"I am talking something আরো serious. I think that Seth imprinted on Laylia." My mouth goes dry as I slump against the wall. My eyes closing as I take in what a big deal this really is.
"Laylia come on in and help me ste the টেবিল will you." I hear my grandmother say as she steps out the door step. I know she can see us because I hear no movement.
"Comming." I am able to mutter before I slip my hand out of his. Our eyes meet as I turn away. His glimmer in the porch lights.
While we head towards the রান্নাঘর i can feel her anxious movement and breathing. Her hands mold together and her eyes shift to the ground and back up again. I know that she is thinking about what she saw.
The little wooden টেবিল has a red and white checkered টেবিল cloth on it. A litle glass vase with purple wild ফুলেরডালি in it sits at the center.
"Why don't আপনি grab the silverwear and napkins. I'll hand আপনি the plates once I get the খাবার on them." She won't evern look at me when she talks. Whatever I did has sure made her anxious.
~_~
ডিনার went দ্বারা slowly, and now that it is time for the Clearwaters leave I feel anxious.
"Well Esther thank আপনি so much for the delicious meal and the jelly." Mrs. Clearwater holds up the little jar of Grandma Esthers homemade jelly. I try to keep my glance on all the other but Seth, but always end up looking back at him. I try to hide that I can't take my eyes off him but it is no use. Besides he is looking at me the same way but with almost আরো intensity.
"By আপনি three and don't forget the big potluck on saturday!" Grandpa yells from the living room. I glance back breaking our gaze. I turn back around and see that he is looking down.
"Thanks again." Mrs. Clearwater says as she pulls Leah and Seth out the door. We share one final glance in utter silence.
~_~
Now that the Clearwaters have left I don't know what to do with my self. I head up the stairs to take a ঝরনা and head to my new bed.
"Goodnight Laylia." Grandma Esther says as I trudge up the stairs.
"Night Grandma." I hear her go into the living room and start a conversation with Grandpa. Normaly I would think nothing of that except for the fact that they are speaking in hushed tones. I step one step back down and lean over to where I can hear what they are saying.
"Ricky I think something happend with Seth and Laylia tonight."
"I am sure of it. They probably struck up a good old friendship that they left behind." I lean in closer to understand their words.
"I am talking something আরো serious. I think that Seth imprinted on Laylia." My mouth goes dry as I slump against the wall. My eyes closing as I take in what a big deal this really is.
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few মিনিট later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask আপনি something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do আপনি think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him দ্বারা the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! ভ্যাম্পায়ার and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! আপনি may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few মিনিট later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask আপনি something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do আপনি think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him দ্বারা the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! ভ্যাম্পায়ার and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! আপনি may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, মোড়ানো it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, মোড়ানো it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.