I had nothing else to say to him. I didn't speak unless he ask something and when he did I pretended like I didn't hear it. I ended up falling asleep again and when I woke up I heard a pow and felt my shoulder that had been shot tiwce now. Then I looked up at him. I saw him have the gun to his head.
No don't do it I said.
Why? I hurt আপনি I should hurt myslef. He saaid.
No আপনি shouldn't please don't I told him.
I was breathing really heavy and I was trying to get words out and I couldn't.
Please dont do this. I said.
আপনি will regret it I told him.
No, I'm gonna do it. He said.
Then I watched as he pulled the triger, I started bawling when he fell to the ground. I couldn't help it, I should have stopped him. I could have done something. I pick up my phone off the floor and called Police Gray.
He's dead. I said.
Okay. he told me.
Before I knew it Policemen and even swat stormed in with there বন্দুক pointed. I started crying even harder. Once the অ্যাম্বুলেন্স people got me onto a strechter I started getting so sleepy and I feel asleep before they even loeaded me into the amblance.
We I woke up I was at the hospital and all of the Cullens were there and even Cody was there. Once I saw everyone I just broke down and started crying. They knew what I was crying about even if they couldn't read my mind. Once I stopped crying we started talking like everything was normal and I was happy I didn't want to talke about it. That was in the past and I didn't want to go back and visit it.
I stayed 4 days in the hospital and then I went back home. It was great being back প্রথমপাতা I was finally getting some rest but not goos enough because I kept having night mares of that horribly night over and over every night and it was drivig me crazy. I finally stopped having the night mares when one of the cullens অথবা Cody was with. Once I finally started getting good sleep I was sleeping all the time, and man was it great. My shoulder was bandage and in a গুল্তি ছোড়া for the time being. I didn't know when I could take it out of the গুল্তি ছোড়া অথবা bandage but I knew the time would come.
Cody and I went back to school a week later and I got a lot of weird looks and people that I didn't know ask me How are you, and I would just reply fine. It was weird. I finally went back to see all of my swim বন্ধু and they all gave me hugs while they were wet. I didn't relize how much I missed them till I saw them.
No don't do it I said.
Why? I hurt আপনি I should hurt myslef. He saaid.
No আপনি shouldn't please don't I told him.
I was breathing really heavy and I was trying to get words out and I couldn't.
Please dont do this. I said.
আপনি will regret it I told him.
No, I'm gonna do it. He said.
Then I watched as he pulled the triger, I started bawling when he fell to the ground. I couldn't help it, I should have stopped him. I could have done something. I pick up my phone off the floor and called Police Gray.
He's dead. I said.
Okay. he told me.
Before I knew it Policemen and even swat stormed in with there বন্দুক pointed. I started crying even harder. Once the অ্যাম্বুলেন্স people got me onto a strechter I started getting so sleepy and I feel asleep before they even loeaded me into the amblance.
We I woke up I was at the hospital and all of the Cullens were there and even Cody was there. Once I saw everyone I just broke down and started crying. They knew what I was crying about even if they couldn't read my mind. Once I stopped crying we started talking like everything was normal and I was happy I didn't want to talke about it. That was in the past and I didn't want to go back and visit it.
I stayed 4 days in the hospital and then I went back home. It was great being back প্রথমপাতা I was finally getting some rest but not goos enough because I kept having night mares of that horribly night over and over every night and it was drivig me crazy. I finally stopped having the night mares when one of the cullens অথবা Cody was with. Once I finally started getting good sleep I was sleeping all the time, and man was it great. My shoulder was bandage and in a গুল্তি ছোড়া for the time being. I didn't know when I could take it out of the গুল্তি ছোড়া অথবা bandage but I knew the time would come.
Cody and I went back to school a week later and I got a lot of weird looks and people that I didn't know ask me How are you, and I would just reply fine. It was weird. I finally went back to see all of my swim বন্ধু and they all gave me hugs while they were wet. I didn't relize how much I missed them till I saw them.
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon অথবা skewer)
Eyeshadow অথবা body shimmer অথবা pigment (the color আপনি want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum জেলি in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum আরো lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes অথবা until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum জেলি (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until আপনি reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon অথবা skewer)
Eyeshadow অথবা body shimmer অথবা pigment (the color আপনি want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum জেলি in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum আরো lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes অথবা until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum জেলি (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until আপনি reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
নমস্কার ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you