noah's pov
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever প্রণয় leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a মাস with my প্রণয় with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last মাস with her
***
jake's pov
my হৃদয় froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a মাস everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
****
nessie's pov
i spend every সেকেন্ড with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same বিছানা noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last দিন
the last night
"don't go noah please" i ব্যক্ত
"its going to be ok আপনি are going to be ok" noah ব্যক্ত while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me দ্বারা the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the পালঙ্ক i went slowly to the বিছানা but then i went for the পালঙ্ক
"Nessie please i told আপনি many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i ব্যক্ত and চুম্বন him
he hadn't চুম্বন me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he চুম্বন me to the বিছানা
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to চুম্বন him and the আগুন was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i চুম্বন his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for আপনি " noah ব্যক্ত in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any সেকেন্ড i spend with আপনি ok "i ব্যক্ত serouly
he smile an চুম্বন me fiercly again
i চুম্বন him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice ব্যক্ত with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the বিছানা and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he চুম্বন my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i প্রণয় আপনি " he said
"i প্রণয় আপনি too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah ব্যক্ত pleading
i touch his cheek
i প্রদর্শনী him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and চুম্বন me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
i had never feel this pain, this desperation
how could it be that i had to leave the only person i had ever প্রণয় leave her to stay with the dog jacob a person that i dispise so much
but i had to i know that i had to i only had a মাস with my প্রণয় with renesmee
renesmee
i knew that the best way was to start to get away slowly but i couldn't imagine letting go of her in my last মাস with her
***
jake's pov
my হৃদয় froze when nessie hug the blood sucker but i feel such joy when i realize that he was going away finally !!!!
it hurt me that nessie cried so much over this but i knew she would want to be with the bloddsucker last days so i wiill stay away and in a মাস everything would be perefect the way it was suppose to be
****
nessie's pov
i spend every সেকেন্ড with noah in our last days
i even sleep in the same room but not in the same বিছানা noah wouldn't allowed that...
today it was the last দিন
the last night
"don't go noah please" i ব্যক্ত
"its going to be ok আপনি are going to be ok" noah ব্যক্ত while we were going to his room well our room he was holding me দ্বারা the waist
we arrived to the room and he went to lay down on the পালঙ্ক i went slowly to the বিছানা but then i went for the পালঙ্ক
"Nessie please i told আপনি many times that" noah started saying
i just look at his green sad eyes
"No noah this is not your decision is mine ok" i ব্যক্ত and চুম্বন him
he hadn't চুম্বন me in all thise 30 days and he was suddenly as eager and urgent as i was he carry me while he চুম্বন me to the বিছানা
i rip his clothes and he said
"no nessie this is wrong" noah started but i started to চুম্বন him and the আগুন was inevitable
he rip my clothes then
........
........
........
when i woke up i was in noah's arms i had never felt this happy in my life i চুম্বন his neck
then i remember he was....
saddness surounded me
noah was already awake he touch my cheek and then he saw my sad expresion
"noah please dont go " i murmure
he sigh heavily brokenly triyng not to cry
"i have to im sorry i should have stop this will only make things harder for আপনি " noah ব্যক্ত in agony
i look at his eyes
"noah i don't regret any সেকেন্ড i spend with আপনি ok "i ব্যক্ত serouly
he smile an চুম্বন me fiercly again
i চুম্বন him back we were going again when alice tap the door
"emmm nessie im sorry but noah it is time " alice ব্যক্ত with the lifeless voice she used since aro came. jasper was also staying here
noah get up from the বিছানা and started to get dress
"no noah don't go" i cried
noah look at me in agony he চুম্বন my forehead
"im so sorry renesmee, i প্রণয় আপনি " he said
"i প্রণয় আপনি too noah please stay"
"be happy ness don't think of me forget me ok" noah ব্যক্ত pleading
i touch his cheek
i প্রদর্শনী him all our memorys
"never noah" i whispered
he hug me and চুম্বন me in my forehead my cheeks and my lips and before i could stop him he run to the door
i ran but they were already gone
So I found one Twilight page which, among other things, has a তালিকা of ships and stories for every ship. I didn't make any of these, all credits goes to link. there are some ships still available for fanfic so if আপনি are interested go on that page and make it.
I allocated a তালিকা of most interesting ships. What do আপনি think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
I allocated a তালিকা of most interesting ships. What do আপনি think about hem?
Alec/Jane
Alice/Ben
Alice/Jacob
Alice/James
Angela/Edward
Angela/Jacob
Aro/Edward
Aro/Esme
Aro/Jane
Bella/Embry
Bella/Emmett
Bella/Felix
Bella/James
Bree/Jasper
Carlisle/Siobhan
Charlie/Esme
Edward/Jessica
Edward/Tanya
Emmett/Sam
Jacob/Leah
Jacob/Victoria
James/Rosalie
Jane/Jasper
Jasper/Mike
Jasper/Tanya
Leah/Paul
Maggie/Seth
Mike/Rosalie
Seth/Renesmee
Vladimir/Sulpicia
Emmett Cullen
Alice and Jazz x :D
নমস্কার twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release তারিখ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction তারিখ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is ব্যক্ত that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Breaking Dawn
