Have আপনি ever wake up one দিন and wonder
why bother to wake up and start my দিন ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the রান্নাঘর probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been বন্ধু অথবা had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never প্রথমপাতা because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he ব্যক্ত one দিন that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i প্রণয় my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was হৃদয় broken but i learn that if আপনি don't let anyone in yoour হৃদয় আপনি will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person অথবা at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank শীর্ষ this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working অথবা drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i প্রণয় to run i fell free and i প্রণয় to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school দিন pass really quick i wasn't miss জনপ্রিয় but i like it that way i had 2 years পূর্বে a best friend Samantha Weller but she সরানো to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive প্রথমপাতা and went to sleep my mom wasn't প্রথমপাতা yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another দিন pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for আপনি mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to যোগদান the club" i ব্যক্ত smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon ব্যক্ত quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give আপনি the news i thought আপনি would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she ব্যক্ত
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and আপনি can stay with me" monica ব্যক্ত
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster প্রথমপাতা type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but আপনি twist it pretty badly আপনি can't run" i voice ব্যক্ত i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker আপনি are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate ব্যক্ত i had 1 আরো বছর
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster প্রথমপাতা in just 1 বছর
"you are luck আপনি are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man ব্যক্ত mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
why bother to wake up and start my দিন ??
why bother and go to school do homework etc etc..
well today i was thinking about that while i took i shower.
i heard my mother in the রান্নাঘর probably looking for something to eat. Yesterday she had a rough night she arrived really drunk and probably wasted...
My mother and i had never been বন্ধু অথবা had any bond of mother and daughter, she was almost never প্রথমপাতা because she was a stripper.. yes a stripper... but where i live kids don't bother me with that some of there mothers work with my
mom and others well visit her...
My dad leave us when my brother was 8 he ব্যক্ত one দিন that he had to go buy some cigarettes and never came back
well he come back once only to leave again but this time with my mother pregnant with me
my chilhood was a happy one well i প্রণয় my brother but he was sick of living here so he took off withought saying good bye i was 12
i was হৃদয় broken but i learn that if আপনি don't let anyone in yoour হৃদয় আপনি will never be hurt just lonley and well lonly i could deal with
this was one of the days i thought
god my life is crappy
but i had always been an optimistic person অথবা at least i try to be
i get ready for school i grab some jean and a tank শীর্ষ this is what i usally wear.
i take a look at me in the mirror
i was pretty i guess i had big green eyes my face was slightly tan and i had brownish-dark hair my mother when she isn't working অথবা drunk she says that i could be beautiful if i smile...
i was slender now , when i was a kid i was chuby but my mom prefere to die before she had a chuby kid so she put me on diets and excercies and well now im really thin some say too much but i just don't eat that much and i do i lot of sports
like running i প্রণয় to run i fell free and i প্রণয় to dance tap although my shoes are too big
i walk to school it was really near
the school দিন pass really quick i wasn't miss জনপ্রিয় but i like it that way i had 2 years পূর্বে a best friend Samantha Weller but she সরানো to texas so i still miss her
i walk back to my house like always and clean up then when to a cofeshop i work like always
i arrive প্রথমপাতা and went to sleep my mom wasn't প্রথমপাতা yet but she was always late
when i wake up my mom wast there i got i little worrid but not too much some days she didn't came back until the other night ...
then another দিন pass and nothing
so i decieded to skip school and go to the strip club to go look for her
when i arrive another stripper monica saw me
"Hey beautiful looking for আপনি mom?" monica ask sadly
i laugh
" no Mon i just decieded to যোগদান the club" i ব্যক্ত smling i like monica she was always joking with me but she didnt replay she look really down
"Monica is everything ok?" i ask worry
"no Jane your mother died because of an overdose" mon ব্যক্ত quietly
"what? , why nobody told me sonner?" i ask
"they didn't want to be the ones to give আপনি the news i thought আপনি would already know i mean we call the children department to go and help you? she ব্যক্ত
i was shook they call the place where the orphance go and they send them to foster homes i shiver
"no mon now they are going to get me " i whisper to her
"run to your house grab some clothes money and আপনি can stay with me" monica ব্যক্ত
i was already running toward my house
i arrive to my house and grab the most essential thigs as fast i could
faster jane faster i thought
but i heard i knock at teh door i look thorugh my window and saw i lady looking like the foster প্রথমপাতা type
not fast enough i thought
but then i got and idea jump down the back window
i run to the window and jump it was only one floor
but i land on my foot
"its not broken but আপনি twist it pretty badly আপনি can't run" i voice ব্যক্ত i look up and saw i man elegant dress
damn i thought he was one of the social services
"come little lady" he look at some paper
"jane , jane tucker আপনি are 17 years old "
"yes" i whispered
it wasn't true i was 16 years old but my mom mess up something and my gift certificate ব্যক্ত i had 1 আরো বছর
well it was helpfull now because i was out of the foster প্রথমপাতা in just 1 বছর
"you are luck আপনি are going to a very nice in
forks, washington your foster partens will be esme and carlilse"
the man ব্যক্ত mater- factly
i just look straight ahead and got in the car i sigh
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he ব্যক্ত to me. "yeah and আপনি should be hunting." I ব্যক্ত with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see আপনি later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what আপনি looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told আপনি I was a vampire and not the good kind, would আপনি believe me? Of course not. আপনি live in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. আপনি must not let your বন্ধু nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once আপনি turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell আপনি is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect আপনি to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার aren’t supposed to be real, but আপনি my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before আপনি turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask আপনি again to keep this book a secret, if আপনি don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
আপনি may now enter. If আপনি dare.
What if I told আপনি I was a vampire and not the good kind, would আপনি believe me? Of course not. আপনি live in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. আপনি must not let your বন্ধু nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once আপনি turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell আপনি is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect আপনি to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where ভ্যাম্পায়ার aren’t supposed to be real, but আপনি my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before আপনি turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask আপনি again to keep this book a secret, if আপনি don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
আপনি may now enter. If আপনি dare.
