seth's pov

i had never felt আরো happy and miserable at the same time
i had চুম্বন emma and she চুম্বন me back but when i told her that i প্রণয় her she ran away from me
-my প্রণয় the girl i imprint on ran away i was too shock .So does that meant she didn't প্রণয় me? i mean she did চুম্বন me back ,or did she???? it felt like it but there was no way to be sure i -i-i

i sigh frustrated

"man are আপনি ok?" quil ask me
"i don't know" i answer
"i think আপনি should go after her and talk to her,good luck" quil ব্যক্ত and went to says hi to claire.

i ran to emma's house and jump through her window she had her sheets over her head
"hi em" i whisper
her body froze when she heard me and she সরানো under her cover like she was shy? she was never shy around me
"go away seth i don't want to talk to you" emma ব্যক্ত
i could hear she was holding back tears

nothing could break আরো my হৃদয় she didn't প্রণয় me back and worse i had ruin our friendship ,well i should try to at least save our friendship
i took a step toward her বিছানা and sat on the edge of her বিছানা when emma saw under the covers that i was sitting on the বিছানা she সরানো to the other edge quickly i chucled

"what's so funny seth cleawaters??" emms ব্যক্ত sounding really annoy at me well at least she is talking to me now

i cough
"emma im sorry i-i-i thought that আপনি প্রণয় me back so i-i-i but don't worry i can go back and be just বন্ধু i promise but please emma my life would be meaningless without you"
while i was saying this emma look at me i could see her beautiful green eyes
why she didn't প্রণয় me back i mean imprinting is suppose to find our soulmates and how emma and i could be soulmates if she didn't প্রণয় me??

emma sit on her বিছানা and really slowly touch my cheek
i felt electricity when she touch me why couldn't she feel the same.....life is so unfair

"seth i-i-i"emma started but she look down at her lap
i don't know why i was being so stupid she would surely slap my hand away but i couldn't stop my hand to touch her chin so i could see her eyes
to my surprize she didn't push my hand away her eyes were so confuse

"emms is ok , i just have i little crush on you" i shrug
well that is and understatement but i don't want her to hear what imprinting is
"but i swear আপনি won't notice i will never চুম্বন আপনি again it will be like tonight never happen i swear please" i beg to her

she was still holding my cheek and i was still touching her chin out faces were inches away i felt her sweet breath on my face
well this was going to be আরো hard that i thought i was using all my control to not চুম্বন her অথবা tell her that i প্রণয় her

emma সরানো closer to me ...really close our noses were almost touching her sweet smell was so intoxicating that i had to stop breathing
she look at me and smile a little smile
"are আপনি sure seth ?"
i smile well at least i was still বন্ধু with my emma my প্রণয়
"yes emms " i ব্যক্ত emms i প্রণয় আপনি so much i wanted to tell her

emma সরানো closer
hell my প্রণয় like to torture me why she was getting so close ??
do not চুম্বন her seth dont mess things up again
do not চুম্বন her seth dont mess things up again
do not চুম্বন her seth dont mess things up again
do not চুম্বন her seth dont mess things up again
"best বন্ধু forever right" she smile hugely

no i don't want to be youre friend i want আপনি to প্রণয় me just a little

"sure emms best বন্ধু forever"
she chucled "jezz seth why do আপনি crush on me and not on one of আপনি অনুরাগী girls" she joke
"well i don't know but its just a small crush so don't let it go to your head ok?" i try to ব্যক্ত casually
but my হৃদয় was breaking slowly how could she compare herself with any other girls she was my অ্যাঞ্জেল my love

my প্রণয় চুম্বন both my cheeks and hug me tightly i hug her

this was worst than pure torture ...
well seth আপনি can always try to make her fall inlove with আপনি ... that was my only hope

emma smile and make a মহাকাশ on her বিছানা
"wolfy boy come on" she ব্যক্ত smiling
i smile
"sorry emms but i have to go to a pack meetting" this wasn't a complete lie maybe i would go and hang out with the pack it just feels wrong to sleep on the same বিছানা when i felt this way about her

her face fell but then smile lighlty and yawn
"well good night seth but could আপনি stay a while till i fall asleep is that i been having this nightmare about my parents" she ব্যক্ত and yawn
"do আপনি want to talk about it"i ask
"nope thanks just stay a while please" she beg and patted her বিছানা
i couldn't say no to her so i went to her বিছানা she hug me and breath deeply and i hug her
"nights"

after a few মিনিট emms fall asleep so i put her বালিশ under her head .she was mumbuling quietly like she always did i always bother her and she bother me because she ব্যক্ত i snore i didn't believe her until she tape me ....

i was going out when i heard something she mutter that stop my হৃদয়