bella pov
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose বিছানা was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for আপনি today she ব্যক্ত smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i ব্যক্ত
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days আপনি were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini স্কার্ট and a শার্ট
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i ব্যক্ত amost yelling অভিনয় a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make কুকুরছানা eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she ব্যক্ত
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to শীর্ষ the দিন rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my হৃদয় so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were হারিয়ে গেছে in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his টেবিল
what are আপনি doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do আপনি want bella?didn't আপনি ask me to leave আপনি alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell আপনি could আপনি promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years পূর্বে my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too হৃদয় broken my mom was the প্রণয় of his life . i প্রণয় her too she was আরো than my mom আপনি know when i was a kid i didn't have বন্ধু so she was also my best friend" he ব্যক্ত
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also প্রণয় her and miss her i think but i was closer to her অথবা maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella রাজহাঁস i trust আপনি wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that আপনি will feel the same way আপনি felt before i tell আপনি this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many অনুরাগী girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my টেবিল
"hey are আপনি ok আপনি were ther for ages" emmet ব্যক্ত i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i ব্যক্ত
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are আপনি sure আপনি look really pale bells" alice ব্যক্ত
"your right maybe a should go to বিছানা আপনি stay here and eat " i ব্যক্ত and smile weakly
"ok" they ব্যক্ত
i arrive to my room and went to বিছানা i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his সঙ্গীত i fall asleep thinking about edward
i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose বিছানা was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for আপনি today she ব্যক্ত smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i ব্যক্ত
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days আপনি were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini স্কার্ট and a শার্ট
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i ব্যক্ত amost yelling অভিনয় a bit like a brat
"please bella please" she make কুকুরছানা eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she ব্যক্ত
school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face
and to শীর্ষ the দিন rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!
when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my হৃদয় so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were হারিয়ে গেছে in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter
i walk to his টেবিল
what are আপনি doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him
i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night
"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do আপনি want bella?didn't আপনি ask me to leave আপনি alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy
he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell আপনি could আপনি promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years পূর্বে my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too হৃদয় broken my mom was the প্রণয় of his life . i প্রণয় her too she was আরো than my mom আপনি know when i was a kid i didn't have বন্ধু so she was also my best friend" he ব্যক্ত
i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today
edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also প্রণয় her and miss her i think but i was closer to her অথবা maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"
he look at me right at my eyes
"you are sure something else bella রাজহাঁস i trust আপনি wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that আপনি will feel the same way আপনি felt before i tell আপনি this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything
i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many অনুরাগী girls he was still alone
so was this the real edward cullen ??
i approch to my টেবিল
"hey are আপনি ok আপনি were ther for ages" emmet ব্যক্ত i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i ব্যক্ত
i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either
"are আপনি sure আপনি look really pale bells" alice ব্যক্ত
"your right maybe a should go to বিছানা আপনি stay here and eat " i ব্যক্ত and smile weakly
"ok" they ব্যক্ত
i arrive to my room and went to বিছানা i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his সঙ্গীত i fall asleep thinking about edward
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I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made আপনি mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if আপনি cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I ব্যক্ত with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen ব্যক্ত with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he ব্যক্ত the same back to me.
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made আপনি mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if আপনি cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I ব্যক্ত with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen ব্যক্ত with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he ব্যক্ত the same back to me.