Chapter Eighteen: Waiting

Later that night, everything was bad. The conversation on what to pick, even though we had many আরো hours on end to talk about this, I still had a feeling we'd have to just rebuild and re live. Which I didn't mind, I just wanted to go back to normal. The normal where I live happily ever after with Edward and his family, with Renesmee too, and no obsticles অথবা disagreements in our way. But then again, no life, অতিপ্রাকৃতিক অথবা not, was perfect.
"Well," I said, first words after Edward had finally stopped repeating NO every five minutes. It was like the time he went into shock after he found out I was pregnant with our half vampire, half human baby when I was human on our honeymoon! "Can we talk about it."
I was equipped with the NO's already, and I wasn't afraid to add another one to them!
"We have too, so yea, sure, why not!" He got up off the floor where he sat, and I was shocked at the tone of calm in his voice.
"Okay," I ব্যক্ত after a few মিনিট of silence. "Do আপনি wanna sit, stand?" I asked and he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him.
"How about the shower?" He asked and kissed me.
I smiled, and let the চুম্বন go on until he pulled his lips away, and dragged us into the shower.
He stripped us both down, throwing our clothes দ্বারা the sink, and we climbed inside the shower. He then turned the water on and we both leaned against the wall, standing opposite eachother, and then he began.
"So what do আপনি think?" He asked.
"I think that, if we did tell Charlie," He then looked down. "That he wouldn't freak out as much, cause of what Jacob did."
"Phasing in front of him? Yea, that was bad. Almost too close to exposing us."
"Which is another reason I think that we shouldn't turn my mom and dad. Telling them could make them pop and we'd be exposed, let alone telling Phil might make him come after me, wanting me to live in the crazy bin! And they'd know something was up when they'd fine a broken cell দেওয়াল অথবা two."
He laughed them and pulled me to him. He then kissed me quickly, pulling our lips away to add another few words.
"So is it settled?" He asked and I nodded. "Good. Tomorrow night we tell Esme and Carlisle to rebuild and re live."
He started স্নেহ চুম্বন me again, but I brought my head back. "Wait! What about Isle Esme?"
He looked , and then it faded. "I knew I'd have to answer this."
"So can we live there?" I asked and he sighed.
"Can we discuss later?"
"Why?"
"Cause I want আরো of this," He licked my upper lip and I had cave. I then wrapped us tight together as he pushed me against the wall, and started স্নেহ চুম্বন me again.
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After we dried off, I was still on the subject of living at Isle Esme! He didn't though, and I don't know why! Is it cause he'll miss his family? Miss being connected to the world? (like connected with his family and stuff.) He was ready to lay down and rest a while, while I was wanting to figure if we got Isle Esme অথবা not! Which is why I decided to approach the topic broadly. Or, at least I hoped so.
"Hey," I ব্যক্ত as he dropped on the bed. "Should we tell Esme and Carlisle now about what we decided on, অথবা wait till tomorrow night?"
"Tomorrow night." He answered. "There too stressed with everything latly."
I forgot how he could read everyone, but my, mind.
"Alright," I said, jumping onto the বিছানা পরবর্তি to him. "We need to talk."
"I did say later didn't I?" He rolled over to face me and I laid my head on his chest as he played with my hair.
"So?" He said.
"Are we living there?" I asked and he took a pause.
"I want to give আপনি everything আপনি want, but remeber the whole 'new-big-bad'?" He asked and I nodded. "What if it's real? We'll be too far from প্রথমপাতা to run back and save them."
"But what if there isnt?" I asked and he sighed. "And Alice will know anyways."
"That's not the point!" He ব্যক্ত and I was the one who sighed then.
"I just want to have our own little private time alone again! Like a vacation! And I know that once Jacob's finally done healing, he'll take Renesmee with him somewhere-"
"That will NOT happen!" Edward interrupted, but we both knew it would anyway.
"And then what?" I finished and he turned me over so our faces were facing eachother.
"We'd be together at last!" He promised and I stared at his eyes for a long moment.
"So what you're saying is, once Jacob is okay and healed, and he takes Renesmee with him to where ever he pleases, we'll সরানো into Isle Esme?" I asked and he nodded slowly.
"If that's what আপনি want." He spoke and I nodded then.
"I do, but I want আপনি to, too." I replied and he wrapped his arms around me.
"I want আপনি to be happy. If living at Isle Esme involves that, then yes, I want to সরানো in with আপনি to Isle Esme.
I sighed in happyness then, but all that was left now was waiting.
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The পরবর্তি Day...

I was still in Edward's arms. Even though we were vampires, I couldn't help but close my eyes. Sleep would never devour me like it used to, but it was habit!
"What are আপনি thinking about?" I asked him.
"You." He answered. "Well, আরো like us, but still."
"What about?" I wondered, turning to face him.
"Us in the future." He answered and I thought for a second, trying to see what he is thinking.
All I saw was us, holding eachother close, in a room full of guests. I looked around and saw a cake. Then presents. Then Mike. Then Angela. Then Lauren. Then HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELLA on the cake, and I threw that future clip into the NEVER RETURN bin!
"Well," I ব্যক্ত and he didn't answer.
"Nothing but a memory being replayed in a different setting!" He ব্যক্ত and I sighed, knowing he wouldn't budge.
I just laid there, waiting for him to do something that got us both out of our lazy mood.
"So what should we do?" I finally asked, the silence was unnearving!
"I don't know. Want to watch TV?" He asked and I shook my head.
"How about a nice long bubble bath?" I asked and he laughed.
"Even in your vampire state, your still such a human girl!" He laughed, sitting up.
I watched as he walked to the bathroom, running the watter and filling it with soap.
I got up then, following him in there. "Is that bad?"
He turned and smiled into my eyes. "No, that's why I fell in প্রণয় with you...sort of."
"What do আপনি mean sort of?" I asked and he snickered.
"I mean," He walked out of the bathroom so he could hear me over the running water. "That when I first met you, I fell in প্রণয় witht he you, you. Not the you, you."
"Hold up!" I ব্যক্ত confused.
"I mean, I fell in প্রণয় with your personality instead of your looks. But I liked them too." I smiled and he walked back into the bathroom to shut off the water. The tub was barely bubbly, so he added alot আরো soap and ran to the kitchen, to only return with a wooden ladle that he soon stabbed into the water and began to stir up till আরো bubbles formed and collected. I watched as there wasn't a single crack of water visible through the bubbles and he turned and handed me the ladle.
"Take that to the রান্নাঘর please," He ব্যক্ত and I did, but slowly.
As I got back I saw that he was already undressed and stepping into the tub. I shrugged out of my clothes, and stepped in too. We sat with our back against the wall, feet touching the other side where the nozzle and water knobs hung a few inches above. My head was rested on Edward's shoulder, and I felt warm some how. Like the water heated our bodies, which I'm pretty sure isn't possible of our ice cold skin! But then again, প্রণয় is a strange thing.
"What now?" He asked and I turned my head up to see him.
"Now we just wait." I ব্যক্ত and he kissed me.
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Later That Night...

We were still in the tub, water probably freezing cold দ্বারা now, bubbles almost gone. Looked like we were looking at the arctics from above, and the bubbles were the glaciers! It was cool, but weird at the same time seeing how they dicinigrated every five seconds. We were just sitting there, talking about যেভাবে খুশী things when a thought popped into my mind.
"What time is it?" I asked and he looked over through the open bathroom door where we could simply see the digital clock দ্বারা the bed.
"6:02" He answered and I sighed.
"We gotta go talk to Esme now don't we?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Not for another few hours অথবা so. I'd say around nine. Why?" He ব্যক্ত and I shook my head in reasurrance.
"Just wonderin'." I then placed my back onto his shoulder and held onto him, not wanting to let go but I knew that I'd have to sooner অথবা later.
I then sprung up, splashing water everywhere and I felt Edward's cool hands grab me.
"Whats wrong?" He asked and I sighed.
"Nothing!" I answered and he looked puzzled.
"Then why'd আপনি jump?" He asked and I smiled.
"So I could do this," I slid my hands down his wet, bare chest and leaned in to চুম্বন him. Good thing this tub wasn't skinny like the other ones in other hotels! Edward smiled then, our lips still connected, and he turned me on my side and continued the kiss.