14. Forgotten
I slammed on the braked and stared into her liquid স্বর্ণ eyes. Every thing about her has changed. She looked আরো like a vampire then before. Her skin had a high, gloss, Glow to it, her eyes were আরো liquidly, her face was better chiseled, but most of all the fact that I could see her. I was never able to physically see her before. I was staring into a beautiful high school picture of me, And quite frankly it scared the hell out of me.
“What are আপনি doing here?” I stammered. She smiled smugly and within a blink of an eye, she was sitting in the passenger side.
“What did আপনি do to your hair, Edward will hate it. How long do আপনি have to wait till it can go back?” she shrieked her face curved up into this beautiful sculpted face of hatred.
I touched a lock of my hair “Alice likes it. And so do I. ” I ব্যক্ত standing up to the teenage me.
“Yes its nice and all but there is no way আপনি can get Edward back with that. He prefers brunette, i.e. why he and Tanya never worked out.” She rolled her eyes. “Well God, your already late to the সারমেয় party” I didn't move. “Drive Isabella” she has in a haughty tone. I put the car in Drive and slowly drown down the road.
“What is it that আপনি wanted to talk about?” I ব্যক্ত after the silence killed me.
“You woke me up this afternoon, as soon as আপনি saw Alice আপনি thought of what আপনি looked like as a vampire, so I when and redid myself.” She ব্যক্ত gesturing to her body.
“No I didn't.” I ব্যক্ত quickly but she ignored me. “Why can I see আপনি then?”
“ I already told you. আপনি wanted to see your self. God live with it.” She rolled her eyes then opened her mother to speak again the perfect wind chimes of her voice scared me
“Then when আপনি wondered how much of me has been in your life. If I were the really reason আপনি like so many Cullen related things. And well I did. I wasn’t about to let আপনি forget about what would have been. I am your subconscious. The little devil whispering in your ear when আপনি found Aly. When আপনি found the great deal for the Jeep Cherokee. The Baseball Tickets আপনি always seem to win when আপনি call in. all of it was Me.” she smiled.
I was going 15 mph for the last 5 minutes. Someone behind me honked their horn I sped up just a bit. “Then what now?” I said.
“And now that you’re going to see Edward Thursday. I think আপনি should let me see him.”
“What?!?” I exclaimed. As I drove into La Push.
“I can have আপনি do it willingly অথবা forcefully. Try me” she smiled and disappeared.
I sat in the car for second, willingly অথবা forcefully? What could she do? I got out do the car and opened the door. My mind was wrapping around things 3 days form now and 5 মিনিট ago. But some how I put smile on my face as I saw everyone’s mouth drop.
My hair, right I forgot. “Hey everyone sorry I'm late my appointment ran a bit late.”
“Bella I প্রণয় it” Leah stood up and walked to me. She ran her fingers through it. I was slightly panicked; I hope Alice’s sent blew away on the ride over.
“Thank you” slowly everyone in the room got back to normal, commenting me as I walked into living room.
“Bella still not here?” Nicole asked from behind me.
“No I'm right here.” I turned around and smiled. She gasped.
“You beautiful brown locks what happened. আপনি know Jake is going to make so many jokes. ” She laughed.
“Make jokes about what?” Jake walked into the room and stared laughing.
My cheeks went red. “Is it that bad?” I asked when Jake wouldn’t stop laughing.
“You’re a blond Bells.” He ব্যক্ত mid laugh. “Did they bleach away your brain too.”
“What is it with আপনি and blonds anyway” Leah asked. “Come on, Bella, let’s see what Charlie and Alison think.” Jacob couldn’t stop smiling as I walked to the back room.
“Mommy” Alison called as soon as I stepped thought the threshold.
“Bella” Charlie ব্যক্ত abruptly. He tilled his head to the side. “Something wrong, your blond.” Charlie stuttered. I picked Aly up.
“Yeah dad I'm fine, just something new.” I smiled
“I like it.” Alison said. “Its like Talking Taylor.”
“I mean I like it, it was just a shock, that’s all. It makes আপনি look আরো tan.” He commented. I laughed.
“Thanks dad.” I smiled at Sue who was setting the টেবিল with food. “Hi Sue ”
“Hi Bella, I like the hair.” she smiled up at me and continued to work.
I made my way back to the living room and sat leaned on the chair Jake was sitting at. Alison walked over and sat in his lap.
“Ew Bella what did আপনি do to your hair.” Seth turned his face up at me. I shrugged. “I don't like it.” He smiled apolitically.
I smiled back at him as he walked away. Ok so every one doesn’t like Blond Bella, not my fault.
“Wow Bella,” Quil walked in to the house and saw me first. He opened his mouth though speak to me but closed it the he surged and gave me a hug.
“Fish is ready.” Sue called. Everyone made there way to the kitchen. The খাবার was great, the company was great, but I continued to thing about Thursday. Am I ready to see all of them? And if I wasn’t is that what Bella Cullen meant দ্বারা willingly অথবা forcefully. Like if I tell her to take over. অথবা if I stutter, অথবা even worse faint will she come in. The sunset before I knew it and it was time to say bye. The drive প্রথমপাতা was quiet.
I got Alison into bed, and walked around the house for a while. I finally I took a আসন in the living room দ্বারা the phone. I called Alice I wasn’t sure what to say if she picked up but I knew I would have to saw something.
“Hi Bella, how are আপনি doing”
“Hey Alice, I was just calling… I'm good thought.” I had no reason why I was calling.
“Of course your good” her voice ব্যক্ত sarcastically.
“I guess I just wanted to hear আপনি voice before I when to bed,”
“Aw do আপনি want me to come over?”
“No” I ব্যক্ত quickly I knew some one was out side watching over me tonight. “That’s fine, I have work tomorrow and I would never get to sleep with আপনি around.” I laughed nervously.
“Is something wrong?”
Very perceptive Alice. “Not really I'm just fighting with 18 বছর old self these days.” I laughed again, Bella Cullen is only 18 what does she know that I don't.
“Oh ok. Do আপনি want me to stay on the line till আপনি go to sleep?” she asked angelically.
“No I'll let আপনি go, just, um… Thursday if I'm strange just know I'm not controlling myself.” I ব্যক্ত in an unsure voice.
“What do আপনি mean দ্বারা that Bella?” she questioned.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Alice see আপনি in 3 days.”
“Sweet dreams Bella.” She kissed into the receiver and hung up.
I slammed on the braked and stared into her liquid স্বর্ণ eyes. Every thing about her has changed. She looked আরো like a vampire then before. Her skin had a high, gloss, Glow to it, her eyes were আরো liquidly, her face was better chiseled, but most of all the fact that I could see her. I was never able to physically see her before. I was staring into a beautiful high school picture of me, And quite frankly it scared the hell out of me.
“What are আপনি doing here?” I stammered. She smiled smugly and within a blink of an eye, she was sitting in the passenger side.
“What did আপনি do to your hair, Edward will hate it. How long do আপনি have to wait till it can go back?” she shrieked her face curved up into this beautiful sculpted face of hatred.
I touched a lock of my hair “Alice likes it. And so do I. ” I ব্যক্ত standing up to the teenage me.
“Yes its nice and all but there is no way আপনি can get Edward back with that. He prefers brunette, i.e. why he and Tanya never worked out.” She rolled her eyes. “Well God, your already late to the সারমেয় party” I didn't move. “Drive Isabella” she has in a haughty tone. I put the car in Drive and slowly drown down the road.
“What is it that আপনি wanted to talk about?” I ব্যক্ত after the silence killed me.
“You woke me up this afternoon, as soon as আপনি saw Alice আপনি thought of what আপনি looked like as a vampire, so I when and redid myself.” She ব্যক্ত gesturing to her body.
“No I didn't.” I ব্যক্ত quickly but she ignored me. “Why can I see আপনি then?”
“ I already told you. আপনি wanted to see your self. God live with it.” She rolled her eyes then opened her mother to speak again the perfect wind chimes of her voice scared me
“Then when আপনি wondered how much of me has been in your life. If I were the really reason আপনি like so many Cullen related things. And well I did. I wasn’t about to let আপনি forget about what would have been. I am your subconscious. The little devil whispering in your ear when আপনি found Aly. When আপনি found the great deal for the Jeep Cherokee. The Baseball Tickets আপনি always seem to win when আপনি call in. all of it was Me.” she smiled.
I was going 15 mph for the last 5 minutes. Someone behind me honked their horn I sped up just a bit. “Then what now?” I said.
“And now that you’re going to see Edward Thursday. I think আপনি should let me see him.”
“What?!?” I exclaimed. As I drove into La Push.
“I can have আপনি do it willingly অথবা forcefully. Try me” she smiled and disappeared.
I sat in the car for second, willingly অথবা forcefully? What could she do? I got out do the car and opened the door. My mind was wrapping around things 3 days form now and 5 মিনিট ago. But some how I put smile on my face as I saw everyone’s mouth drop.
My hair, right I forgot. “Hey everyone sorry I'm late my appointment ran a bit late.”
“Bella I প্রণয় it” Leah stood up and walked to me. She ran her fingers through it. I was slightly panicked; I hope Alice’s sent blew away on the ride over.
“Thank you” slowly everyone in the room got back to normal, commenting me as I walked into living room.
“Bella still not here?” Nicole asked from behind me.
“No I'm right here.” I turned around and smiled. She gasped.
“You beautiful brown locks what happened. আপনি know Jake is going to make so many jokes. ” She laughed.
“Make jokes about what?” Jake walked into the room and stared laughing.
My cheeks went red. “Is it that bad?” I asked when Jake wouldn’t stop laughing.
“You’re a blond Bells.” He ব্যক্ত mid laugh. “Did they bleach away your brain too.”
“What is it with আপনি and blonds anyway” Leah asked. “Come on, Bella, let’s see what Charlie and Alison think.” Jacob couldn’t stop smiling as I walked to the back room.
“Mommy” Alison called as soon as I stepped thought the threshold.
“Bella” Charlie ব্যক্ত abruptly. He tilled his head to the side. “Something wrong, your blond.” Charlie stuttered. I picked Aly up.
“Yeah dad I'm fine, just something new.” I smiled
“I like it.” Alison said. “Its like Talking Taylor.”
“I mean I like it, it was just a shock, that’s all. It makes আপনি look আরো tan.” He commented. I laughed.
“Thanks dad.” I smiled at Sue who was setting the টেবিল with food. “Hi Sue ”
“Hi Bella, I like the hair.” she smiled up at me and continued to work.
I made my way back to the living room and sat leaned on the chair Jake was sitting at. Alison walked over and sat in his lap.
“Ew Bella what did আপনি do to your hair.” Seth turned his face up at me. I shrugged. “I don't like it.” He smiled apolitically.
I smiled back at him as he walked away. Ok so every one doesn’t like Blond Bella, not my fault.
“Wow Bella,” Quil walked in to the house and saw me first. He opened his mouth though speak to me but closed it the he surged and gave me a hug.
“Fish is ready.” Sue called. Everyone made there way to the kitchen. The খাবার was great, the company was great, but I continued to thing about Thursday. Am I ready to see all of them? And if I wasn’t is that what Bella Cullen meant দ্বারা willingly অথবা forcefully. Like if I tell her to take over. অথবা if I stutter, অথবা even worse faint will she come in. The sunset before I knew it and it was time to say bye. The drive প্রথমপাতা was quiet.
I got Alison into bed, and walked around the house for a while. I finally I took a আসন in the living room দ্বারা the phone. I called Alice I wasn’t sure what to say if she picked up but I knew I would have to saw something.
“Hi Bella, how are আপনি doing”
“Hey Alice, I was just calling… I'm good thought.” I had no reason why I was calling.
“Of course your good” her voice ব্যক্ত sarcastically.
“I guess I just wanted to hear আপনি voice before I when to bed,”
“Aw do আপনি want me to come over?”
“No” I ব্যক্ত quickly I knew some one was out side watching over me tonight. “That’s fine, I have work tomorrow and I would never get to sleep with আপনি around.” I laughed nervously.
“Is something wrong?”
Very perceptive Alice. “Not really I'm just fighting with 18 বছর old self these days.” I laughed again, Bella Cullen is only 18 what does she know that I don't.
“Oh ok. Do আপনি want me to stay on the line till আপনি go to sleep?” she asked angelically.
“No I'll let আপনি go, just, um… Thursday if I'm strange just know I'm not controlling myself.” I ব্যক্ত in an unsure voice.
“What do আপনি mean দ্বারা that Bella?” she questioned.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Alice see আপনি in 3 days.”
“Sweet dreams Bella.” She kissed into the receiver and hung up.
