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chapter five: Heavenly's POV
"What happened?" asked Jake after he got in the car and we started driving.
"uhh, no one got hurt. i'm happy, i geuss. we just talked and i don't think we'll be talking to the Cullens for a while, but i got you." he ব্যক্ত smiling the whole time.
i was confused. that was weird for what i had seen earlier.
"you know that really scared me Jacob." i ব্যক্ত almost mad that he had put me through that.
"i'm sorry babe. but um... আপনি start school on the reserve tomorrow."
"oh yeah, i'm excited i geuss."
"i think your lieing" he said
"i am." i ব্যক্ত back.
"well i'll pick আপনি up tomorrow morning and প্রদর্শনী আপনি around."
"ok!" i answered to fast.
we were at my house too soon.
"well i'll see আপনি tomorrow and you'll explain to me what actually happened tonight." i ব্যক্ত almost motherly.
"sure, sure. Heavenly,... i প্রণয় you." he ব্যক্ত to me as if we'd been saying that normally, and it felt like we did.
"I প্রণয় আপনি too Jake." i ব্যক্ত and then ran inside, it was raining again.
i walked in and my mom had fallen asleep on the পালঙ্ক with her boyfriend
(since yesterday she had fallen in প্রণয় with this bum.)
the first thing i did was change into my flannels and sit on my বিছানা watching t.v. but all i was thinking about was Jake. all of a sudden there was a tapping on my window. i went to check it out, and of course it was Jake. i opened the window.
" what are আপনি doing here?!" i excaimed in a whisper.
" i uhh... couldn't sleep, can i come in." he asked while he was holding him self up দ্বারা the ledge on the other side of the window.
" sure" i ব্যক্ত and got out of the way for him.
he climbed in unphased, ofcourse. he sat on my bed.
" so,.... আপনি have a.... big room. i can't fit in my room." he ব্যক্ত changing all subject.
" i'm surprised আপনি can fit in this room." i said, climbing on the বিছানা পরবর্তি to him.
" aren't আপনি tired? অথবা on patrol অথবা something?" i asked
" no embry is covering my shifts,.... i've been babysitting his sister."
we both lied there in my bed, just talking and talking.
" Are আপনি tell me about this 'exclusive' highschool that i'm going to tomorrow?" i asked, curious.
" not much to tell, oh umm.... we're wrestling in PE." he smiled
" oh wow. that will be a problem."
" it's ok. i'll help you." he ব্যক্ত with a bigger smile. i couldn't help but blush.
this entire time, i didn't notice 'till now that he was shirtless.
" Jake, how come আপনি never wear a shirt?" i asked.
" Why? does my being half naked bother you?" he asked. i blushed even harder.
" Jacob, i swear আপনি just...."
" What....?" i was sooo flustered.
suddenly he was leaning over me. his warm body against mine.
" I প্রণয় আপনি Heavenly." he ব্যক্ত and then kissed me. violently almost. in about six সেকেন্ড my hands were in his hair and my legs around his waist while he was over me in push up position. i never wanted it to stop. his warm breath in my mouth, i was getting light headed.
he stopped then,
" আপনি need sleep, i should go."
" NO!" i practically yelled. he laughed
" i'll be back tomorrow morning." he ব্যক্ত and then was gone.
i closed the window, and lie on my bed. i wasn't like i could actually get to sleep, i was up all night thinking about this.
' why does Jake like me of all people?'
' am i dreaming'
' is there anything to worry about at school tomorrow? all the girls there must have loved jake.'
