Chapter Five ( writers block strikes again =[)
soz this chapters not as good as the others, writers block =[
Everyone seemed to know. Jake swore he hadn’t told anyone, but news spread like wild আগুন in La Push. It started off as just gossiping, but had soon escalated to taunting. Leah had conveniently ditched us, but Quil, Jake and Seth stupidly stood দ্বারা me. I was surprised; they seemed to pick on Jake just as much as me. But Jake took it all in his stride, standing up for me, even though the আরো he stood up for me the আরো they taunted him. I couldn’t ভালুক it. My বন্ধু were sharing my punishment for being illegitimate, for no reason. They were being taunted and hurt দ্বারা others too, for no reason. Quil tried not to stir up too much trouble; he was already on the principles hit list. He just stood quietly behind me when someone had a go at me, but Seth and Jake went out of their way to defend me, seeing as I wasn’t going to do it myself. I even heard Seth snarl at a group of girls from his year. That made me so angry; he would never get any বন্ধু অথবা imprint if he was just going to snarl and be hostile to everyone. All of them should just leave a loser like me.
I walked প্রথমপাতা alone. Jake had wanted to drive me back, but I couldn’t stand to be with him. I didn’t want to be anyone. I felt angry, তিক্ত and unwanted. That was a relief, no আরো sadness. So I let the anger flow threw me and take over each cell in my body. That felt good.
“Embry, Embry!” Seth caught my arm. I hadn’t even heard him walking up behind me.
“What is it Seth?” I growled, and then felt bad. He was only trying to help.
“Just face it Seth. He doesn’t want our help.” Leah snapped from behind me. She was reviling in my pain. Now she wasn’t the one who was the most hurt she intended to keep it that way.
“Embry I just wanted to ask I could come over and help আপনি with your dirt bike?” Seth asked hopefully.
I grinned at the idea of riding my dirt bike again. “Sure Seth. Come over as early as আপনি can!”
I heard Leah sniff behind me. I rolled my eyes, and added grudgingly “You can come too Leah… if আপনি want?”
She laughed, so I took that as a no.
Luckily the house was empty when I got back. Well, probably lucky. I had a good idea where my mom was. She was probably up at Billy’s; she probably didn’t even come back last night. Well good, I thought she can go piss him off. I knew I would have to go over to Jakes to get a bike for Seth. I sighed and went to get my dirt bike out of the garage.
I rounded the corner of the house and my mouth fell open. A little red bike was leaning up against the wall, with blue ribbon tied on the handlebars. There was a note too. I ripped it off the seat, where it was stuck with tape, and attempted to read it.
“Th-o-u-ght…thought আপনি might want this.” I read aloud, sounding out each word. “Don’t get mad at Seth. He really wanted to come anyway. Jake.” I sniggered crumpling the letter into a ball.
I’d just located a sponge when Seth knocked on the front door. I set Seth to work washing my bike, while I checked that Bella’s bike still worked. Jake had kept it in pristine condition for her. My bike was soon as perfectly shiny as Bella’s. Seth ব্যক্ত he wanted ride Bella’s bike, so I helped him with the basics. He picked it up really quickly, so I suggested that we rode them up to the cliffs.
It was nice to be on my bike again. I felt like my worries had been left in my garage, as we sped past the cliffs where I’d done cliff diving with Sam. We found the little dust road where most beginners rode. And that was where we met Samantha Kirk.
Thanks Sk8bordNewMoon for all your মতামত =] and thanks to everyone else who has commented/rated/or even just read this story. I lurve u all (j.k) প্রণয় she_wolf x P.S. Who do আপনি think was a better Embry, ♥ Kiowa Gordon ♥ অথবা ♥ Kyrs Hyatt ♥?
soz this chapters not as good as the others, writers block =[
Everyone seemed to know. Jake swore he hadn’t told anyone, but news spread like wild আগুন in La Push. It started off as just gossiping, but had soon escalated to taunting. Leah had conveniently ditched us, but Quil, Jake and Seth stupidly stood দ্বারা me. I was surprised; they seemed to pick on Jake just as much as me. But Jake took it all in his stride, standing up for me, even though the আরো he stood up for me the আরো they taunted him. I couldn’t ভালুক it. My বন্ধু were sharing my punishment for being illegitimate, for no reason. They were being taunted and hurt দ্বারা others too, for no reason. Quil tried not to stir up too much trouble; he was already on the principles hit list. He just stood quietly behind me when someone had a go at me, but Seth and Jake went out of their way to defend me, seeing as I wasn’t going to do it myself. I even heard Seth snarl at a group of girls from his year. That made me so angry; he would never get any বন্ধু অথবা imprint if he was just going to snarl and be hostile to everyone. All of them should just leave a loser like me.
I walked প্রথমপাতা alone. Jake had wanted to drive me back, but I couldn’t stand to be with him. I didn’t want to be anyone. I felt angry, তিক্ত and unwanted. That was a relief, no আরো sadness. So I let the anger flow threw me and take over each cell in my body. That felt good.
“Embry, Embry!” Seth caught my arm. I hadn’t even heard him walking up behind me.
“What is it Seth?” I growled, and then felt bad. He was only trying to help.
“Just face it Seth. He doesn’t want our help.” Leah snapped from behind me. She was reviling in my pain. Now she wasn’t the one who was the most hurt she intended to keep it that way.
“Embry I just wanted to ask I could come over and help আপনি with your dirt bike?” Seth asked hopefully.
I grinned at the idea of riding my dirt bike again. “Sure Seth. Come over as early as আপনি can!”
I heard Leah sniff behind me. I rolled my eyes, and added grudgingly “You can come too Leah… if আপনি want?”
She laughed, so I took that as a no.
Luckily the house was empty when I got back. Well, probably lucky. I had a good idea where my mom was. She was probably up at Billy’s; she probably didn’t even come back last night. Well good, I thought she can go piss him off. I knew I would have to go over to Jakes to get a bike for Seth. I sighed and went to get my dirt bike out of the garage.
I rounded the corner of the house and my mouth fell open. A little red bike was leaning up against the wall, with blue ribbon tied on the handlebars. There was a note too. I ripped it off the seat, where it was stuck with tape, and attempted to read it.
“Th-o-u-ght…thought আপনি might want this.” I read aloud, sounding out each word. “Don’t get mad at Seth. He really wanted to come anyway. Jake.” I sniggered crumpling the letter into a ball.
I’d just located a sponge when Seth knocked on the front door. I set Seth to work washing my bike, while I checked that Bella’s bike still worked. Jake had kept it in pristine condition for her. My bike was soon as perfectly shiny as Bella’s. Seth ব্যক্ত he wanted ride Bella’s bike, so I helped him with the basics. He picked it up really quickly, so I suggested that we rode them up to the cliffs.
It was nice to be on my bike again. I felt like my worries had been left in my garage, as we sped past the cliffs where I’d done cliff diving with Sam. We found the little dust road where most beginners rode. And that was where we met Samantha Kirk.
Thanks Sk8bordNewMoon for all your মতামত =] and thanks to everyone else who has commented/rated/or even just read this story. I lurve u all (j.k) প্রণয় she_wolf x P.S. Who do আপনি think was a better Embry, ♥ Kiowa Gordon ♥ অথবা ♥ Kyrs Hyatt ♥?
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Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
প্রণয় will be the echo in your ears when all is হারিয়ে গেছে and plundered
My প্রণয় will be there still
I've waited a hundred years
And I'd wait a million আরো for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how আপনি smile when আপনি blush
অথবা how আপনি curl your lip when আপনি concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your প্রণয় is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every চুম্বন is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who আপনি are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw আপনি well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
And I'd wait a million আরো for you
Nothing prepared me for of the privilege of being yours, I do
If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how আপনি smile when আপনি blush
অথবা how আপনি curl your lip when আপনি concentrate enough
But I would have known what I was living for all along
What I've been living for
Your প্রণয় is my turning page
Only the sweetest words remain
Every চুম্বন is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase
I surrender who I've been for who আপনি are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
I would have known what I've been living for all along
What I've been living for
Though we're tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw আপনি well I knew we'd tell it well
With the whisper we will tame the vicious scenes
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms আপনি better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before আপনি go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
আপনি start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms আপনি better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before আপনি go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
আপনি start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with আপনি man
Don’t আপনি see it’s wrong, can’t আপনি get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
আপনি know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what আপনি do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with আপনি man
Don’t আপনি see it’s wrong, can’t আপনি get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
আপনি know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
হারিয়ে গেছে in the dark
I’m spun out so far
আপনি stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what আপনি do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your রাস্তা light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
গাউন me a dog-eared map
And called for আপনি everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your রাস্তা light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
গাউন me a dog-eared map
And called for আপনি everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
অথবা হারিয়ে গেছে you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down