When i woke up Renesmee wasnt in the room but everyone else was.Edward was standing beside me and rosalie,emmett,alice,jasper,esme.carlisle and jacob were standing around the room.I looked at edward he looked so beautiful i loved him so much i cant live without him but i need to get my anger out."Can আপনি give us a minute"i asked they all nodded and left the room.I looked at the টেবিল beside me there was a vase with ফুলেরডালি in it, i picked it up and smashed it over edwards head.It didnt do anything to him but it got my anger out that i had for him.Then he said"I deserve that","yes আপনি did that was the most painful thing i have ever been through but now i am not angry at আপনি so"then i put my arms around his neck and kissed him.Then he kissed me back this চুম্বন was different to others it was আরো stronger but i didnt mind.Then he ব্যক্ত "Well i happy your not angry at me anymore"then he kissed me then everyone came in and emmett said"We heard smashing".Then edward said"Bella smashed a vase over my head"then he smiled."Good one bella but it didnt hurt him"emmett said,"i know"i ব্যক্ত back to him."Where is Renesmee anyway?" i asked"Ya i thought ye had her".Then carlisle said"We thought আপনি had her edward"."Where is she "i shouted"I dont know but i am going to find her".We all got up and started looking even me but i was with edward."What if something happened to her what is someone took her","We will find her i dont know anyone that would take her"."I do ..victoria"then edward picked me up and carried me like আপনি would carry a bride and started walking faster throught the halls.Then we heard a cry,edward ran just a little over human speed.Then we saw Tanya with Renesmee in her arms playing with her.She looked up and said"Hello, আপনি have a beautiful baby but its a shame because she can not live","why cant she"edward asked."Because she is not mine and anything that belongs to আপনি has to be mine too as we প্রণয় each other".Edward put me down then started walking towards her and renesmee"Tanya give me renesmee and we can talk about it ok","Will আপনি be with me if we talk and i give আপনি the baby?".Then edward said"I am sorry tanya but i প্রণয় Bella i always have and always will".I knew where this was going she was going to kill renesmee and edward couldnt do anything i had to do something.I picked up a scalple then tanys opened her mouth and leaned into renesmee then i perced the scalple into my arm.Blood started gushing out of my arm then tanya droped renesmee but edward caught her and tanya ran toward me then everything went black.
I was burning it was torture like i was being dipped in acid and burned in a আগুন and being hit দ্বারা a bus and more.It went on for days non stop torture but i always felt a cool hand on mine edwards hand.
3 DAYS LATER:
My হৃদয় started beating even faster than it already was before.Then i heard taking in my ear"Bella i প্রণয় আপনি so much and i am so sorry".I wanted to say i প্রণয় আপনি too but i couldnt i was paralized then my হৃদয় stopped and didnt start again.Then i opened my eyes everything was clear.I knew it i was now a vampire i would live forever i will never die.Its strange the only difference is that i feel strong i dont feel thirsty its just a little burn in my throat.Then edward walked over to me and said"i প্রণয় you","i প্রণয় আপনি too"then he started walking towrds me again.Then i realized what he was doing he was going to চুম্বন me.He saw that i was in control then crabed my waist and pulled me into him.He started স্নেহ চুম্বন me like normal but then it changed it turned আরো passionately and it was strong.His hands were in my hair and mine in his,edward had never kissed me like this before but i liked it.
(then there is the story about the forest and then they say bella has super control and all that but i dont want to write it all out,now they are at the cullens .)
I was sitting down with renesmee in my arms and edward is sitting beside me playing with renesmee's fingers.Renesmee is so small and delicate she is the size of a newborn but her mind is much আরো older.She can understand what we say and she talks in her head edward says."Bella Edward come on come with us leave renesmee with rosalie".We got up and went outside with alice.We were runing for a মিনিট then alice said"okay bella close your eyes".So i did then she told me to open then,i saw a cottage but it was the size of a normal house.It was beautiful i প্রণয় it.Then alice said"well i have to go back to jasper so um cya later".Then she left and we went inside,it was beautiful its just what i like esme must have done it.Then we went upstairs we stoped at a door that had renesmee written on it.We opened the door,it was a beautiful nursery.It was পরাকাষ্ঠা it had a beautiful পরাকাষ্ঠা ডাবা with a canape it was beautiful."Its beautiful she is going to প্রণয় it","Yes she will she loves pink".Then we walked down the hall to our bedroom it was beautiful white and cream with a wide bed.Then edward pulled my waist to his then he said"You know what else renesmee loves","No what?","You"he said,"She loves আপনি too"."Yes she does but i didnt offer myself to die rather than her did i","That doesnt count she loves us both আরো than anyone has loved anyone before"."That is wrong we প্রণয় each other আরো than anyone has ever loved anyone before","i প্রণয় you"i ব্যক্ত to him then he said"i প্রণয় আপনি too".Then we kissed and it was another passionate চুম্বন but this time he didnt stop he pulled me over to the bed.Then we both fell on the bed,he was on শীর্ষ of me .Then he ripped of my শার্ট off and i ripped his,then he said"i have missed আপনি so much it was like আপনি took a part of myself when i left",then i said"i missed আপনি too and it was like আপনি did the same to me"Then we kissed.The physical প্রণয় between me and edward was so different to when i was human .We were equals no fear about me being hurt we were able to প্রণয় each other finally.
i started to think of peaceful places.
The past is the past,the present is up to you,and the future is a gift from god...
Bella Swan by Kristen Stewart
