Cynddylans marble face was pinching into a grimace. His, now, burgundy eyes were all sad and in them held…quilt? He missed his sister, my brain told me. I never have had a brother অথবা sister, and never will. If I ever had one, it would bring me into great sadness, if we didn’t live together, অথবা প্রণয় each other. Cynddylan obviously wanted his sister back. “Do আপনি miss her?” I ব্যক্ত in a very quiet whisper. He just looked up, his eyes no longer sad, and said, “Question me.” I was annoyed that he didn’t answer and that he changed the subject, but I did what he said. “Right, so if we are working together, I need to ask আপনি these questions.” He just nodded. “Promise আপনি won’t use that…influence power thing on me,”
“I promise.”
“Promise আপনি won’t চুম্বন me again,”
“I promise.”
“Can I trust you?”
“Come on lets go.”
My headache was getting worse and my stomach turned inside me. I felt sick and dizzy. That answer meant that I couldn’t trust him, but I did. Why? “Come on.” Cynddylan sighed patiently. I sat up from my pillow. It fell to the wooden floor and I went down to get it but Cynddylan was faster, and that’s when the worst thing in the world happened. As he bent down to get the fluffy pillow, the feeling of nausea doubled and vomit exploded out of my mouth. Cynddylan stood up, disgust in his expression. “UGH! UGH! YUCK!”
I gasped, and failed to suppress a hysteric laugh,
“I am so, so, sorry!” I apologized, trying to block out the laughter, in my voice, his inhaled deeply, I think he took the anger with it too; he was being very patient, আরো patient that would be if someone vomited over my head… “Go clean yourself up…” I said. He walked out into the bathroom; I decided to clean my sick up. Somebody had to do it. Cynddylan walked into the room, his expression was neutral, and his brown hair was now darkened, and still dripping onto his shirt. I realised a moment later he wanted me to go, so I did, he followed me out the room. I wondered where and why he wanted to go anywhere. We walked in silence, I searched for a subject to talk about, anything, but it was as if my brain was on strike, I sensed Cynddylan stiffened, then a rich, dazzling perfume invaded my nostrils. Fear flashed through me, followed দ্বারা something that felt like betrayal. My mind began to put pieces together; no answer to if I can trust him, then the sudden walk… it’s a trap. It WAS a deadly game after all...
“Hello Nessie.” A voice said, soft, elegant, and grim, “ Thank আপনি Cynddylan for bringing her here…” she said, my eyes tore away from Cornelia, and swept to Cynddylan. The strong betrayal feeling was stronger now, my eyes bore into Cynddylan’s, I was surprised to feel my eyes well up with tears, of anger. My vision blurred.
“How could you?” I whispered fiercely, my voice faltering.
“I didn’t…” he ব্যক্ত softly, pleadingly.
“Oh yeah? Well to me it just seems too convenient!” I ব্যক্ত bitterly, all sympathy I felt for him, just evaporated.
“I’m sorry.”
“This is just a game to আপনি isn’t it?” I said, ignoring his পূর্ববর্তি statement.
“Renesmee… I’m sorry, I know what it must look like, but, believe me, this shouldn’t of happened! I-i…” he pleaded hopelessly, I looked away. Trying to ignore him, but, somehow, I wanted to give in, I knew he wouldn’t lie to me, but my instincts, prevented from me feeling forgivingness.
“Renesmee!” I looked at him then I realised that he didn’t say it, he was look behind Cornelia, I followed his gaze, and then… all the anger was just dissolved and was replaced দ্বারা joy, a huge brown dog, appeared, দ্বারা my side. Then lunged on Cynddylan
“NO!” I screamed, all my anger at him was forgotten both of the looked at me, Jacob morphed into human form,
“What!?” Jacob asked impatiently, “he almost killed আপনি –your family… us.” He protested,
“Yes well… he saved my life…” I reasoned – which may have decided Cynddylan’s fate.
“WHAT!” he glared at Cynddylan, then me.
“…Twice!” I added, he led Cynddylan down, aggressively. Then I remembered, that he thought that it was Cynddylan who kidnapped me again.
“I promise.”
“Promise আপনি won’t চুম্বন me again,”
“I promise.”
“Can I trust you?”
“Come on lets go.”
My headache was getting worse and my stomach turned inside me. I felt sick and dizzy. That answer meant that I couldn’t trust him, but I did. Why? “Come on.” Cynddylan sighed patiently. I sat up from my pillow. It fell to the wooden floor and I went down to get it but Cynddylan was faster, and that’s when the worst thing in the world happened. As he bent down to get the fluffy pillow, the feeling of nausea doubled and vomit exploded out of my mouth. Cynddylan stood up, disgust in his expression. “UGH! UGH! YUCK!”
I gasped, and failed to suppress a hysteric laugh,
“I am so, so, sorry!” I apologized, trying to block out the laughter, in my voice, his inhaled deeply, I think he took the anger with it too; he was being very patient, আরো patient that would be if someone vomited over my head… “Go clean yourself up…” I said. He walked out into the bathroom; I decided to clean my sick up. Somebody had to do it. Cynddylan walked into the room, his expression was neutral, and his brown hair was now darkened, and still dripping onto his shirt. I realised a moment later he wanted me to go, so I did, he followed me out the room. I wondered where and why he wanted to go anywhere. We walked in silence, I searched for a subject to talk about, anything, but it was as if my brain was on strike, I sensed Cynddylan stiffened, then a rich, dazzling perfume invaded my nostrils. Fear flashed through me, followed দ্বারা something that felt like betrayal. My mind began to put pieces together; no answer to if I can trust him, then the sudden walk… it’s a trap. It WAS a deadly game after all...
“Hello Nessie.” A voice said, soft, elegant, and grim, “ Thank আপনি Cynddylan for bringing her here…” she said, my eyes tore away from Cornelia, and swept to Cynddylan. The strong betrayal feeling was stronger now, my eyes bore into Cynddylan’s, I was surprised to feel my eyes well up with tears, of anger. My vision blurred.
“How could you?” I whispered fiercely, my voice faltering.
“I didn’t…” he ব্যক্ত softly, pleadingly.
“Oh yeah? Well to me it just seems too convenient!” I ব্যক্ত bitterly, all sympathy I felt for him, just evaporated.
“I’m sorry.”
“This is just a game to আপনি isn’t it?” I said, ignoring his পূর্ববর্তি statement.
“Renesmee… I’m sorry, I know what it must look like, but, believe me, this shouldn’t of happened! I-i…” he pleaded hopelessly, I looked away. Trying to ignore him, but, somehow, I wanted to give in, I knew he wouldn’t lie to me, but my instincts, prevented from me feeling forgivingness.
“Renesmee!” I looked at him then I realised that he didn’t say it, he was look behind Cornelia, I followed his gaze, and then… all the anger was just dissolved and was replaced দ্বারা joy, a huge brown dog, appeared, দ্বারা my side. Then lunged on Cynddylan
“NO!” I screamed, all my anger at him was forgotten both of the looked at me, Jacob morphed into human form,
“What!?” Jacob asked impatiently, “he almost killed আপনি –your family… us.” He protested,
“Yes well… he saved my life…” I reasoned – which may have decided Cynddylan’s fate.
“WHAT!” he glared at Cynddylan, then me.
“…Twice!” I added, he led Cynddylan down, aggressively. Then I remembered, that he thought that it was Cynddylan who kidnapped me again.
নমস্কার twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release তারিখ for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction তারিখ not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is ব্যক্ত that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the হৃদয় which will stop beating soon, the হৃদয় which was the reason for me to live, the হৃদয় which she had প্রদত্ত to me to keep নিরাপদ just like how I had প্রদত্ত her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what আপনি think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when আপনি say one of the মতামত -and you've probably ব্যক্ত one of the মতামত আরো then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure আপনি can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so জনপ্রিয় if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my বন্ধু just don't understand lol). How many do আপনি think আপনি can fill, মতামত below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what আপনি think please.
So these are, দ্বারা far, my পছন্দ উদ্ধৃতি from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I প্রণয় you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD