"Momma. I want to go back down stairs." Sarah was sitting on her bed, her back against the wall.
"I know." I sighed. "But Daddy is talking to Seth right now so we are going to stay up here untill they are done."
She sighed and leaned her head against the wall.
I listened to Jacob and Seth down stairs.
"So that's how it works?" Seth asked.
"Yea." Jacob sighed.
"Cool." I could hear the smile in Seth's voice.
"Look, I'm really sorry if you're mad at me but আপনি know, I couldn't controll it. I didn't even know what was going on."
"Yea, I know. I'm not mad at you, though." I heard Jacob settle back down on the couch.
"Can I see her now?" Seth's voice was anxious.
"Sure, sure." I heard Jacob's footsteps untill they stopped at the door. "We're done." He opened the door and walked over to Sarah.
"You can go down and see Seth now."
She got up and ran down stairs. I put my head back and closed my eyes. "He imprinted." It wasn't a question.
"Yea." Jacob's voice was closer now. I opened my eyes to see him standing behind me. He bent down to চুম্বন me and I stood up.
"It's not so bad. At least Seth's a good kid."
"You found me!" Seth's voice carried up the stairs along with Sarah's giggle.
I couldn't help but smile at her giggle. "And at least she's in good hands. He's got a good head on his shoulders. And he doesn't want to kill her." I smirked and walked out of the room.
"That's not fair." Jacob chuckled.
Seth had Sarah on his shoulders spining her around. "Woah." Sarah giggled. "Now I'm dizzy."
Seth laughed and sat down on the couch, sitting Sarah on his knee.
"Would আপনি like to stay for dinner?" I asked Seth as I walked into the kitchen.
"Yea, sure. Thanks."
After we put Sarah in her nightgown, she wouldn't let us put her in the বিছানা untill she went downstairs to tell Seth good night.
"Will আপনি be here tomorrow?" Sarah was sitting on his knee again.
"As soon as I get off work." He promised.
"Kay." She hopped down and Jake picked her up. "Night."
"Night Sarah." As Jacob and Sarah dissapered into her room Seth stood up and walked over to me.
"I'm gonna' head home. See আপনি tomorrow." He hugged me and walked over to the door.
"Bye. Be careful." I told him. He waved and closed the door behind him.
The rest of the week Seth was over everynight. We were running low on খাবার now and I had already been to the store three times. And I couldn't blame it all on the guys, because I was eating for four.
Sarah was with Seth at Sue's and Grandpa Charlie's. Jacob had gotten a job at the car ভান্দার and I was stuck at প্রথমপাতা দ্বারা myself. Mom stopped দ্বারা everyother দিন to give me some company and today was one of those days.
"How have আপনি been feeling?" She was sitting beside me on the পালঙ্ক while I munched on some chips.
"Tired." I sighed. "I just wish they would come out already." I smiled.
"Be careful what আপনি wish for." Bella smiled with me.
"I just can't wait to see them. I'm excited."
"Good. আপনি should be." Bella laughed, only it sounded আরো like bells than a laugh. "Well, I best get back to Edward. I প্রণয় you."
She kissed my head and walked to the door. "Love আপনি too, Mom."
She smiled and was gone before I could blink.
"Looks like it's just us again." I sighed and pushed myself up off the couch. I went to the রান্নাঘর and grabbed the ice cream out of the freezer. With in সেকেন্ড the ice cream tub was on the floor and the phone was in my hand.
"Hello?"
"Quil! Get Jake on the phone!" I gasped.
"Sorry, Nessi. He's busy."
"NOW!" I gasped again and held দ্বারা breath waiting for the pain to pass.
"Okay, jeez. Jake!" Jake's name was muffled as he yelled away from the phone.
"Hello?"
"Jake." I finally had মহাকাশ were I could talk. "You have to come home." I gasped again as another pain ripped through me.
"Nessi, I'm kind of busy."
I spoke through clenched teeth. "Unless আপনি want me to give birth to these kids on the floor, আপনি best get home."
It took him a moment to register what was happeneing and Quil was the one who answered back.
"Well, he just dropped the phone and sprinted out the door."
"Okay. Thanks." I sighed and hung up.
The door flung open and Seth walked in with Sarah. "She told me." He ব্যক্ত and put her down.
"Sarah." I looked at her. "Go back your bag okay? Get two outfits and two pairs of pajamas." She nodded and took off up the stairs. "Could go go help her? Her bags are on the শীর্ষ shelf. I don't think she can reach them."
"Sure." Seth followed after her.
"Renesmee!" Mom flew over to me. "Are আপনি okay?"
I nodded. "Yea I'm fine. Did আপনি tell Carlisle."
"No not yet. I wanted to make sure first. I will go now." She picked me up and laid me down on the couch. "I'll be right back." She kissed my head and walked out as soon as Jacob walked in.
"Hey." She came and sat দ্বারা my head. "Need something?"
He knew from experince not to say অথবা do to much.
"Water." I gasped. He nodded and went into the kitchen.
I heard Sarah coming down the stairs. "I want to carry it."
"Sarah, it's heavy." Seth told her.
I heard her sigh. "Fine." She gave up.
She walked over to me and sat down on the coffee table. "Are আপনি okay?"
"I'm fine." I smiled reasuringly. "You're going to stay at Gradma Sue's and Grandpa Charlie's for a couple days."
"Okay. Do I get to come প্রথমপাতা when the শিশুরা get here?"
"Of course." I nodded.
She walked over to me and kissed my cheek. Something I always did to her. "Bye, Momma. I প্রণয় you."
"I প্রণয় আপনি too." I told her.
"See ya', Nessi." Seth picked up Sarah.
"Bye. Watch her!" I smiled.
He snorted and rolled his eyes. "I got this."
I laughed and waved goodbye to Sarah as the door closed. Jacob came back with my water in his hands. He gave it to me and sat down, pulling my feet onto his lap.
It was quiet for a moment then the door flew open and Carlisle, Edward, and Bella were running up and down the stairs with medical equipment. As soon as I saw the two incubaters my হৃদয় flew into a nervous frenzy.
One baby will be completely healthy, but the other two wil not. The smallest germ here could possibly kill them. My breathing turned into quick gasps. Dad was beside me within seconds. "Bella!" Edward called and she blured into view. "Clean everything. Sanitize everything!" He caught my thoughts before my gasps turned into a full blown pancice attack.
It clamed my breathing, but not my heart. They would still be in utter complete danger being three months premature.
"It's going to be alright." Dad's cool hand ran across my clamy fourhead. "Carlisle know's what he is doing."
I nodded, not trusting my voice.
He had me upstairs and on the medical বিছানা before Jacob even knew what had happened.
We were in a room I didn't even know we had. It was plain, just like the শিশুরা room's were before. Only this room was bigger. It was a hospital room. Everything the শিশুরা and I needed was in the room.
"Kaelem is to big. I'm going to have to do a C-Section." Carlisle's spoke in a sure voice.
I looked at Jake's face, knowing it was a relfection of my own; fear, anxiety.
Carlisle placed a breathing tube in my nose and stuck a few needles in my arm. Jacob winced with me as he had felt them too.
"Where is Alice?" I asked.
"I'm right here." She called and fluttered to my side. "I'm here." She kissed my fourhead and dissapeard behind the sheet that was sepreating my chest from my stomach.
"You are going to feel pressure, but no pain." Carlisle's voice came from behind the curtin.
The pressure was slight, barley noticeable.
There was a wailing cry and Alice spoke. "Kaelem."
"Here." Edward's voice.
"Kaela." Alice again.
"I will take her." Bella's voice.
"Kaeleb." Alice. "I will take him. আপনি stitch Nessi up."
There was only one cry. Kaeleb's. I could feel the silent tears stream down either side of my face and dissapear into my hair.
Jacob squeezed my hand and looked down at me.
I closed my eyes and hoped that there would be two আরো cries. There was nothing but quietness. Edward had Kaelem swaddled in a blanket and in Jacob's arms. But my arms were empty. My হৃদয় sank and I waited once more, not breathing.
Twenty-six সেকেন্ড later two ear peircing crys broke the silence and I let out a sigh in relief.
"I know." I sighed. "But Daddy is talking to Seth right now so we are going to stay up here untill they are done."
She sighed and leaned her head against the wall.
I listened to Jacob and Seth down stairs.
"So that's how it works?" Seth asked.
"Yea." Jacob sighed.
"Cool." I could hear the smile in Seth's voice.
"Look, I'm really sorry if you're mad at me but আপনি know, I couldn't controll it. I didn't even know what was going on."
"Yea, I know. I'm not mad at you, though." I heard Jacob settle back down on the couch.
"Can I see her now?" Seth's voice was anxious.
"Sure, sure." I heard Jacob's footsteps untill they stopped at the door. "We're done." He opened the door and walked over to Sarah.
"You can go down and see Seth now."
She got up and ran down stairs. I put my head back and closed my eyes. "He imprinted." It wasn't a question.
"Yea." Jacob's voice was closer now. I opened my eyes to see him standing behind me. He bent down to চুম্বন me and I stood up.
"It's not so bad. At least Seth's a good kid."
"You found me!" Seth's voice carried up the stairs along with Sarah's giggle.
I couldn't help but smile at her giggle. "And at least she's in good hands. He's got a good head on his shoulders. And he doesn't want to kill her." I smirked and walked out of the room.
"That's not fair." Jacob chuckled.
Seth had Sarah on his shoulders spining her around. "Woah." Sarah giggled. "Now I'm dizzy."
Seth laughed and sat down on the couch, sitting Sarah on his knee.
"Would আপনি like to stay for dinner?" I asked Seth as I walked into the kitchen.
"Yea, sure. Thanks."
After we put Sarah in her nightgown, she wouldn't let us put her in the বিছানা untill she went downstairs to tell Seth good night.
"Will আপনি be here tomorrow?" Sarah was sitting on his knee again.
"As soon as I get off work." He promised.
"Kay." She hopped down and Jake picked her up. "Night."
"Night Sarah." As Jacob and Sarah dissapered into her room Seth stood up and walked over to me.
"I'm gonna' head home. See আপনি tomorrow." He hugged me and walked over to the door.
"Bye. Be careful." I told him. He waved and closed the door behind him.
The rest of the week Seth was over everynight. We were running low on খাবার now and I had already been to the store three times. And I couldn't blame it all on the guys, because I was eating for four.
Sarah was with Seth at Sue's and Grandpa Charlie's. Jacob had gotten a job at the car ভান্দার and I was stuck at প্রথমপাতা দ্বারা myself. Mom stopped দ্বারা everyother দিন to give me some company and today was one of those days.
"How have আপনি been feeling?" She was sitting beside me on the পালঙ্ক while I munched on some chips.
"Tired." I sighed. "I just wish they would come out already." I smiled.
"Be careful what আপনি wish for." Bella smiled with me.
"I just can't wait to see them. I'm excited."
"Good. আপনি should be." Bella laughed, only it sounded আরো like bells than a laugh. "Well, I best get back to Edward. I প্রণয় you."
She kissed my head and walked to the door. "Love আপনি too, Mom."
She smiled and was gone before I could blink.
"Looks like it's just us again." I sighed and pushed myself up off the couch. I went to the রান্নাঘর and grabbed the ice cream out of the freezer. With in সেকেন্ড the ice cream tub was on the floor and the phone was in my hand.
"Hello?"
"Quil! Get Jake on the phone!" I gasped.
"Sorry, Nessi. He's busy."
"NOW!" I gasped again and held দ্বারা breath waiting for the pain to pass.
"Okay, jeez. Jake!" Jake's name was muffled as he yelled away from the phone.
"Hello?"
"Jake." I finally had মহাকাশ were I could talk. "You have to come home." I gasped again as another pain ripped through me.
"Nessi, I'm kind of busy."
I spoke through clenched teeth. "Unless আপনি want me to give birth to these kids on the floor, আপনি best get home."
It took him a moment to register what was happeneing and Quil was the one who answered back.
"Well, he just dropped the phone and sprinted out the door."
"Okay. Thanks." I sighed and hung up.
The door flung open and Seth walked in with Sarah. "She told me." He ব্যক্ত and put her down.
"Sarah." I looked at her. "Go back your bag okay? Get two outfits and two pairs of pajamas." She nodded and took off up the stairs. "Could go go help her? Her bags are on the শীর্ষ shelf. I don't think she can reach them."
"Sure." Seth followed after her.
"Renesmee!" Mom flew over to me. "Are আপনি okay?"
I nodded. "Yea I'm fine. Did আপনি tell Carlisle."
"No not yet. I wanted to make sure first. I will go now." She picked me up and laid me down on the couch. "I'll be right back." She kissed my head and walked out as soon as Jacob walked in.
"Hey." She came and sat দ্বারা my head. "Need something?"
He knew from experince not to say অথবা do to much.
"Water." I gasped. He nodded and went into the kitchen.
I heard Sarah coming down the stairs. "I want to carry it."
"Sarah, it's heavy." Seth told her.
I heard her sigh. "Fine." She gave up.
She walked over to me and sat down on the coffee table. "Are আপনি okay?"
"I'm fine." I smiled reasuringly. "You're going to stay at Gradma Sue's and Grandpa Charlie's for a couple days."
"Okay. Do I get to come প্রথমপাতা when the শিশুরা get here?"
"Of course." I nodded.
She walked over to me and kissed my cheek. Something I always did to her. "Bye, Momma. I প্রণয় you."
"I প্রণয় আপনি too." I told her.
"See ya', Nessi." Seth picked up Sarah.
"Bye. Watch her!" I smiled.
He snorted and rolled his eyes. "I got this."
I laughed and waved goodbye to Sarah as the door closed. Jacob came back with my water in his hands. He gave it to me and sat down, pulling my feet onto his lap.
It was quiet for a moment then the door flew open and Carlisle, Edward, and Bella were running up and down the stairs with medical equipment. As soon as I saw the two incubaters my হৃদয় flew into a nervous frenzy.
One baby will be completely healthy, but the other two wil not. The smallest germ here could possibly kill them. My breathing turned into quick gasps. Dad was beside me within seconds. "Bella!" Edward called and she blured into view. "Clean everything. Sanitize everything!" He caught my thoughts before my gasps turned into a full blown pancice attack.
It clamed my breathing, but not my heart. They would still be in utter complete danger being three months premature.
"It's going to be alright." Dad's cool hand ran across my clamy fourhead. "Carlisle know's what he is doing."
I nodded, not trusting my voice.
He had me upstairs and on the medical বিছানা before Jacob even knew what had happened.
We were in a room I didn't even know we had. It was plain, just like the শিশুরা room's were before. Only this room was bigger. It was a hospital room. Everything the শিশুরা and I needed was in the room.
"Kaelem is to big. I'm going to have to do a C-Section." Carlisle's spoke in a sure voice.
I looked at Jake's face, knowing it was a relfection of my own; fear, anxiety.
Carlisle placed a breathing tube in my nose and stuck a few needles in my arm. Jacob winced with me as he had felt them too.
"Where is Alice?" I asked.
"I'm right here." She called and fluttered to my side. "I'm here." She kissed my fourhead and dissapeard behind the sheet that was sepreating my chest from my stomach.
"You are going to feel pressure, but no pain." Carlisle's voice came from behind the curtin.
The pressure was slight, barley noticeable.
There was a wailing cry and Alice spoke. "Kaelem."
"Here." Edward's voice.
"Kaela." Alice again.
"I will take her." Bella's voice.
"Kaeleb." Alice. "I will take him. আপনি stitch Nessi up."
There was only one cry. Kaeleb's. I could feel the silent tears stream down either side of my face and dissapear into my hair.
Jacob squeezed my hand and looked down at me.
I closed my eyes and hoped that there would be two আরো cries. There was nothing but quietness. Edward had Kaelem swaddled in a blanket and in Jacob's arms. But my arms were empty. My হৃদয় sank and I waited once more, not breathing.
Twenty-six সেকেন্ড later two ear peircing crys broke the silence and I let out a sigh in relief.
আপনি know Robert's song, Never Think, is on the Twilight soundtrack, right? Well my dad overheard me listening to the song and ব্যক্ত he has NO TALENT.
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of আপনি know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I প্রণয় Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of আপনি know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I প্রণয় Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
EDWARD'S মটর COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his মটর কোট came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture অথবা color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final নকশা on a combination of other styles of মটর coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his মটর কোট came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture অথবা color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final নকশা on a combination of other styles of মটর coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I ব্যক্ত while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run অথবা race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank আপনি guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward ব্যক্ত very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a বছর অথবা so okay and আপনি guys can leave if আপনি want to . But I am Going to start দ্বারা asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when আপনি come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are আপনি leaving অথবা staying" i ব্যক্ত " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the আসন opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you
i will not mourn anymore. my হৃদয় conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what আপনি have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have হারিয়ে গেছে all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as আপনি did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could আপনি leave did আপনি not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always প্রণয় you