Chapter 15
E|POV
(B) Edward, আপনি never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell আপনি but under no circumstances can আপনি blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when আপনি left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put আপনি through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night আপনি left, after I had read the letter when আপনি told me আপনি were In প্রণয় with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, আপনি did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, আপনি can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do আপনি mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! আপনি were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I প্রণয় you! I can’t put আপনি in danger! Even if it’s to save আপনি from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and আপনি returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! আপনি attempted suicide 3 times, আপনি were admitted to rehab! Anything else আপনি want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry আপনি think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last বছর that I would try to kill myself because the girl I প্রণয় left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) আপনি know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but আপনি know comment, become a অনুরাগী etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
E|POV
(B) Edward, আপনি never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell আপনি but under no circumstances can আপনি blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when আপনি left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put আপনি through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night আপনি left, after I had read the letter when আপনি told me আপনি were In প্রণয় with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, আপনি did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, আপনি can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do আপনি mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! আপনি were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I প্রণয় you! I can’t put আপনি in danger! Even if it’s to save আপনি from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and আপনি returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! আপনি attempted suicide 3 times, আপনি were admitted to rehab! Anything else আপনি want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry আপনি think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last বছর that I would try to kill myself because the girl I প্রণয় left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) আপনি know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but আপনি know comment, become a অনুরাগী etc thanks for reading!
Lisa.
