"Goddammit! dont আপনি get it? It hurts Genive, It hurts. It hurts to প্রণয় you, to see you, dammit it hurts to know you!" he yelled at me.I shrink away. Shrinking away from a human? Pathetic.
"I did'nt know I hurt আপনি so much!" I shrill back.
"Well আপনি do. Everyone at school thinks that I am soooooo lucky to তারিখ the most god damn beautiful freakin girl, but what they don't know is that I am also dating the oldest, দ্বারা eons. 200 years to be exact!" He yells again.
"I am sorry Damien I did'nt mean to..." I whisper.
"Well আপনি did! I can keep your secret, Jen, but I don't know if... if I can be this way!"
"I did'nt know আপনি hated me so much" I croak. God this hurt.
"Thats the problem! I প্রণয় আপনি Genive, I প্রণয় আপনি so damn much. But It hurts to প্রণয় আপনি so much. I don't know when your gonna turn around and bite me!"
"...it hurts because... because I am a vampire? I... I can't change that. No matter how much I want to." I cry.
"No, Jen. Thats not why it hurts. It hurts because I want to be with you... I want to be one of you. But I know আপনি won't change me.I'm not sure if আপনি প্রণয় me" I whispers softly.
"Oh... So... It's not about... sex? It is'nt because I ব্যক্ত I would'nt make প্রণয় to আপনি cus I might hurt you?"
"Hell no! I understand your not ready. I just want to be a...a...a vampire. To be with আপনি for eternity. I know as a human one দিন I'll die and you'll still be here. Living. Out there with your life and I'll be gone. No আরো আপনি when I go..."He confesses.
"...uh..."
"I প্রণয় you. And I will, always"