"Matthew tells me you're improving. Guess that brings us a step closer to being happy again, right?" Charlie stared at me with a hopeful expression, awaiting the answer he wanted to hear all along. Yes, Charlie. I'm finally moving on from the past because I প্রণয় you. I প্রণয় আপনি and I want to make this work. I'm changing who I am for you. Dr. Thomas' words, his advice, echoed in my head as I slowly paced back and forth, playing with my fingers nervously. "Jamie, what is it?" "Do আপনি think there's any point in staying married if the relationship isn't going to survive?" I blurted out the words before I could think to stop myself. "I mean, let's face it Charlie... Are we even strong enough to want to fight for this?" An irritated undertone just barely touched the question.
Charlie stood from the পালঙ্ক and stepped closer to me, once again towering over me - making me feel smaller than I should have felt. "I thought আপনি told me আপনি wanted to try," he whispered, masking the hurt as much as he could, but he wasn't fooling anyone. "I thought আপনি wanted to make this work." I shook my head in disagreement, crossing my arms over my chest. "No, Charlie. You wanted me to try." He stepped away from me, visibly struck দ্বারা my response. "Why are আপনি অভিনয় like this, Jamie?" "Because I'm trying to get through to you! আপনি keep অভিনয় as if nothing is wrong and that everything will get better! I'm tired, Charlie, really tired. I can't do it anymore... I won't."
Now the irritation was taking its toll on him as well. Without holding back any longer, Charlie released all the anger and frustration built up inside him for the past month. "Goddamnit, Jamie!" He slammed his hand on the coffee table, causing me to jump. "Why can't আপনি just get a hold on reality and face it! He's gone! Alexander is gone and he's not coming back!" My tone matched his in volume. "Stop saying that! আপনি don't know, I don't know! Nobody knows what will happen, but I'm willing to wait!" "Why?! Why are আপনি waiting for him when আপনি could be helping me out here?! It takes two people to have a healthy marriage, Jamie! Two!" "You're telling me I need to get a hold on reality? Fuck you! You're the one who can't see what's really going on! You're being greedy, Charlie! আপনি want what আপনি can't have!"
I kept pushing just to see how long it took for him to finally break - something we both needed. "I bring আপনি all the way up here thinking that maybe, just maybe, you'd see how much I would crawl to make আপনি want me again. I was wrong about you... about us. You're right, Jamie, there's no point. There's absolutely no point anymore. I just can't understand why আপনি waited all this time to tell me আপনি want out." I lowered my gaze to my feet, my toes sinking into the softness of the carpet. "Because it took me until now to realize how much I প্রণয় him." Charlie shook his head, disappointed with my fantasy. "Well, that's it then."
He grabbed his sunglasses and car keys, heading for the front door. "Where are আপনি go?" I didn't really care; I just didn't want to be left at his parents' house. He stopped and turned around to face me. "I'm going for a drive. আপনি can pack your things while I'm gone. I'll drive আপনি to the airport when I come back... I won't be long." As soon as he slammed the front door, I reached for the telephone and dialed Matthew's number.
Charlie stood from the পালঙ্ক and stepped closer to me, once again towering over me - making me feel smaller than I should have felt. "I thought আপনি told me আপনি wanted to try," he whispered, masking the hurt as much as he could, but he wasn't fooling anyone. "I thought আপনি wanted to make this work." I shook my head in disagreement, crossing my arms over my chest. "No, Charlie. You wanted me to try." He stepped away from me, visibly struck দ্বারা my response. "Why are আপনি অভিনয় like this, Jamie?" "Because I'm trying to get through to you! আপনি keep অভিনয় as if nothing is wrong and that everything will get better! I'm tired, Charlie, really tired. I can't do it anymore... I won't."
Now the irritation was taking its toll on him as well. Without holding back any longer, Charlie released all the anger and frustration built up inside him for the past month. "Goddamnit, Jamie!" He slammed his hand on the coffee table, causing me to jump. "Why can't আপনি just get a hold on reality and face it! He's gone! Alexander is gone and he's not coming back!" My tone matched his in volume. "Stop saying that! আপনি don't know, I don't know! Nobody knows what will happen, but I'm willing to wait!" "Why?! Why are আপনি waiting for him when আপনি could be helping me out here?! It takes two people to have a healthy marriage, Jamie! Two!" "You're telling me I need to get a hold on reality? Fuck you! You're the one who can't see what's really going on! You're being greedy, Charlie! আপনি want what আপনি can't have!"
I kept pushing just to see how long it took for him to finally break - something we both needed. "I bring আপনি all the way up here thinking that maybe, just maybe, you'd see how much I would crawl to make আপনি want me again. I was wrong about you... about us. You're right, Jamie, there's no point. There's absolutely no point anymore. I just can't understand why আপনি waited all this time to tell me আপনি want out." I lowered my gaze to my feet, my toes sinking into the softness of the carpet. "Because it took me until now to realize how much I প্রণয় him." Charlie shook his head, disappointed with my fantasy. "Well, that's it then."
He grabbed his sunglasses and car keys, heading for the front door. "Where are আপনি go?" I didn't really care; I just didn't want to be left at his parents' house. He stopped and turned around to face me. "I'm going for a drive. আপনি can pack your things while I'm gone. I'll drive আপনি to the airport when I come back... I won't be long." As soon as he slammed the front door, I reached for the telephone and dialed Matthew's number.
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please if আপনি need advice, just try it.
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I chanced a glance at you
from across the crowded room
and that was when I noticed
আপনি were looking at me too
we both know this shouldn't happen
its a road we've been down before
and the only way it ever ends
is with আপনি walking out the door
so I wish someone would explain to me
why I'm still rooted in place
staring in the direction
of just another lonely face
my mind is screaming at me to run
while my হৃদয় asks me to stay
for a moment I dont know what to do
and if its a price I'm willing to pay
we both know this is wrong
the প্রণয় that we share
but we also know that wont stop us
because to find this kind of প্রণয় is rare
from across the crowded room
and that was when I noticed
আপনি were looking at me too
we both know this shouldn't happen
its a road we've been down before
and the only way it ever ends
is with আপনি walking out the door
so I wish someone would explain to me
why I'm still rooted in place
staring in the direction
of just another lonely face
my mind is screaming at me to run
while my হৃদয় asks me to stay
for a moment I dont know what to do
and if its a price I'm willing to pay
we both know this is wrong
the প্রণয় that we share
but we also know that wont stop us
because to find this kind of প্রণয় is rare
নমস্কার guys I'm new here and I just want to tell u guys how to become a mermaid for those মৎসকুমারী lovers
I only know 1 spells and I hope it works for u guys
SPELL1#
these 're the following items needed
cup of water with salt mixed in it
voice
steps to take
put ur hand in the salty water অথবা fresh water if u want
say the spell 3 times
মৎসকুমারী in the sea oh so fast and free
I wish to be one of u, I will have a tail colour of ()
and the power to () water
I will get my tail and power in ten মিনিট but no later
mermaid when wet, human when dry
10 সেকেন্ড is all it takesto transform
so mote it be×2
U might get ur tail after 10 মিনিট but it might work for some people
BEWARE:U CHANGE AFTER ONE DROP OF WATER
Good luck
I only know 1 spells and I hope it works for u guys
SPELL1#
these 're the following items needed
cup of water with salt mixed in it
voice
steps to take
put ur hand in the salty water অথবা fresh water if u want
say the spell 3 times
মৎসকুমারী in the sea oh so fast and free
I wish to be one of u, I will have a tail colour of ()
and the power to () water
I will get my tail and power in ten মিনিট but no later
mermaid when wet, human when dry
10 সেকেন্ড is all it takesto transform
so mote it be×2
U might get ur tail after 10 মিনিট but it might work for some people
BEWARE:U CHANGE AFTER ONE DROP OF WATER
Good luck