This was the first time when Zean was going to talk bout his past. He continued “I want to talk… if আপনি have time…” “oh yeah I do have” ব্যক্ত Ben. “Ben...” Zean ব্যক্ত looking at his shiny shoes, but Ben looked at his face. “ I হারিয়ে গেছে my parents at very young age. I don’t remember much but yeah I know my dad was guitarist and mom used to play piano. I had a sister her name was Casey. I used to call her “love” and sometimes… chatterbox. The lips showed heavenly smile were now looking confused. But still he continued “my family was perfect. Our business was…I think was pretty good. My dad was tough I think and mom was sweet.”.” Then he suddenly looked at Ben and ব্যক্ত “ do আপনি know my real name is James Zenat Ray” I am James, mom Zenat and রশ্মি was name of my dad. From my mother’s name I got the name Zean. “I know one thing. My parents died because of my uncles, in greed of property.” “That দিন before closing their eyes my parents told me to take care of প্রণয় and also I remember the big laughter of my uncle. That দিন I found “ Zeal” while me and প্রণয় were escaping from them. Aah that was the musical room. My sis ran to the পিয়ানো and she began to play it without knowing any reality. They finally found us. I ran to প্রণয় to save her from their gun but … I was too slow.. she fell on ground and I… I ran closer to her. She ব্যক্ত “Brother this isn’t ketchup,, it is blood.. am I going to die? Will I wake up tomorrow? “and before I could answer her প্রশ্ন she left me all alone. They didn’t take Zeal away and neither Love. I remember uncle Davy ব্যক্ত “ my son run away অথবা you’ll live to die অথবা আপনি will die to live. Choice is yours and run kid Uncle Sam will….” And I took up Zeal kissed my sister’s body and ran without asking why they killed that innocent girl who had no idea about what was going on. I looked at the mansion last time it was…ammm “Loving Zean” I think and probably now it is “ Samuel Empire” Tears appeared in his eyes but didn’t fall. Ben ব্যক্ত “WHAT ARE আপনি HEIR OF FAMOUS রশ্মি FAMILY??? I used to dream..” Zean looked at him with very nice smile and ব্যক্ত “ dreams..are the thing that never leave us neither we should leave them. My dreams enticed me forward. They gave me a life after death of my soul.. but sometimes dreams…dear Ben deny this dream. It is not empire it is cage. Now I know why uncle Dany gave up প্রণয় coz she wouldn’t be able to live without mom and dad and Uncle Sam would never let it be. I wandered for 6 years, but I never sold Zeal. I sung in a coffee ভান্দার for Love. From there I got some extra money. I never understood the meaning of money, I knew was cloth and food. But after that I met আপনি guys and the Golden Phase of my life started. That was what made my BAD MEMORIES. Ben looked at Zean and Zean looked at Ben. With tears in eyes and smile on face Zean ব্যক্ত “ I’ll tend to pick up স্বর্ণ instead of Coal. Then only they heard some footsteps. They saw Ilm, Mira and others coming. Zean wiped out his silver tears which rolled on his cheeks like pearl. Ilm with innocence ব্যক্ত “hey we brought some stuffs lets create some Golden memories..” He wasn’t ended when Zean began to flow river of tears. Ah he stopped the flow and shouted “YEAH!!!! GOOD MEMORIES”
Hey, so this is a poem Ive been thinking of for a long time,please read and comment!
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A প্রথমপাতা for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
আরো eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
The Spirit
The spirit rushes on,
Swifter than the wind,
To find answers,
To seek the way.
The spirit flows on,
Like the river.
Flowing on to find the ocean,
A প্রথমপাতা for all its dreams.
The spirit shines on,
Brighter than a thousand suns.
Shining on to clear the darkness,
To find the path.
The spirit lives on,
আরো eternal than the sea,
Living on to find its home,
Where all the ends shall meet.
Forever
Forever আপনি are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what আপনি promised
Your হৃদয় is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected দ্বারা your eagle like wings
Forever loved দ্বারা your ocean wide heart
Forever নিরাপদ in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
Forever আপনি are mine
Forever I’ll be here
Forever is what আপনি promised
Your হৃদয় is worth nothing
But the your soul is priceless
Forever can be a long time
Forever can be a long time cut short
It’s worth the suffering
It’s worth the sacrifice
To forever be yours
Forever protected দ্বারা your eagle like wings
Forever loved দ্বারা your ocean wide heart
Forever নিরাপদ in your warm embrace
Forever is worth the wait
To be sliced thin
To stuffed thick
Forever is Forever
Forever is Eternity
Forever is a risk
Forever is a chance
Forever is worth the wait
preface
if the one person আপনি told the truth to all the time was now the one person আপনি have to keep it away from, would you?
would আপনি be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person আপনি told everything to, he was the one who keeps আপনি from falling apart, but if আপনি told him anything he might be the one to bring আপনি tummbling down.
if আপনি had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would আপনি chose? because if আপনি dont chose right, he may very well die.
if the one person আপনি told the truth to all the time was now the one person আপনি have to keep it away from, would you?
would আপনি be able to lie through your teeth and pray that he believes you? what if he was the one person আপনি told everything to, he was the one who keeps আপনি from falling apart, but if আপনি told him anything he might be the one to bring আপনি tummbling down.
if আপনি had to chose between lieing to him, hurting him, and keeping him away from you, what would আপনি chose? because if আপনি dont chose right, he may very well die.
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two দ্বারা fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make প্রণয় to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the ফুলেরসাজি are dying
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two দ্বারা fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make প্রণয় to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the ফুলেরসাজি are dying