Revealed when called upon
Permitting the dagger to
Deliver steely truths
Who does it hurt the most,
The victim অথবা the killer?
Sacrificed knowledge comes with damnation
You’ll be in hell before knowing this
Blessed দ্বারা curiosity
Cursed with wicked hate
Speaking words shaper than glass
Not cushions to lay upon
Take the cruelty and use it for your benefit
অথবা shun the blinded wisdom
Refuse to accept any of the words
Too much experience for fifteen
Too much madness from simply looking
Deny this as আপনি always have
Repetition will be my death
In a vain attempt
Prayer for an ear
A privilege of being a friend
Staying পরবর্তি to the person who shares your soul
Whether that person be man অথবা woman
প্রণয় what whom আপনি must
No concern of mine lies in it
If asking for honesty
Know nothing will be kept hidden
Words will sear your heart
Eternal প্রণয় falls
Separation occurs before forever
Mentally we are dead one hundred times over
I will always be here
Do not dare think opposite
Always be দ্বারা to offer word
Though আপনি won’t take it
A phone rings three a.m.
Message around noon
A knock on my door before nine-fifty-nine
Spill your trouble
Allow the healer to heal you
Every word breathed kills slowly
Listener listens being in the misery business
Speech continues to flow
Fulfilling my subconscious wish
Mental blaze is আরো of an inferno
This pain makes lips arch upward
Yet makes a stomach churn
At the expense of my life
I am your Guardian Angel
The প্রণয় I have for আপনি is my reason
Even as this ridiculous prose is written
No tears dare to fall while unfolding this wretched heart
No tears are shed as ashy fossils are examined within
Take a seat
Begin digging through the remains of the war
Luck is with আপনি while solving
The masterpiece puzzle you’ve been given
Permitting the dagger to
Deliver steely truths
Who does it hurt the most,
The victim অথবা the killer?
Sacrificed knowledge comes with damnation
You’ll be in hell before knowing this
Blessed দ্বারা curiosity
Cursed with wicked hate
Speaking words shaper than glass
Not cushions to lay upon
Take the cruelty and use it for your benefit
অথবা shun the blinded wisdom
Refuse to accept any of the words
Too much experience for fifteen
Too much madness from simply looking
Deny this as আপনি always have
Repetition will be my death
In a vain attempt
Prayer for an ear
A privilege of being a friend
Staying পরবর্তি to the person who shares your soul
Whether that person be man অথবা woman
প্রণয় what whom আপনি must
No concern of mine lies in it
If asking for honesty
Know nothing will be kept hidden
Words will sear your heart
Eternal প্রণয় falls
Separation occurs before forever
Mentally we are dead one hundred times over
I will always be here
Do not dare think opposite
Always be দ্বারা to offer word
Though আপনি won’t take it
A phone rings three a.m.
Message around noon
A knock on my door before nine-fifty-nine
Spill your trouble
Allow the healer to heal you
Every word breathed kills slowly
Listener listens being in the misery business
Speech continues to flow
Fulfilling my subconscious wish
Mental blaze is আরো of an inferno
This pain makes lips arch upward
Yet makes a stomach churn
At the expense of my life
I am your Guardian Angel
The প্রণয় I have for আপনি is my reason
Even as this ridiculous prose is written
No tears dare to fall while unfolding this wretched heart
No tears are shed as ashy fossils are examined within
Take a seat
Begin digging through the remains of the war
Luck is with আপনি while solving
The masterpiece puzzle you’ve been given
I sit and wonder…
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and হারিয়ে গেছে with Charles,
Playing তারকা Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg সালাদ sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my বন্ধু at KU, and what great বন্ধু they were.
Whatever happened to the days?
Whatever happened to the days?
Watching BSG and হারিয়ে গেছে with Charles,
Playing তারকা Wars with him,
And Shortys?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of Josh helping me through the grief of my father’s death.
Whatever happened to the days?
Of chicken and egg সালাদ sandwiches at the SUB and take-out Chinese for dinner?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of GIRLS NIGHT OUT!
Whatever happened to the days?
Of spring at KU?
Whatever happened to the days?
Of KU’s waterfall and walks at midnight…
Whatever happened to the days?
Of all my বন্ধু at KU, and what great বন্ধু they were.
Whatever happened to the days?
I needed more, more! I threw the book across the dimly lit, wooden attic. The book hit a stack of old newspapers. I tore open yet another book. Nothing would give me my answers.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” ব্যক্ত Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.
Why did I feel the need to care for Lucy? Why could I not get Alexander out of my head?
There were pages, and pages of the thought process, but nothing to explain what I felt! Why could no one manage to capture these feelings, and explain them?
A knock on the door interrupted me. “What?” I snapped.
“It is past midnight, Damien. Come to bed,” ব্যক্ত Grey through the door.
“I’ll come when I want to. Now, go away!” Could she not understand I was confused, and angry? She possessed such naivety.
“Fine!” Grey yelled. I heard her storm down the steps. Then I heard her bedroom door slam. I let out a puff of air.
Then I threw another book against the wall. I kicked the whole stack of books, and watched as they toppled over. I threw myself onto the floor, and began crying.