Chapter Five
Rolling over in her new, costly pottery শস্যাগার teen বিছানা sheets, Samantha was woken দ্বারা an alarm blaring. Shit, Monday, she thought. The first দিন of her crazy new arts school, starting in 2nd semester. At the interview, after some যেভাবে খুশী questions, they asked her to sketch something. Then, the two heads of the school, looked at each, mumbled incoherently to each other, and started talking about “getting her settled at Evergreen”. She should be excited that she was “talented”, but Samantha knew she wasn’t.It was all very shady. A plot was beggining to bloom in Samantha’s head that Savannah had bribed the principals ahead of time. But, did she even care enough? Samantha didn’t think so.
After deciding she should get up before Savannah started yelling, Samantha immediately went to the scale. 109. The number buzzed through her head, rickeshaying off whatever brain matter was even left up there, bouncing off cloudy childhood memories, shrouded in drugs and alcohol abuse. 109. 109. 109. 109.109. 109. 109. That was 10 pounds, 10 pounds. First দিন of school, and she had to প্রদর্শনী up, looking fatter than ever. Suddenly, her boobs, hips, ass, stomach, everything was large, blubbery, and womanly. Like with drugs, she felt the sensation of bugs crawling under her skin mixed also with the feeling of having spent all দিন lying in a dump on a blazing hot August day. Dirty. Vile. Unworthy. Unworthy of what? she wondered. Savannah. Going to a hoity toity arts school. Not dying in that fire. Like আপনি were supposed to. আপনি cheated death. Fate. Now it’s going to destroy আপনি from the inside out, the voice told her. She surpressed it, and ignored it for just one আরো day.
The mirror beckoned her to come near it, reaching out it’s twisted, greedy arms, and pulling her in. Seducing her, to come closer. Look into it, and see Every. Little. Flaw. See what the time at Savannah’s had done to her, what with the decent খাবার and not having to work and live off the streets. That’s who she was, a রাস্তা punk, not a sophisticated city girl. Daring to peer into it, Samantha saw a foreign creature. Who was not her. Someone better dressed, and better fed with ok hair that had actually been washed. But something else, too. A flicker of change in her eyes that reflected the way she’d been forgetting her past lately. The way she could out-smoke, out-drink, and, yes, out-snort (cocaine that is), than anyone. Even the thugs. From now on, she’d have to remind herself who she really was. Not some poor, pampered little girl who was rescued দ্বারা big sister, but a fierce, ever thin, up-to-no-good and independent beeyotch who could sell drugs and suck cum with the best of em.
With a passionate and cutthroat gleam in her eye, Samantha snapped the buckles on her jet black leather jack, pulled on a sassy red and black plaid skirt, embroidered with skulls and set out to প্রদর্শনী these “Evergreen Prep” students who wore the pants around here. Even with a gain of 10 pounds dragging her down, she could still easily fight the daisys who went to her new school.
Rolling over in her new, costly pottery শস্যাগার teen বিছানা sheets, Samantha was woken দ্বারা an alarm blaring. Shit, Monday, she thought. The first দিন of her crazy new arts school, starting in 2nd semester. At the interview, after some যেভাবে খুশী questions, they asked her to sketch something. Then, the two heads of the school, looked at each, mumbled incoherently to each other, and started talking about “getting her settled at Evergreen”. She should be excited that she was “talented”, but Samantha knew she wasn’t.It was all very shady. A plot was beggining to bloom in Samantha’s head that Savannah had bribed the principals ahead of time. But, did she even care enough? Samantha didn’t think so.
After deciding she should get up before Savannah started yelling, Samantha immediately went to the scale. 109. The number buzzed through her head, rickeshaying off whatever brain matter was even left up there, bouncing off cloudy childhood memories, shrouded in drugs and alcohol abuse. 109. 109. 109. 109.109. 109. 109. That was 10 pounds, 10 pounds. First দিন of school, and she had to প্রদর্শনী up, looking fatter than ever. Suddenly, her boobs, hips, ass, stomach, everything was large, blubbery, and womanly. Like with drugs, she felt the sensation of bugs crawling under her skin mixed also with the feeling of having spent all দিন lying in a dump on a blazing hot August day. Dirty. Vile. Unworthy. Unworthy of what? she wondered. Savannah. Going to a hoity toity arts school. Not dying in that fire. Like আপনি were supposed to. আপনি cheated death. Fate. Now it’s going to destroy আপনি from the inside out, the voice told her. She surpressed it, and ignored it for just one আরো day.
The mirror beckoned her to come near it, reaching out it’s twisted, greedy arms, and pulling her in. Seducing her, to come closer. Look into it, and see Every. Little. Flaw. See what the time at Savannah’s had done to her, what with the decent খাবার and not having to work and live off the streets. That’s who she was, a রাস্তা punk, not a sophisticated city girl. Daring to peer into it, Samantha saw a foreign creature. Who was not her. Someone better dressed, and better fed with ok hair that had actually been washed. But something else, too. A flicker of change in her eyes that reflected the way she’d been forgetting her past lately. The way she could out-smoke, out-drink, and, yes, out-snort (cocaine that is), than anyone. Even the thugs. From now on, she’d have to remind herself who she really was. Not some poor, pampered little girl who was rescued দ্বারা big sister, but a fierce, ever thin, up-to-no-good and independent beeyotch who could sell drugs and suck cum with the best of em.
With a passionate and cutthroat gleam in her eye, Samantha snapped the buckles on her jet black leather jack, pulled on a sassy red and black plaid skirt, embroidered with skulls and set out to প্রদর্শনী these “Evergreen Prep” students who wore the pants around here. Even with a gain of 10 pounds dragging her down, she could still easily fight the daisys who went to her new school.