Serena
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The সেকেন্ড the ঘণ্টা rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
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Every দিন since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her ডেস্ক anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
He looked up and I wasn't sure, but I thought his gaze softened a little.
"Can I sit here?" I asked cautiously.
"Whatever," he said, sounding bored out of his mind.
"My name's Serena," I said.
"Shaun."
We sat in silence for the rest of lunch, I was eating nothing. The সেকেন্ড the ঘণ্টা rang, he stood up, abruptly and left.
I was left staring in confusion at the doorway I was mostly certain he'd disappeared down.
Shaun
I didn't want to hurt her, yet I didn't want her to be sucked into my depressing world of suffering. What was I supposed to do?
*************************************************
Every দিন since my parents had died, I'd been forced into seeing this psychiatrist, Dr Martinez.
She never forced me into talking, and I rarely did.
I stormed into her contemporary office, slamming the door behind me.
Dr Martinez didn't say anything for a while.
"Is there something bothering you, Shaun?"
I'm not sure how, but I started talking and didn't stop.
I told her about Serena. That I didn't know what I wanted. I'd made myself vulnerable, and Dr Martinez didn't interrupt.
Once I was done, I wasn't even sitting in front of her ডেস্ক anymore. Without thinking, I had gotten up and was staring out the window.
"You've made a lot of progress, Shaun," was all that Dr Martinez said.
I wish...
I could exorcise the demons in your mind
Remove the darkness from your soul
Take the pain from your
Wipe the tears from your eyes
And lessen the burden আপনি carry
But I live miles from you
And cannot be with you
But I can be with আপনি in spirit
And can only hope these words
Written from afar
Can help ease your mind and soul
Your grief and pain
Has touched me in a way
No has been able to
May আপনি find the peace আপনি seek
An the প্রণয় আপনি deserve
Your happiness is my greatest concern
And greatest joy
I could exorcise the demons in your mind
Remove the darkness from your soul
Take the pain from your
Wipe the tears from your eyes
And lessen the burden আপনি carry
But I live miles from you
And cannot be with you
But I can be with আপনি in spirit
And can only hope these words
Written from afar
Can help ease your mind and soul
Your grief and pain
Has touched me in a way
No has been able to
May আপনি find the peace আপনি seek
An the প্রণয় আপনি deserve
Your happiness is my greatest concern
And greatest joy
আপনি go to বিছানা happy.
আপনি go to বিছানা well.
Then আপনি wake up sick.
You're rushed to the hospital.
You're lest with no help.
You're poked and you're prodded.
It feels like hell.
আপনি wish it was over.
আপনি wish all was swell.
Finally it's over.
All test have been run.
আপনি hoped for the best,
so আপনি can have fun.
You're stuck there for days,
before উত্তর come.
They say আপনি have cancer,
আপনি have to stay.
Days turn to weeks.
There আপনি lay.
Misery comes with each passing day.
Hate comes in every way.
Now আপনি wake up,
days after chemo.
Your hair lies around you.
No comfort আপনি find.
আপনি can only hope.
Each দিন brings tears.
আপনি fight with your hardest,
but it wasn't enough.
In the end আপনি lost.
But আপনি learned alot more.
আপনি know আপনি helpd others.
আপনি settled the score.
আপনি go to বিছানা well.
Then আপনি wake up sick.
You're rushed to the hospital.
You're lest with no help.
You're poked and you're prodded.
It feels like hell.
আপনি wish it was over.
আপনি wish all was swell.
Finally it's over.
All test have been run.
আপনি hoped for the best,
so আপনি can have fun.
You're stuck there for days,
before উত্তর come.
They say আপনি have cancer,
আপনি have to stay.
Days turn to weeks.
There আপনি lay.
Misery comes with each passing day.
Hate comes in every way.
Now আপনি wake up,
days after chemo.
Your hair lies around you.
No comfort আপনি find.
আপনি can only hope.
Each দিন brings tears.
আপনি fight with your hardest,
but it wasn't enough.
In the end আপনি lost.
But আপনি learned alot more.
আপনি know আপনি helpd others.
আপনি settled the score.