Shaun
A দিন passed. I didn't hear from her. I didn't have her new cell number, I couldn't contact her.
I started the two and a half ঘন্টা long drive to where she she lived.
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I knocked on her door. She didn't answer. I couldn't blame her. She probably hated me right now.
I tried the handle, and it swung open easily. Deathly quiet.
I suddenly saw a piece of paper stuck to her bedroom door. I saw my name. I ripped it of and read what was written.
Shaun,
I'm leaving. Please, please, don't tell anyone why. Pretend আপনি don't know. Act like I never existed.
Don't come looking for me. I want আপনি to finish college, and সরানো on. আপনি deserve happiness, which I can't ever give you, no matter how much I wish I could. And don't blame yourself. It's my fault. It's entirely my fault.
I still প্রণয় you, and I always will.
Serena.
আপনি gave me happiness, Serena. And I'll always blame myself. I গাউন your future. I have no reason to ever want anyone else. আপনি are and আপনি always will be my everything.
I turned around, with the letter still in my hand. I'd do whatever it took to do everything she asked of me. I owed her that much. I loved her too much.
A দিন passed. I didn't hear from her. I didn't have her new cell number, I couldn't contact her.
I started the two and a half ঘন্টা long drive to where she she lived.
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I knocked on her door. She didn't answer. I couldn't blame her. She probably hated me right now.
I tried the handle, and it swung open easily. Deathly quiet.
I suddenly saw a piece of paper stuck to her bedroom door. I saw my name. I ripped it of and read what was written.
Shaun,
I'm leaving. Please, please, don't tell anyone why. Pretend আপনি don't know. Act like I never existed.
Don't come looking for me. I want আপনি to finish college, and সরানো on. আপনি deserve happiness, which I can't ever give you, no matter how much I wish I could. And don't blame yourself. It's my fault. It's entirely my fault.
I still প্রণয় you, and I always will.
Serena.
আপনি gave me happiness, Serena. And I'll always blame myself. I গাউন your future. I have no reason to ever want anyone else. আপনি are and আপনি always will be my everything.
I turned around, with the letter still in my hand. I'd do whatever it took to do everything she asked of me. I owed her that much. I loved her too much.
A place I once trusted
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a মাস্ককুরেড
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance অথবা song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an অ্যাঞ্জেল
Free as a shooting তারকা
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
A place I once believed in
A place I once loved
A place I once missed
Is coved under a মাস্ককুরেড
Of misery and pain
The blue in the sky is now a shade
I feel like all this time was a game
A game of sham
A game of backstabbing
A game of war
A game of fate
I feel trapped in a box
Crammed in and lonely
With nothing but locks
With no key so that it can hold me
A box of lies
A box of fear
A box of loneliness
A box of weakness
I always have a word on mind
Just a few words long
To me it seems so thoughtful and kind
To me free it isn't a dance অথবা song
Free as the wind
Free as a bird
Free as an অ্যাঞ্জেল
Free as a shooting তারকা
The feeling will come to me
But not right now
I hope my soul can soon be free
So then I can take my final bow
Diem Mirabilis
Morning:
for Morning is made
of mysteries and uncertainties
the hopes of beginnings
the risks of unknowns
the potential for greatness
অথবা failure
Midday:
for Midday is the height
of the glory of the sun
the climax of twenty-four hours
the brightness that blinds and clarifies
the উত্তর once hidden
now unveiled
Sunset:
for Sunset arrives
with the final shift of the sky
the afterglow of the triumph
the sweetness of the last drop
the closing chapter of a story
and the beginning...
of a new one.
as if আপনি gave me a choice
everything about আপনি i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only আপনি i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about আপনি i admire
আপনি are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my হৃদয় would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions আপনি play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name