blessed
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the প্রণয় that they প্রদর্শনী me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring আপনি up when আপনি are down, they are the ones that আপনি can turn to when life isn't going the way আপনি want it to, they are there to comfort আপনি in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do আপনি fine your comfort, is it in the people that আপনি প্রণয় and trust, আপনি tell me how আপনি find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let আপনি be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, অথবা the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for আপনি have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to আপনি at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, আপনি can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want আপনি to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate আপনি of dislike আপনি in any-way, I প্রণয় আপনি for আপনি and I'm not asking আপনি to change me in any-way, I'm just asking আপনি to give me the মহাকাশ that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking আপনি is to প্রণয় me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the প্রণয় that they প্রদর্শনী me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring আপনি up when আপনি are down, they are the ones that আপনি can turn to when life isn't going the way আপনি want it to, they are there to comfort আপনি in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do আপনি fine your comfort, is it in the people that আপনি প্রণয় and trust, আপনি tell me how আপনি find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let আপনি be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, অথবা the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for আপনি have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to আপনি at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, আপনি can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want আপনি to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate আপনি of dislike আপনি in any-way, I প্রণয় আপনি for আপনি and I'm not asking আপনি to change me in any-way, I'm just asking আপনি to give me the মহাকাশ that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking আপনি is to প্রণয় me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
as if আপনি gave me a choice
everything about আপনি i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only আপনি i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about আপনি i admire
আপনি are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my হৃদয় would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions আপনি play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would আপনি do?
Would আপনি cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
অথবা go into silence until the very end...
Would আপনি প্রণয় the ones আপনি hate the most অথবা be the person আপনি hide?
Would আপনি pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would আপনি try and keep the sun from setting as your last দিন ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else আপনি say as আপনি close your eyes.