What do আপনি want from me?
A tortured body?
A broken soul?
What do আপনি expect to happen?
As আপনি kick me down
As আপনি rip me apart
Tell Me!!!!!!!!!!
What do আপনি want to happen?
As I close my eyes
And take my last breath
I ব্যক্ত I would stay
Till I took my last moment
But now I'm leaving
A victim no more
I lived with your love
The প্রণয় আপনি showed with your fist
I died because of that love
Your প্রণয় was only Hate
Now someone else will take my place
Will live with your kind of love
Now someone else will receive your lies
Will know your treachery
What did I expect?
That you'd change?
That you'd learn to love?
What did I ever see in you?
That I ignored my needs
As I made excuses for you
Why Me!?!?!?!?
Why did আপনি choose me?
When there were others আরো accessible?
When I did nothing wrong?
How could আপনি do it?
When I begged for আপনি to stop?
When it became so unbearable that I passed out?
Why did I let it happen?
When I knew I deserved better?
When I knew nothing would change?
This unending cycle
Was all আপনি ever knew
Is all you'll ever have
'Cause no one wants an abuser
No one wants a murderer
No one loves a cheat
আপনি may have my life
But you'll never take another
So as I leave this world
I just have one question...
Was it all worth it?
A tortured body?
A broken soul?
What do আপনি expect to happen?
As আপনি kick me down
As আপনি rip me apart
Tell Me!!!!!!!!!!
What do আপনি want to happen?
As I close my eyes
And take my last breath
I ব্যক্ত I would stay
Till I took my last moment
But now I'm leaving
A victim no more
I lived with your love
The প্রণয় আপনি showed with your fist
I died because of that love
Your প্রণয় was only Hate
Now someone else will take my place
Will live with your kind of love
Now someone else will receive your lies
Will know your treachery
What did I expect?
That you'd change?
That you'd learn to love?
What did I ever see in you?
That I ignored my needs
As I made excuses for you
Why Me!?!?!?!?
Why did আপনি choose me?
When there were others আরো accessible?
When I did nothing wrong?
How could আপনি do it?
When I begged for আপনি to stop?
When it became so unbearable that I passed out?
Why did I let it happen?
When I knew I deserved better?
When I knew nothing would change?
This unending cycle
Was all আপনি ever knew
Is all you'll ever have
'Cause no one wants an abuser
No one wants a murderer
No one loves a cheat
আপনি may have my life
But you'll never take another
So as I leave this world
I just have one question...
Was it all worth it?
It’s the color of you
আপনি always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid from them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our কমলা book bags
Were our shields from some of the pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two কমলা crayons
When everyone else was green
Then আপনি left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
আপনি were in the কমলা field in the sky
আপনি always ব্যক্ত was there.
The কমলা of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though আপনি left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone কমলা in the rainbow
Without আপনি here
I protect my own
Though I wish আপনি were here
Now কমলা is my color
A color for your bravery
A color for my survival
কমলা will forever be our color
Even though death took আপনি away
Forever কমলা for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
আপনি always wore it
It’s the color we shared
As we hid from them
With it we showed our true selves,
Though no one cared
Our কমলা book bags
Were our shields from some of the pain
We protected each other
But it wasn’t enough
We were like two কমলা crayons
When everyone else was green
Then আপনি left me alone,
All I had was our color orange
As they hit me
I took peace in knowing
আপনি were in the কমলা field in the sky
আপনি always ব্যক্ত was there.
The কমলা of the sun set
Is your smile
Even though আপনি left too soon
Orange…
Now it’s my color
My way of remembering you
Now I am the lone কমলা in the rainbow
Without আপনি here
I protect my own
Though I wish আপনি were here
Now কমলা is my color
A color for your bravery
A color for my survival
কমলা will forever be our color
Even though death took আপনি away
Forever কমলা for you,
Sweet Cassidy.
Violently, the ground shook,
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a সত্বর dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, প্রণয় and it’s people’s cries.
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a সত্বর dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, প্রণয় and it’s people’s cries.