Chapter Eighteen
After leaving Sean there at the police station, probably shocked and embarrassed from what had happened to him in front of everybody, Jamie took a lot of thinking about this. Whenever that she could take Sean into her life because she felt so sorry for him after what she did to him অথবা not because of her family and most importantly, Michael.
For the পরবর্তি দিন and afternoon without of not seeing Sean, Jamie gave her enough time to think about it and while she was thinking about it a little too much, it worries her little children. They worries about their mother being so meditated about it that after dinner, Mac and Izzie asked their mother if they got any balloons অথবা streamers in the house?
Thinking that there might be no balloons অথবা streamers in the house, while putting the filthy dishes in the dishwasher, Jamie looked at her daughters’ faces and ব্যক্ত to them, “I don’t know about that but why are আপনি needed them for?”
With a huge smile on her face, Mac ব্যক্ত to her mother, “Mama, it’s for the small get-together we are giving Daddy tomorrow!” Hearing that for the first time and after putting the last dish in the dishwasher and closing it up, Jamie looked at Mac’s brown eyes and asked this প্রশ্ন to her, “Are আপনি girls just thought about this right now because আপনি didn’t shown me a clue about this earlier right?”
The two little girls just nodded their brown haired heads to their mother and after doing that, Mac looked at her mother’s blue eyes again and answered the প্রশ্ন দ্বারা saying to her, “No, Mama. We thought about it after Church on Sunday and we had it all planned out and if আপনি are wondering about it, the only things that আপনি had to do are to provides us with streamers and balloons and to cook us খাবার and invites Sean over there so he can meet Daddy and….”
Before Mac can talk some আরো about the small party, Jamie stopped her oldest daughter from talking too much and saving her voice from being gone দ্বারা squatting down to Mac and after putting her hands on her shoulders while Izzie was staring at them, wondering about what was going on around here for the four years old child, Jamie ব্যক্ত to Mac, “Sweetie, I can do two of those three things but I can’t invite Sean to the small get-together tomorrow. আপনি two had to get somebody else to invite Sean over.”
After hearing that, Izzie gave her a face and asked her mother from what she just heard from her mother, “Mama, আপনি don’t want Mr. Sean over there toomallow? Why?” Staring at her youngest daughter’s blue eyes and sad face, Jamie put her left hand on Izzie’s shoulder and to explained to her daughters about what she did to Sean yesterday that had been giving her a headache from thinking about it too much, Jamie Thomas told her daughters about what she did to him.
“Girls, I went over to the place where Sean works at that and after talking to Aunt Julie about it, I went over there and once I saw Sean, I told him that I don’t want to be with him anymore and after Sean tired to tell me something about it, I just told him that he can see and be with আপনি guys as long as he likes because আপনি girls like him and he felt the same way about আপনি two but I told him that I am sorry about it and left him there and after doing that, I cried on the way প্রথমপাতা for a couple of hours because it was too hard to do.”
Hearing the reason why the two of them saw her crying a lot yesterday and before the ডিনার the night before, they knew that their mother will be sad again after telling her daughters those words, Mac and Izzie hugged their mother for such a long time that they didn’t realized that it was almost time for their বিছানা time.
After hugging her two little girls inside her kitchen, Jamie saw the time on her stove/oven clock and the moment she saw the time, Jamie let go of her daughters and staring at her special girls’ sweet faces with tears almost coming out of her eyes and a smile on her face, she ব্যক্ত to the girls, “Mac and Izzie, thanks for giving me that hug and I wanted to hug আপনি guys even আরো but it’s almost time for বিছানা and now, আপনি two had to get ready for বিছানা while Mama finishes some things over here and will heads up there with আপনি two very soon. Fine with that, guys?”
Telling their mothers that the both of them were fine with that and hug her some আরো before heading up the stairs but while doing that, Jamie heard something from her oldest daughter. “Mama, if আপনি still don’t want to invite Sean over tomorrow, can I do it instead, Mama? PLEASE!!”
Thinking that Mac might want to confess her প্রণয় to Sean, Jamie grinned and chuckled when she heard that and in return while still smiling, Jamie ব্যক্ত to her love-shucked oldest daughter with the name of Mackenzie Rose Thomas, “Sure, Mac. Do whatever আপনি want with him but don’t scare him, okay?” সেকেন্ড later, Mac told her mother that she will do that.
After putting her son in his ডাবা and her two little দেবদূত into their beds before watching them falling asleep and leaving the room to get herself ready for bed. The moment she put on her flannel pants and a লম্বা হাতা wine-colored শার্ট that had a v-neck and matched her pants, she heard somebody ringing the front door bell.
সেকেন্ড after hearing that, she went downstairs and to the front door to see who was ringing the door bell. Once the door was finally unlocked and she opened the door to see the person, she was quite surprised of that. In front of her was Sean, who was smiling at her with his blue eyes wearing a navy pinstripe suit with a light blue dress শার্ট and a cerulean tie under it. Without looking like a ব্লুবেরি with the different shades of blue, he wore his dark gray trench কোট over it and was carrying a large canvas shopping bag in his hand. Inside of it, Jamie saw the শীর্ষ of a wine bottle in it.
The moment she saw that his short sandy brown hair was sort of a mess to look at but he smoothed some of it back with his free hand, Jamie looked at him again and after seeing all of those things, Jamie was wondering to herself if this is Sean’s way of getting her to talk to him and be with him again. He thinks that liquor will solve the problem but it will অথবা will not. That she doesn’t know about unless she let him in.
After leaving Sean there at the police station, probably shocked and embarrassed from what had happened to him in front of everybody, Jamie took a lot of thinking about this. Whenever that she could take Sean into her life because she felt so sorry for him after what she did to him অথবা not because of her family and most importantly, Michael.
For the পরবর্তি দিন and afternoon without of not seeing Sean, Jamie gave her enough time to think about it and while she was thinking about it a little too much, it worries her little children. They worries about their mother being so meditated about it that after dinner, Mac and Izzie asked their mother if they got any balloons অথবা streamers in the house?
Thinking that there might be no balloons অথবা streamers in the house, while putting the filthy dishes in the dishwasher, Jamie looked at her daughters’ faces and ব্যক্ত to them, “I don’t know about that but why are আপনি needed them for?”
With a huge smile on her face, Mac ব্যক্ত to her mother, “Mama, it’s for the small get-together we are giving Daddy tomorrow!” Hearing that for the first time and after putting the last dish in the dishwasher and closing it up, Jamie looked at Mac’s brown eyes and asked this প্রশ্ন to her, “Are আপনি girls just thought about this right now because আপনি didn’t shown me a clue about this earlier right?”
The two little girls just nodded their brown haired heads to their mother and after doing that, Mac looked at her mother’s blue eyes again and answered the প্রশ্ন দ্বারা saying to her, “No, Mama. We thought about it after Church on Sunday and we had it all planned out and if আপনি are wondering about it, the only things that আপনি had to do are to provides us with streamers and balloons and to cook us খাবার and invites Sean over there so he can meet Daddy and….”
Before Mac can talk some আরো about the small party, Jamie stopped her oldest daughter from talking too much and saving her voice from being gone দ্বারা squatting down to Mac and after putting her hands on her shoulders while Izzie was staring at them, wondering about what was going on around here for the four years old child, Jamie ব্যক্ত to Mac, “Sweetie, I can do two of those three things but I can’t invite Sean to the small get-together tomorrow. আপনি two had to get somebody else to invite Sean over.”
After hearing that, Izzie gave her a face and asked her mother from what she just heard from her mother, “Mama, আপনি don’t want Mr. Sean over there toomallow? Why?” Staring at her youngest daughter’s blue eyes and sad face, Jamie put her left hand on Izzie’s shoulder and to explained to her daughters about what she did to Sean yesterday that had been giving her a headache from thinking about it too much, Jamie Thomas told her daughters about what she did to him.
“Girls, I went over to the place where Sean works at that and after talking to Aunt Julie about it, I went over there and once I saw Sean, I told him that I don’t want to be with him anymore and after Sean tired to tell me something about it, I just told him that he can see and be with আপনি guys as long as he likes because আপনি girls like him and he felt the same way about আপনি two but I told him that I am sorry about it and left him there and after doing that, I cried on the way প্রথমপাতা for a couple of hours because it was too hard to do.”
Hearing the reason why the two of them saw her crying a lot yesterday and before the ডিনার the night before, they knew that their mother will be sad again after telling her daughters those words, Mac and Izzie hugged their mother for such a long time that they didn’t realized that it was almost time for their বিছানা time.
After hugging her two little girls inside her kitchen, Jamie saw the time on her stove/oven clock and the moment she saw the time, Jamie let go of her daughters and staring at her special girls’ sweet faces with tears almost coming out of her eyes and a smile on her face, she ব্যক্ত to the girls, “Mac and Izzie, thanks for giving me that hug and I wanted to hug আপনি guys even আরো but it’s almost time for বিছানা and now, আপনি two had to get ready for বিছানা while Mama finishes some things over here and will heads up there with আপনি two very soon. Fine with that, guys?”
Telling their mothers that the both of them were fine with that and hug her some আরো before heading up the stairs but while doing that, Jamie heard something from her oldest daughter. “Mama, if আপনি still don’t want to invite Sean over tomorrow, can I do it instead, Mama? PLEASE!!”
Thinking that Mac might want to confess her প্রণয় to Sean, Jamie grinned and chuckled when she heard that and in return while still smiling, Jamie ব্যক্ত to her love-shucked oldest daughter with the name of Mackenzie Rose Thomas, “Sure, Mac. Do whatever আপনি want with him but don’t scare him, okay?” সেকেন্ড later, Mac told her mother that she will do that.
After putting her son in his ডাবা and her two little দেবদূত into their beds before watching them falling asleep and leaving the room to get herself ready for bed. The moment she put on her flannel pants and a লম্বা হাতা wine-colored শার্ট that had a v-neck and matched her pants, she heard somebody ringing the front door bell.
সেকেন্ড after hearing that, she went downstairs and to the front door to see who was ringing the door bell. Once the door was finally unlocked and she opened the door to see the person, she was quite surprised of that. In front of her was Sean, who was smiling at her with his blue eyes wearing a navy pinstripe suit with a light blue dress শার্ট and a cerulean tie under it. Without looking like a ব্লুবেরি with the different shades of blue, he wore his dark gray trench কোট over it and was carrying a large canvas shopping bag in his hand. Inside of it, Jamie saw the শীর্ষ of a wine bottle in it.
The moment she saw that his short sandy brown hair was sort of a mess to look at but he smoothed some of it back with his free hand, Jamie looked at him again and after seeing all of those things, Jamie was wondering to herself if this is Sean’s way of getting her to talk to him and be with him again. He thinks that liquor will solve the problem but it will অথবা will not. That she doesn’t know about unless she let him in.
i was a normal 18 বছর old colledge student until that night that horid night the night that all saftyein my life died it was a cold winters night and me and my friend trent were going to stay the night at the most haunted hospital in the world ( আরো like most haunted place of death and despair)waverly hlls sanitoryoum. "come on tristen were going to be laughing stocks of the city if we dont go" "trent." i ব্যক্ত " i dont think we should go" " are u chicening out." he ব্যক্ত " no" i snapped " but its not right" i argued to him "its these millions of death beads and u have famly that died there and so do i" " he looked mad at me mentioning his uncle who died there but i had to make him stop. "no" he ব্যক্ত " we are going." to hell i thought if only i new
inch দ্বারা inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
প্রজাপতি of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to প্রণয় it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the দিন I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for আপনি love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place আপনি could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with আরো আগুন then আপনি could ever imagine.
আরো passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the দিন I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real বাস্কেটবল coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
অথবা I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told দ্বারা hidden scars
Unable to প্রদর্শনী themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.