Then it wasn’t my confession that gave him the big shock, Sara thought, He already knew the whole story that’s why he understood my acts.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called আপনি when আপনি were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” আপনি answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she ব্যক্ত with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” আপনি ব্যক্ত playfully and my হৃদয় beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet আপনি James” আপনি smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I ব্যক্ত nervously
আপনি were starring at me in a way that made me even আরো nervous and confused. আপনি reached your hands slowly, and আপনি didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at আপনি the পরবর্তি a few seconds, unaware of what আপনি were saying to Emily.
“How about আপনি come, James?” আপনি ব্যক্ত brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, আপনি have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the পরবর্তি দিন comes and I see আপনি again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got এনচ্যান্টেড with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the পরবর্তি day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his বই and লেখা notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her হৃদয় beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused দ্বারা anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel আরো than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing দ্বারা his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle চুম্বন on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him আরো than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly প্রণয় her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Until now I don’t know how I dared to step in and ask your friend to introduce me to you. Though I’m not used to that, it felt so right.
“Sara” Emily called আপনি when আপনি were about to get into the car.
“Hi Emily, How are you?” আপনি answered joyfully with the prettiest smile I’ve ever seen.
“Fine” she ব্যক্ত with her bright smile.
“You haven’t introduced me to your handsome boyfriend” আপনি ব্যক্ত playfully and my হৃদয় beat faster than before.
“Oh yes, this is James, he’s in med school too. I met him today in Mr. Calhan class.”
“It’s a great pleasure to meet আপনি James” আপনি smiled enchantingly
“The pleasure is all mine” I ব্যক্ত nervously
আপনি were starring at me in a way that made me even আরো nervous and confused. আপনি reached your hands slowly, and আপনি didn’t let go until a few seconds. I was looking at আপনি the পরবর্তি a few seconds, unaware of what আপনি were saying to Emily.
“How about আপনি come, James?” আপনি ব্যক্ত brightly
“Excuse me, come to where?”
“To my birthday party, tomorrow at seven o’clock, আপনি have to come. I’ll write the address for you” I happily accepted the invitation.
I went back to my dirty, small flat, counting hours until the পরবর্তি দিন comes and I see আপনি again.
Sara pushed the chair back. Yes, she does remember that day, with all it specifics. Truly she got এনচ্যান্টেড with his charm the moment she reached her hand. She confesses that she felt weird emotions when his warm hand lay in hers. She didn’t know why it happened, but she did feel it.
The idea popped to her mind the পরবর্তি day, when she saw him setting beside a tree, organizing his বই and লেখা notes on them, and when she looked at the other side, to find Matthew, standing with Rachel, his fiancée. They seemed so cute together, that Sara felt her হৃদয় beating pain instead of blood, her hands shaking, and her face turning red caused দ্বারা anger. She was ready to kill Rachel that moment. Stupid blond girl! She thought. She hated Rachel আরো than any other creature, with her blond hair, her green eyes, her milky skin, the pride in her eyes, her stupid laugh, everything about her, but what she hates the most is .. The fact that she’s Matthew’s fiancée. I should be standing দ্বারা his side instead of that arrogant blond girl. She was shaking from head to toe, when he gave Rachel a gentle চুম্বন on her cheek, she was about to shout but Emily interrupted that feeling to calm her down. She got back to her normal attitude; to pretend that she’s over Matthew to let everyone believes that she is, while she still loves him আরো than any one.
Emily didn’t stop talking all the time, but Sara didn’t listen to any of what she’s said. She was looking at James who was setting behind Emily. Why not? She thought, He’s handsome, he looks a bit shy but I can handle him, yes this is how I get my revenge this is how I will punish Matthew.
Sara can’t understand her capability of remembering this day. She remembers everything clearly even how the idea that destroyed James went through her mind. She feels so stupid now, how she didn’t think of him and his emotions? How she didn’t think that he may truly প্রণয় her and suffer because of her? Was she that stupid? Did jealousy blind her that much? She deserves what he’s written about her, because she truly… destroyed him.
Me and Those
Ever noticed that in this life
Everyone wants আপনি to do something,
অথবা be something
That sometimes আপনি don’t want to be?
They are those!
আপনি know them!
আপনি probably have those in your house.
They are those who expect আপনি to take a path,
Even though,
Sometimes,
আপনি don’t want to take.
They are those who expect আপনি to be great,
Even though,
Sometimes,
আপনি prefer to be small and humble.
But do আপনি think,
For the slightest second,
That they care about that?
They don’t!
They are your parents,
Your grandparents,
Your Uncles and aunts,
That since আপনি were born,
Came up with a path for আপনি in life.
But know this,
And say it to yourself:
They are those, they matter,
But me is I,
And I’m the main character.
Artwork by me
Sitting right where আপনি are
আপনি have no claim on me
I know my own path
I am my own guide
আপনি are nothing to me
No matter how আপনি try
What do আপনি care?
If I'm not doing it right
I'm not following you
I know my own path
I am my own guide
আপনি don't know me
No matter how আপনি try
Why are আপনি here?
আপনি know I don't want you
I told আপনি to leave me
I am my own path
I know my own guide
আপনি can't mold me
No matter how আপনি try
Why do I feel compelled to write angsty poetry? I swear I'm not even that angsty. হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ Oh well, I hope someone out there enjoys it.
A whisper in the cavern that goes unheard,
and a glimmer in the sky that stays unnoticed,
like the start of a brand new life, at the peak
of a mountain never scaled, lies in wait.
It can't be moved দ্বারা any cosmic mover,
so no passing wind অথবা fog will douse it.
Only your eyes can scratch out the image
অথবা accept it, the light at the edge of your eyes.
Will আপনি take hold of the key you're offered?
Stop গান গাওয়া of freedom; seek it instead?
To become a companion of the new
takes an ever expanding, soaring gaze.
But even দ্বারা taking one step forward,
দ্বারা placing one hand onto the mountain,
as the wind tugs gently at your back,
আপনি will realize the cage has already been broken.
and a glimmer in the sky that stays unnoticed,
like the start of a brand new life, at the peak
of a mountain never scaled, lies in wait.
It can't be moved দ্বারা any cosmic mover,
so no passing wind অথবা fog will douse it.
Only your eyes can scratch out the image
অথবা accept it, the light at the edge of your eyes.
Will আপনি take hold of the key you're offered?
Stop গান গাওয়া of freedom; seek it instead?
To become a companion of the new
takes an ever expanding, soaring gaze.
But even দ্বারা taking one step forward,
দ্বারা placing one hand onto the mountain,
as the wind tugs gently at your back,
আপনি will realize the cage has already been broken.
Liyah (me)
Once i was having a দিন dream about this story. And it brang me to this. A story about AshleyxDamon.
Chapter 1: Sunset
Sitting in an oak tree,a young 13 বছর old was লেখা a letter to her father in Tokyo. He was doing research. Then her twin Austin came. "What are আপনি doing here?," she asked. "I প্রণয় the sunset", Austin said. "That's why i'm here," Ashley said. They watched the beautiful sunset and went in they're vintage home. "Ashley who is the letter for,"Austin asked. " Dad," she answered. "Dinner আপনি guys," there mother said. And they went inside.
Credit to breebree446
