"Skyla! are আপনি coming অথবা not!" Gigi caught me in my glance.
her arm caught a good grasp on my and i felt her strong tugs, but i just diddnt move.
"Skyla! come on আপনি little Durry!" And as usuall her little mouth in used in every emotion. If Gigi haddnt of been my twin and i haddnt of loved her, i would fiecy hate her,and outsiders do.
i was distracted, i diddnt want to সরানো from my view. She was beautiful! The new girl. Kristen.
"Hello!!! staring at old Jekins ayee? if i dont say so myself hes not that bad a root" She chuckled. Urgh! that was enough detail for me to zone back to this planet. She diddnt even know about my secret, and i haddnt planned on telling her.
i had always known that my twin sister was a slut. but always tried to deny it to mys3elf, but really i wasn't even kidding myself. i hear the whispers about her, i dont even have to be a boy to already know that her number is in the boys toilets, in every cubicle i might add under the name and slogan, "gorgeous Gigi, you'll be screaming her name for the rest of your life" which made my stomach turn. I dont know how a person like my sister can even be called my sister when compared to me? i think science had some technical difficultities.
BUt আপনি only have to look at our dad and reply "nahh dont blame science, its jsut your dad"
which is most likely the reall theory.
My dad lives with his trailer trash white bimbo Girlfriend, who can't even dress herself, but wehn i think about it.. who says she needs clothes for her "position at work".
"God Gigi, dont say stuff like that, আপনি shouldn't evne being doing that"
"Man your starting to sound like Mum, when she cared" Her voice was bitchy, i hated her like this, this is her defensive act, the whole, dont talk to me like your the boss of me. i will do what i want.
But as her being my twin and i being the smarter one, she sometimes forgets that i can feel what she is feeling and know what she is thinking.
And Mum, i hate it when she carrys on about Mum, i can't understand why she hates her, yes is a addict, a pregnant one, but she is still Mum, she needs Help.
"Gigi, dont say that about Mum, আপনি know she loves us, She just needs our help, we are her daughters, its our job to প্রণয় her." i can't remember how many times i repeat this pled.
"No, its her job as a mother, to প্রণয় us, and look after us, and care of us, not have sex for money and become a herion addict! i will not give my pity Skyla, cause she dont deserve it, the only nice thing she did for us, was send us to this school." Gigi snarled, Her eyes only showed this hatred i remember.
TELL ME IF আপনি WANT ME TO CONTINUE!!
SORRY FOR FOUL LANGAUGE,, IT TRYING TO MAKE THE CHARACTER SEEM rough
The Man With No Eyes Collection (1): The Actor
Sundown, sunrise.
Big smile!
(Tired eyes.)
I vanish into thin air.
An actor never fails.
(Lies.)
To give the world a rousing show
(While begging to be recognized.)
To shine as brightly as the sun
Upon the সিংহাসন that we’ve devised.
A patchwork-quilt protagonist
A villain from the shadow realm
The work of the illusionist
When I, the actor, take the helm.
“Hey, wouldn’t it be cool to see…”
The whisper marks my story’s birth.
The audience will gather ‘round.
(The jury to decide my worth.)
"The Man With No Eyes" is a series of poems, all of which are unfolding from one character's point of view. They are meant to represent an ongoing journey. So if আপনি liked this one, stay tuned for more. :)
Sundown, sunrise.
Big smile!
(Tired eyes.)
I vanish into thin air.
An actor never fails.
(Lies.)
To give the world a rousing show
(While begging to be recognized.)
To shine as brightly as the sun
Upon the সিংহাসন that we’ve devised.
A patchwork-quilt protagonist
A villain from the shadow realm
The work of the illusionist
When I, the actor, take the helm.
“Hey, wouldn’t it be cool to see…”
The whisper marks my story’s birth.
The audience will gather ‘round.
(The jury to decide my worth.)
"The Man With No Eyes" is a series of poems, all of which are unfolding from one character's point of view. They are meant to represent an ongoing journey. So if আপনি liked this one, stay tuned for more. :)
I'm setting here looking at a paused টেলিভিশন screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be অথবা are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do আপনি think about this journal entry that i just wrote আপনি need to think about what i ব্যক্ত and give me your best anwsers that আপনি can give.
thnx erie মরগান maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be অথবা are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do আপনি think about this journal entry that i just wrote আপনি need to think about what i ব্যক্ত and give me your best anwsers that আপনি can give.
thnx erie মরগান maples
Why, do things have to be so hard
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
দ্বারা an old friend
দ্বারা an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed দ্বারা my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
দ্বারা an old friend
দ্বারা an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed দ্বারা my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale অথবা some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life অথবা the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life অথবা changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
