“ the new beginning ”
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree অথবা say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a দিন of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant আপনি see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward ব্যক্ত and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and প্রথমপাতা work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are আপনি going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared পরবর্তি to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward ব্যক্ত angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. আপনি are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! আপনি are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough আপনি need আরো protein, আরো this আরো that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want আপনি to be healthy…if আপনি want আপনি can eat anything আপনি want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if আপনি want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell দ্বারা his face.
“I don't want anything from আপনি ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did আপনি think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one আপনি loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
পরবর্তি chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
As days passed it got worse. I couldn't take it anymore, we were growing apart, barely even talking.
Anything I talked about doing, Edward would disagree অথবা say its not safe.
Once, I was going to the toilet and Edward asked Alice to go with me!. To the toilet!
That led to a দিন of me ignoring him. That taught him a lesson to shut his mouth and stop making decision for me…..well for about 24 hours. Then it starts again.
“Bells….your getting so boring! Talk a little…oh! I have a better idea lets play” Emmett grinned.
“Emmett, cant আপনি see Bella Is tired? She has to rest” Edward ব্যক্ত and put a hand on my shoulder.
“But Edward, all your making Bella do is rest and প্রথমপাতা work!” Emmett argued with him.
I removed Edwards hand from my shoulder and got us before walking to the door.
“Where are আপনি going?” Edward asked.
“I’m going somewhere where I can make my own decisions. Not have someone making them for me!”
“Bella. I don’t think…”
“I’M NOT A DAMN PUPPET EDWARD!” I screamed at him.
Everyone appeared পরবর্তি to Emmett, who was looking at me with pride.
“You cant just go! Victoria could be out there waiting for you” Edward ব্যক্ত angrily.
“Well….news flash Edward. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I’d rather live a short happy life than a long crappy, hiding in the shadows one!"
“Bell….”Edward started to talk but I cut him off.
“Just shut up Edward! I'm talking. আপনি are hiding me from everything! From the volturi and that stupid Victoria. Even from my friends”
“But its for your own protection”
“I don't need protection. Did I have a say in this? NO! I didn't. What a shock! আপনি are living my life for me, Edward! I don't even have a say in what I eat! Your always saying that's not enough আপনি need আরো protein, আরো this আরো that…blah, blah, blah!
He was looking at me shocked.
“What Edward?” I asked. He cant honestly say he didn’t know he was like this.
“Bella I’m sorry…I just...i just want আপনি to be healthy…if আপনি want আপনি can eat anything আপনি want… its no probl…”
“EDWARD!” I screamed.
He still looked confused.
“My health isn't fucking important to me!...you know what? I'm leaving. Cause your not going to change me and if I stay here I’m always going to run from my problems…that’s not gonna happen! I want my short human life to be spent in peace and for me to make my own decisions!...I’m tired of this Edward”
“Bella…look…if আপনি want…”He reached to take my hand but I just took a step back. That hurt him. I could tell দ্বারা his face.
“I don't want anything from আপনি ever again Edward” I told him.
“Bella lets sit and talk about this” Alice looked at me with pleading eyes “we can figure this out..”
“Maybe later Alice…I want to go home. To my own house.
So… what did আপনি think?
I know in this chapter I was a little harsh with Eddie but….HE DESERVED IT! Wouldn't ya be if the one আপনি loved acted like this?
Heheheheh!:)))
পরবর্তি chap is going to be better… maybe a little B/E but it will soon change!
Sooo….GUESS WHAT? *~~~~ Review~~~~*
Me and Those
Ever noticed that in this life
Everyone wants আপনি to do something,
অথবা be something
That sometimes আপনি don’t want to be?
They are those!
আপনি know them!
আপনি probably have those in your house.
They are those who expect আপনি to take a path,
Even though,
Sometimes,
আপনি don’t want to take.
They are those who expect আপনি to be great,
Even though,
Sometimes,
আপনি prefer to be small and humble.
But do আপনি think,
For the slightest second,
That they care about that?
They don’t!
They are your parents,
Your grandparents,
Your Uncles and aunts,
That since আপনি were born,
Came up with a path for আপনি in life.
But know this,
And say it to yourself:
They are those, they matter,
But me is I,
And I’m the main character.
Artwork by me
Sitting right where আপনি are
আপনি have no claim on me
I know my own path
I am my own guide
আপনি are nothing to me
No matter how আপনি try
What do আপনি care?
If I'm not doing it right
I'm not following you
I know my own path
I am my own guide
আপনি don't know me
No matter how আপনি try
Why are আপনি here?
আপনি know I don't want you
I told আপনি to leave me
I am my own path
I know my own guide
আপনি can't mold me
No matter how আপনি try
Why do I feel compelled to write angsty poetry? I swear I'm not even that angsty. হাঃ হাঃ হাঃ Oh well, I hope someone out there enjoys it.
Liyah (me)
Once i was having a দিন dream about this story. And it brang me to this. A story about AshleyxDamon.
Chapter 1: Sunset
Sitting in an oak tree,a young 13 বছর old was লেখা a letter to her father in Tokyo. He was doing research. Then her twin Austin came. "What are আপনি doing here?," she asked. "I প্রণয় the sunset", Austin said. "That's why i'm here," Ashley said. They watched the beautiful sunset and went in they're vintage home. "Ashley who is the letter for,"Austin asked. " Dad," she answered. "Dinner আপনি guys," there mother said. And they went inside.
Credit to breebree446
Kalie's P.O.V
we saw the zombies coming our direction.we got our arrows ready. we were slowly walkinng when Anny falls on a coprse. we saw it was the scientist,. she screams in a high pitched. i wuickly cover her mouth. one zombie came দ্বারা the pale grey skin. peeled bloody patches. white grey eyes. the rotten meat odor. i shoot it wtih the bullet. the blood flying. we went runnig. so we were the only ones alive. thats why the testers wanted us. they thought we were effected. well we are clean. for now. we kept running the growling of zombies behind us. i trun and see one of them grab anny's neck. i shoot them and they fall guts going. i grab her and check her. luckily she was alright. i sigh in relief and carry her over my shoulder. we were runnig when their was a cliff. now what?
we saw the zombies coming our direction.we got our arrows ready. we were slowly walkinng when Anny falls on a coprse. we saw it was the scientist,. she screams in a high pitched. i wuickly cover her mouth. one zombie came দ্বারা the pale grey skin. peeled bloody patches. white grey eyes. the rotten meat odor. i shoot it wtih the bullet. the blood flying. we went runnig. so we were the only ones alive. thats why the testers wanted us. they thought we were effected. well we are clean. for now. we kept running the growling of zombies behind us. i trun and see one of them grab anny's neck. i shoot them and they fall guts going. i grab her and check her. luckily she was alright. i sigh in relief and carry her over my shoulder. we were runnig when their was a cliff. now what?
