"So Friday?"
"I have plans with Matt Friday!"
"Okay. Okay. Let me know when আপনি are available..."
"Okay bye Henex."
I didn't really have plans with Mat Friday, not yet anyway. He had been asking to go out with him like every single weekend since he got back. Not that i don't প্রণয় spending my time with him, but just not this much. Maybe I'm just over reacting.. I don't know. All I do know is that Matt has been every lovey dovey lately, আরো than usual. It was cute at first but now it's kinda annoying. "Harsh there Jaz." I thought to myself. Ugh. I প্রণয় him and that's all that matters and I should probably feel blessed to have a boyfriend who is willing to spend all his time with me..right?
The পরবর্তি morning I woke an ঘন্টা early than usual, so I took it to my advantage and got a little আরো dolled up for school then I did on a normal day. My hair was curled, makeup perfectly lined together, and clothes ironed. I felt good. Though it was freezing outside, normal Texas winter weather, Matt still picked me on time and he even picked me up a hot চকোলেট to warm me up. Thank God he did too! All my harsh thoughts had passed from last night and Matt was back to being just sweet, WARM, Matt.
After walking me to 9th period he gave me a quick চুম্বন and swiftly moved towards building A. That চুম্বন probably put the icing on the cake for my day. Got my প্রতিবেদন card, All A's and I some how got a free cake at lunch because the register wasn't working and our English teacher had the flu so some Australian sub came and made us crack up at his accent. I know it would probably be the worst দিন for a "Paris Hilton" অথবা someone snobby like that but it didn't take much to please me. I was happy with my A's and a free cake and nice warm চুম্বন from my boyfriend. Life was as smooth as Micheal's moonwalk.
I was eager to get into the car when the ঘণ্টা rang. The temperature went down at least 12 degrees in the past ঘন্টা and a half; not including the science project that was due Friday.! (It's Wednesday!) I just wanted to get প্রথমপাতা and fast.
It almost seemed as if Matt was doing it on purpose.
"So...you wanna stop for a mini blizzard?"
"When it's 40 degrees outside?" I rolled my eyes.
"I just thought...-"
"Well I think I just want to get প্রথমপাতা Matthew, okay?"
Not another word was ব্যক্ত until we pulled up to my house.
"Well here we are. This wonderful প্রথমপাতা আপনি have been "dying" to get to." He wouldn't even look at me.
"Thanks." My words were as hollow as my bones. WE just sat there.
"So are আপনি gonna open my door অথবা what?"
"No." One stab.
"Are আপনি serious Matt?"
"Yup." Two stabs. Losing blood.
I was opening my door-
"Can I at least have a kiss?" Almost in tears yet my হৃদয় was filled with আগুন and anger. He gave me the most meaningless চুম্বন ever. He had never, and I mean never kissed me like that before.
Three stabs. Dead.
I slapped my door and stopped to my house and once I opened the door, he sped off.
"Gosh he's so damn stubborn." I wanted to scream it out loud instead of just in my head but i couldn't find words to speak. i just stomped up the stairs and fell to my bed. I decided to turn my phone off and just work on the project for science. That was why all this happened in the first place. I seemed to finish the project with some my best ideas and it all was put together quite nicely for last minute. I added a few "Jazzy Touch-Ups" and boom just like that it was ready to go.
Unfortunately, It only took three hours to do the project, so when I finished it was barely 6:00. About 15 মিনিট later I got a message from Matty.
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MattyLoveJazzy: Beautiful?
(no answer, five মিনিট later)
MattyLoveJazzy: Beautiful I'm sorry! I was a real jerk in the car and the whole ride home. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. আপনি Know i couldn't stay mad at you. I'm sorry :(
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Hmmmmm. I don't know what to say. I can't stay mad at him because I was being a jerk too but then again I don't want him thinking he can treat me that way. i প্রণয় him and I know i screwed up just as much as he did so I'm out ruled...by me myself.....?
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(Two মিনিট later)
JazzyLoveJesus: Okay okay. I'm sorry too. I know I was being a jerk too. আপনি are forgiven.. but am I? :(
MattyLoveJazzy: Of course আপনি are beautiful. i প্রণয় you. ♥
JazzyLoveJesus: ily2!♥ See আপনি in the morning my love.
MattyLoveJazzy: Well it barely 6:30, আপনি want to come have ডিনার at my house? My dad cooked spaghetti. (: Your favorite!
JazzyLoveJesus: Yummmmmm. Alright. See At 7:00. (:
MattyLoveJazzy: (: ♥
JazzyLoveJesus is offline.
MattyLoveJazzy is offline.
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"Aymen". My prayer finished.
I slept a little half hearten that night. That was my first real argument with Matthew and I obviously didn't like it. It felt so weird and sad. It was obviously a dump reason to fight but it still happened. I felt some tension between us that had আরো to do then just not buying me a mini blizzard.....Something isn't right and I'm dying to know what it is!
"I have plans with Matt Friday!"
"Okay. Okay. Let me know when আপনি are available..."
"Okay bye Henex."
I didn't really have plans with Mat Friday, not yet anyway. He had been asking to go out with him like every single weekend since he got back. Not that i don't প্রণয় spending my time with him, but just not this much. Maybe I'm just over reacting.. I don't know. All I do know is that Matt has been every lovey dovey lately, আরো than usual. It was cute at first but now it's kinda annoying. "Harsh there Jaz." I thought to myself. Ugh. I প্রণয় him and that's all that matters and I should probably feel blessed to have a boyfriend who is willing to spend all his time with me..right?
The পরবর্তি morning I woke an ঘন্টা early than usual, so I took it to my advantage and got a little আরো dolled up for school then I did on a normal day. My hair was curled, makeup perfectly lined together, and clothes ironed. I felt good. Though it was freezing outside, normal Texas winter weather, Matt still picked me on time and he even picked me up a hot চকোলেট to warm me up. Thank God he did too! All my harsh thoughts had passed from last night and Matt was back to being just sweet, WARM, Matt.
After walking me to 9th period he gave me a quick চুম্বন and swiftly moved towards building A. That চুম্বন probably put the icing on the cake for my day. Got my প্রতিবেদন card, All A's and I some how got a free cake at lunch because the register wasn't working and our English teacher had the flu so some Australian sub came and made us crack up at his accent. I know it would probably be the worst দিন for a "Paris Hilton" অথবা someone snobby like that but it didn't take much to please me. I was happy with my A's and a free cake and nice warm চুম্বন from my boyfriend. Life was as smooth as Micheal's moonwalk.
I was eager to get into the car when the ঘণ্টা rang. The temperature went down at least 12 degrees in the past ঘন্টা and a half; not including the science project that was due Friday.! (It's Wednesday!) I just wanted to get প্রথমপাতা and fast.
It almost seemed as if Matt was doing it on purpose.
"So...you wanna stop for a mini blizzard?"
"When it's 40 degrees outside?" I rolled my eyes.
"I just thought...-"
"Well I think I just want to get প্রথমপাতা Matthew, okay?"
Not another word was ব্যক্ত until we pulled up to my house.
"Well here we are. This wonderful প্রথমপাতা আপনি have been "dying" to get to." He wouldn't even look at me.
"Thanks." My words were as hollow as my bones. WE just sat there.
"So are আপনি gonna open my door অথবা what?"
"No." One stab.
"Are আপনি serious Matt?"
"Yup." Two stabs. Losing blood.
I was opening my door-
"Can I at least have a kiss?" Almost in tears yet my হৃদয় was filled with আগুন and anger. He gave me the most meaningless চুম্বন ever. He had never, and I mean never kissed me like that before.
Three stabs. Dead.
I slapped my door and stopped to my house and once I opened the door, he sped off.
"Gosh he's so damn stubborn." I wanted to scream it out loud instead of just in my head but i couldn't find words to speak. i just stomped up the stairs and fell to my bed. I decided to turn my phone off and just work on the project for science. That was why all this happened in the first place. I seemed to finish the project with some my best ideas and it all was put together quite nicely for last minute. I added a few "Jazzy Touch-Ups" and boom just like that it was ready to go.
Unfortunately, It only took three hours to do the project, so when I finished it was barely 6:00. About 15 মিনিট later I got a message from Matty.
*************
MattyLoveJazzy: Beautiful?
(no answer, five মিনিট later)
MattyLoveJazzy: Beautiful I'm sorry! I was a real jerk in the car and the whole ride home. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me. আপনি Know i couldn't stay mad at you. I'm sorry :(
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Hmmmmm. I don't know what to say. I can't stay mad at him because I was being a jerk too but then again I don't want him thinking he can treat me that way. i প্রণয় him and I know i screwed up just as much as he did so I'm out ruled...by me myself.....?
**************
(Two মিনিট later)
JazzyLoveJesus: Okay okay. I'm sorry too. I know I was being a jerk too. আপনি are forgiven.. but am I? :(
MattyLoveJazzy: Of course আপনি are beautiful. i প্রণয় you. ♥
JazzyLoveJesus: ily2!♥ See আপনি in the morning my love.
MattyLoveJazzy: Well it barely 6:30, আপনি want to come have ডিনার at my house? My dad cooked spaghetti. (: Your favorite!
JazzyLoveJesus: Yummmmmm. Alright. See At 7:00. (:
MattyLoveJazzy: (: ♥
JazzyLoveJesus is offline.
MattyLoveJazzy is offline.
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"Aymen". My prayer finished.
I slept a little half hearten that night. That was my first real argument with Matthew and I obviously didn't like it. It felt so weird and sad. It was obviously a dump reason to fight but it still happened. I felt some tension between us that had আরো to do then just not buying me a mini blizzard.....Something isn't right and I'm dying to know what it is!
sorry everyone who reads these but i have to stop লেখা them for three weeks. I thnk i will be able to fit in maybe 1 in that period, but i have my prelims and i will be too tired অথবা too something to প্রকাশ them, sorry. But i will try, i promise!
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