In 'Innocence lost' X-23 got a letter from her mother. These are the contents:

Please forgive me. Even as I write the words, they ring so hollow. My mistakes… No, my choices… They cannot be undone, much less forgiven. How all this came to pass… and the truth about Weapon X. Had it ended there, would I be less a monster? অথবা more? Would I even know the difference? Of course I don't have to tell আপনি about monsters. Your life is defined দ্বারা monsters. Replicating the mutant genome proved difficult but rebuilding Weapon X seemed all but impossible. For every enzyme, for every codon, for every sequence we repaired, অথবা even built back from near nothingness, we seemed to be missing a million more. But I felt alive, the work, the failure, the challenge. It was like a brilliant light, shining inside of me. I felt like my life had a propose. What a fool I was. I was defiant in the face of my failures. I was determined to succeed out of spite. Weeks passed. I was working on two projects, living two lives. I was used to that. I had kept secrets before. It seems so incredible to me now, that in all that time, প্রদত্ত everything that I knew what I was doing and what the end result would ভালুক I didn't give it a সেকেন্ড thought. I told myself that আপনি weren't real. I told myself that this was science not life. I was creating a weapon, not a child. I was wrong. When I was little I always believed that everything that happened to me -- I deserved it. That we all get what we deserve. Maybe I was right. No longer the experimenter, I was now part of the experiment. A vessel to be poked and proded. To be violated. They certainly didn't care about me...not with a weapon to train. A team of physicians, psychologists, nutritionists, and military strategists now ran my life. They watched my every move, but they didn't see everything. I asked for forgiveness before. Now I'm telling আপনি don't forgive me. Don't forgive any of us for what we did. Ever. I remember everything...everything we did to you, and আপনি deserve to know why we did these things. Your training was designed to strip আপনি of your humanity. After all, in the eyes of the program, আপনি weren't human, আপনি were a weapon. A weapon I willingly conceived for them. Our orders were to keep আপনি from gaining any sense of self, something they ব্যক্ত would compromise our ability to control you. We were never to treat আপনি as a child, only as a weapon, but not everyone followed those orders, for that I'm grateful. Sutter wanted to complete your construction, but that wasn't possible while your healing factor was dormant. আপনি would never survive the surgery so ধান was প্রদত্ত permission to take what ever steps were necessary to activate your x-gene. He chose radiation poisoning. আপনি nearly died that day. Unfortunately ধান was right. The radiation worked. Now nothing stood in their way, especially me. I only found out later what happened, that your claws were extracted one দ্বারা one, that he sharpened and then coated them with the indestructible metal, adamantium, outside of our body, it was never supposed to be like that. So much wasn't. I should have known what was coming, not that I could have prevented it, but I would have tried. I'm sorry, so sorry. When it was time for your first field test the target was chosen with the flip of a coin. Who it was didn't matter. As long as the target was high পরিলেখ and couldn't be gotten to. Sutter needed to make a statement and আপনি delivered it to the world. I wanted to understand why we were doing this. I told Martin I needed to understand why আপনি had to publicly kill an innocent man, his family and so many others. So, he told me. He said: "It's simple. আপনি can't sell anything without advertising." That's what this was all about. The buying and selling of lives for profit. Not saving the world, অথবা taking it over. No, this was about money. A lot of it. Martin sold আপনি for a million dollars a pound and as আপনি know দ্বারা now, there were no shortage of buyers. ধান was right. I didn't matter. Not to them. Not to you. Not to anyone. All I could do is watch. While আপনি were forced to kill and kill, and kill, and kill. আপনি killed royalty. Godfathers. Drug lords. Dictators. Assassins...anyone...everyone...for a price. For three years, আপনি murdered without failure. Every target they marked, আপনি killed. Every time they set, আপনি beat. Every rendezvous point they plotted, আপনি reached except one. The one where ধান was waiting for you. When ধান came back from the mission, he told us what happened. He ব্যক্ত আপনি didn't make the rendezvous in time. That he had to abort the mission when the team started taking fire. And that he saw আপনি die. I didn't want to believe him. আপনি never told me what happened. How আপনি survived অথবা how আপনি made your way back. Why didn't আপনি tell me? For so long, I held myself above Sutter and Rice. They made আপনি a killer. They were the ones using you. But all it took was one phone call to open my eyes and see I was just like them. They say in life that we are judged দ্বারা the choices we make, they are what define us, and I chose to bring আপনি in to this world. I chose to stay in the program even after they stripped আপনি of your humanity and molded আপনি in to a weapon. I'm responsible for everything that has happened, for all the pain all the death for everything আপনি have suffered, because I had a choice when আপনি had none. And I chose to do nothing. I always assumed it was ধান that cut you. He hurt আপনি so many times in the past...he almost killed আপনি twice. I never wanted to believe it was you. The damage I've done...can I ever forgive myself?. আপনি couldn't stop what ধান made আপনি do...but somehow আপনি managed to save Henry and tell me the truth witch means there is hope...you showed me we've failed...you are not a weapon, আপনি are a child. Always remember আপনি are not to blame. আপনি did not pick this life. We...I forced it upon you. The blood আপনি have spilled is on my hand not yours and please understand why I must ask আপনি to kill one last time. Because tonight what আপনি do is right. Tonight, what আপনি serve is justice. Tonight, আপনি take back the life we গাউন from you. I never wanted a family. My father stripped me of that desire. He took my childhood, my innocence, my life. And then I took yours. I became what I hated and feared most and আপনি became my victim. But then আপনি showed me hope. Not when আপনি saved Megan, but when আপনি saved Henry. আপনি showed me that we can chose to be something other than what we are forced to be that we can be something better than we believe we are. And, in that moment, আপনি saved my life, all that matter to me now is that I save yours. I wish we could just run away without any আরো blood shed. But if আপনি don't stop them they will never stop. They will do it again. They've already started. After tonight, we'll just keep moving and never look back. We'll start a new life, have a future, be a family. I'm sorry I waited so long to tell আপনি these things. There is so much আরো I want to tell you, and I will but one thing that আপনি must always remember no matter what has happened and no matter what may come আপনি are a child, not a weapon. আপনি are my child. আপনি are my daughter, and I প্রণয় you. I will always প্রণয় you, Laura.

Your Mother Sarah

[this was copied from Marvel.wikia. I did not sit down with a comic and write this down like I've been known to do. I don't have any comics past 2001, and that's just the one comic from Ultimate. Yes, I know it's hard to read because of no separate paragraphs, but that's the way they had it.]