^-^

~~*~~My dreams lately revolve around this~~*~~

They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my হৃদয় won't listen anymore.
What do আপনি mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. আপনি just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your হৃদয় says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when আপনি close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever আপনি need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank আপনি for listening.
Thank আপনি for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.

Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on ফেসবুক (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.

The নীতিবাণী is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.

Does this clarify anything?

Well; my event is for those that couldn't play বাস্কেটবল because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.

If আপনি like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.

If আপনি don't, simply প্রদর্শনী your support.

:) Thank আপনি for reading.

প্রণয় hurts,
প্রণয় scars,
প্রণয় wounds and marks
Any হৃদয় not tough অথবা strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
প্রণয় is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
প্রণয় hurts,
Ooo-oo প্রণয় hurts

I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing অথবা two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
প্রণয় is like a flame It burns আপনি when it's hot
প্রণয় hurts,
Ooo-oo প্রণয় hurts

Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
প্রণয় is just a lie made to make আপনি blue
প্রণয় hurts,
Ooo-oo প্রণয় hurts

I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
প্রণয় is just a lie made to make আপনি blue
প্রণয় hurts,
Ooo-oo প্রণয় hurts
Ooo-oo, প্রণয় hurts, Ooo-oo

Happiness. What is that?

An emotion that makes আপনি feel better.
A feeling of pride.
অথবা more?

Happiness.

I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.

Now I know what happiness is.

Happiness is what I feel when আপনি smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
চুম্বন me.
Touch me.
আপনি make me happy.

আপনি are my definition of happiness.

Am I your happiness?

~~For My Michelle~~

P.S. I will always প্রণয় you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.

আপনি are everything to me. :)

~~FOR MICHELLE~~

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
প্রদর্শনী me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll প্রদর্শনী আপনি what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no প্রণয় for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

SAY IT IF IT'S WORTH SAVING ME