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Hold me now,
why bother?
It only makes me weak
time I seek
with you, no other
but আপনি won't speak to me now.

আপনি hurt me so
I know what lurks beyond my refuge
a world of subterfuge.
It pains me to know
the feelings grow
and yet আপনি keep adding pain to the flame
a growing feeling of loss and shame.
Yet I keep letting আপনি cause me pain
cos I kinda like the way it hurts
I don't understand why
the reason's হারিয়ে গেছে on me...

It's like a feather floating through the air
and it's not fair.
I drift through space
হারিয়ে গেছে my face
my place
fell from pace.
I'm just drifting here
so full of fear
and I can not get free.