May 24th
I haven't been able to write the past 2 days, the voice is driving me crazy, LITERALLY. Somtimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night and will find myself holding another ছুরি অথবা gun and padding up the stairs to the bedrooms. After last night when I woke up holding a gun my hand on my mother's bedroom door, I saw Sasha staring at me wide eyed, from her bedroom door and I dropped the gun. She looked terrified and her breathing was hard, I ran over to her where she shied away the fear of me in her eyes made tears well up in mine. "Sasha, baby come here." I held my arms out to her and I guess it was somthing in my eyes because she dashed up to me and hugged me close. "You wouldn't would you?" her voice was pricked with yet আরো fear and I whispered. "Sasha I promise I would never hurt you, never, অথবা mom okay?" She hugged me even closer "You promise?" And I filled myself with determination "I promise sweetie I would never hurt you, never." and she refused to let go of me so I carried her into her room and we both fell asleep...
May 25th
I haven't slept at all. After the night of May 24th and the promise I made Sasha, I refuse to let myself sleep.
On the other side of things Sasha hasn't ব্যক্ত a word about that Night, which I'm glad of, she even dragged me down to the lake where she had set up two painting canvases. She knows I প্রণয় আরো then anything to paint. We both sat there painting away, I looked out onto the lake and used my shades of blue and green and purple soon I had a perfect picture, as I began to zone out, into one of those zones where আপনি don't realize what your doing, I blinked and suddenly was blending shades of red into the water, blood. I quickly looked over to make sure Sasha hadn't seen and splashes my blues and greens back over it and set the brushes down. I was so thankful when mothers voice called us for dinner.
I haven't been able to write the past 2 days, the voice is driving me crazy, LITERALLY. Somtimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night and will find myself holding another ছুরি অথবা gun and padding up the stairs to the bedrooms. After last night when I woke up holding a gun my hand on my mother's bedroom door, I saw Sasha staring at me wide eyed, from her bedroom door and I dropped the gun. She looked terrified and her breathing was hard, I ran over to her where she shied away the fear of me in her eyes made tears well up in mine. "Sasha, baby come here." I held my arms out to her and I guess it was somthing in my eyes because she dashed up to me and hugged me close. "You wouldn't would you?" her voice was pricked with yet আরো fear and I whispered. "Sasha I promise I would never hurt you, never, অথবা mom okay?" She hugged me even closer "You promise?" And I filled myself with determination "I promise sweetie I would never hurt you, never." and she refused to let go of me so I carried her into her room and we both fell asleep...
May 25th
I haven't slept at all. After the night of May 24th and the promise I made Sasha, I refuse to let myself sleep.
On the other side of things Sasha hasn't ব্যক্ত a word about that Night, which I'm glad of, she even dragged me down to the lake where she had set up two painting canvases. She knows I প্রণয় আরো then anything to paint. We both sat there painting away, I looked out onto the lake and used my shades of blue and green and purple soon I had a perfect picture, as I began to zone out, into one of those zones where আপনি don't realize what your doing, I blinked and suddenly was blending shades of red into the water, blood. I quickly looked over to make sure Sasha hadn't seen and splashes my blues and greens back over it and set the brushes down. I was so thankful when mothers voice called us for dinner.
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No escape from the sin –wolfcat343
Piercing ice on paws
Scars from claws
Howling with the wind
Battle took its spin
Creatures fighting in the dark
There is no escape from sin
Focusing on your fears
No hiding the tears
Alone in the dark
নেকড়ে howling around
Battle taking place
আপনি increase your running pace
Run run run
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
They surround আপনি ready to pounce
Oh there is no escaping from sin
Run run run
After আপনি they chase
The moon grins at you
Their teeth glimmering ready to snap
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
Think back on what আপনি have done
What trouble আপনি have won
Banished a many daughter and son
Run run run
One tears at your skin
Oh oh oh
There is no escape from that sin
Piercing ice on paws
Scars from claws
Howling with the wind
Battle took its spin
Creatures fighting in the dark
There is no escape from sin
Focusing on your fears
No hiding the tears
Alone in the dark
নেকড়ে howling around
Battle taking place
আপনি increase your running pace
Run run run
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
They surround আপনি ready to pounce
Oh there is no escaping from sin
Run run run
After আপনি they chase
The moon grins at you
Their teeth glimmering ready to snap
Oh there is no escaping from your sin
Think back on what আপনি have done
What trouble আপনি have won
Banished a many daughter and son
Run run run
One tears at your skin
Oh oh oh
There is no escape from that sin
THis is how Lilly sorta looks like :)
Alquestria,a land of magical creatures,good and bad.Where Elves,fairies and all your fairytale creatures roam freely.Alquestria has been peaceful for years,but now a new danger lurks--caputuring the Alquestrians and draining out their magic..
Lilly, a 14 বছর old is just and ordinary Human girl.She gets bullied and teased all the times.But when she gets হারিয়ে গেছে in the woods,she finds herself in a whole different world,Alquestria.It's up to her, and ordinary Human Girl to save the Alquestria before danger spreads into the human world.But will she in time?
Alguestria--form far far away
~Lonely Angel~
Wish It Was Me
Onza
Onza Is the youngest out of the three. But she's one person who is willing to battle for what she believes in. She has Long snow white hair and red eyes.
Lilith
Lilith Is very quite she has amazing senses and আপনি don't want to mess with her when she is mad.
Zula
Zula is the leader of the three she is very dark and mean she's is one person who আপনি don't want to meet
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
This is Onza she is the youngest out of the there she met be little but she's really to take you on!
This is Lilith, Lilith is very powerful and quite person she has amazing senses
This is Zula, Zula is the leader of the three she is one person you don't want to mess with...
