May 24th
I haven't been able to write the past 2 days, the voice is driving me crazy, LITERALLY. Somtimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night and will find myself holding another ছুরি অথবা gun and padding up the stairs to the bedrooms. After last night when I woke up holding a gun my hand on my mother's bedroom door, I saw Sasha staring at me wide eyed, from her bedroom door and I dropped the gun. She looked terrified and her breathing was hard, I ran over to her where she shied away the fear of me in her eyes made tears well up in mine. "Sasha, baby come here." I held my arms out to her and I guess it was somthing in my eyes because she dashed up to me and hugged me close. "You wouldn't would you?" her voice was pricked with yet আরো fear and I whispered. "Sasha I promise I would never hurt you, never, অথবা mom okay?" She hugged me even closer "You promise?" And I filled myself with determination "I promise sweetie I would never hurt you, never." and she refused to let go of me so I carried her into her room and we both fell asleep...
May 25th
I haven't slept at all. After the night of May 24th and the promise I made Sasha, I refuse to let myself sleep.
On the other side of things Sasha hasn't ব্যক্ত a word about that Night, which I'm glad of, she even dragged me down to the lake where she had set up two painting canvases. She knows I প্রণয় আরো then anything to paint. We both sat there painting away, I looked out onto the lake and used my shades of blue and green and purple soon I had a perfect picture, as I began to zone out, into one of those zones where আপনি don't realize what your doing, I blinked and suddenly was blending shades of red into the water, blood. I quickly looked over to make sure Sasha hadn't seen and splashes my blues and greens back over it and set the brushes down. I was so thankful when mothers voice called us for dinner.
I haven't been able to write the past 2 days, the voice is driving me crazy, LITERALLY. Somtimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night and will find myself holding another ছুরি অথবা gun and padding up the stairs to the bedrooms. After last night when I woke up holding a gun my hand on my mother's bedroom door, I saw Sasha staring at me wide eyed, from her bedroom door and I dropped the gun. She looked terrified and her breathing was hard, I ran over to her where she shied away the fear of me in her eyes made tears well up in mine. "Sasha, baby come here." I held my arms out to her and I guess it was somthing in my eyes because she dashed up to me and hugged me close. "You wouldn't would you?" her voice was pricked with yet আরো fear and I whispered. "Sasha I promise I would never hurt you, never, অথবা mom okay?" She hugged me even closer "You promise?" And I filled myself with determination "I promise sweetie I would never hurt you, never." and she refused to let go of me so I carried her into her room and we both fell asleep...
May 25th
I haven't slept at all. After the night of May 24th and the promise I made Sasha, I refuse to let myself sleep.
On the other side of things Sasha hasn't ব্যক্ত a word about that Night, which I'm glad of, she even dragged me down to the lake where she had set up two painting canvases. She knows I প্রণয় আরো then anything to paint. We both sat there painting away, I looked out onto the lake and used my shades of blue and green and purple soon I had a perfect picture, as I began to zone out, into one of those zones where আপনি don't realize what your doing, I blinked and suddenly was blending shades of red into the water, blood. I quickly looked over to make sure Sasha hadn't seen and splashes my blues and greens back over it and set the brushes down. I was so thankful when mothers voice called us for dinner.
This is a song I made up!
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
আপনি and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
~wHISPERS~
Until the End of time,
Until the end of me,
You'll be the death of me,
I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ the line,
Because something curl waits for thee.
~Singing~
Broken inside
Feeling alive
Forced to defy
Who casts me aside
I'm waiting to be
Broken inside
Losing my mind
Gasping for life
Crashing through times
That drive me to find
The darkness behind
Will never run dry
But all still stand
~Chorus~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
Because deep down I know
That I'm broken
I'm broken
~singing again~
The thinning line between
আপনি and my sanity
Is quickly fading
I'm slowly sinking
Into Insane world we called love.
Takes just a breeze to cause a storm
Takes just a breath to cause a scream
It takes me to cause a tragedy
And slowly fading away...
~Chorus canon~
Deep down inside
I know that your the death of me,
And I dare আপনি to ক্রুশ that line.
And deep down inside I'm fading because...
I'm Broken...
Look threw,even the sea
Erin
Name: Izzy Rae Frostinialiga (Frost)
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank শীর্ষ প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea
Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the মেঘ in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so আপনি see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen বছর in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.
Then that moment ended
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank শীর্ষ প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea
Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the মেঘ in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so আপনি see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen বছর in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.
Then that moment ended
The life I am living
seems so unreal,
feels like an
endless scary toil,
as I fight
my deep-rooted fears,
unable to hold back
my tears
I pray that
my mind adheres
and my হৃদয় also hears
my pleas...
I fear
that my soul
is being hoodwinked
দ্বারা my mind
…my mean mind
that is so unkind
It simply delights
in the agony
Though I don’t think
it’s so funny
making me dance
to its tunes
as if I was a bunny...
My dream seems now
like a nightmare
As I feel intense
but bare
Never knew
I had to prepare
…to stare
at dark, starless
nights
missing those
lovely fights
we had…at midnights
those highlights
of our love...
seems so unreal,
feels like an
endless scary toil,
as I fight
my deep-rooted fears,
unable to hold back
my tears
I pray that
my mind adheres
and my হৃদয় also hears
my pleas...
I fear
that my soul
is being hoodwinked
দ্বারা my mind
…my mean mind
that is so unkind
It simply delights
in the agony
Though I don’t think
it’s so funny
making me dance
to its tunes
as if I was a bunny...
My dream seems now
like a nightmare
As I feel intense
but bare
Never knew
I had to prepare
…to stare
at dark, starless
nights
missing those
lovely fights
we had…at midnights
those highlights
of our love...
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it দ্বারা the hand
And it led me to hell
With বাদাম eyes
Such startled eyes
It ব্যক্ত it wouldn't hurt
So I sandalled down the desperate stairs
Slipping on ancient dirt
With coos and yelps
And triumphant smile
It পোষ্ট হয়েছে me a letter
And here I am as sick as the dead
With no hope of getting better
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it দ্বারা the hand
And it led me to hell...
I don't claim this poem as my own, but I will put up some of my poems I wrote l8er
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it দ্বারা the hand
And it led me to hell
With বাদাম eyes
Such startled eyes
It ব্যক্ত it wouldn't hurt
So I sandalled down the desperate stairs
Slipping on ancient dirt
With coos and yelps
And triumphant smile
It পোষ্ট হয়েছে me a letter
And here I am as sick as the dead
With no hope of getting better
It was a little thing
Such a little thing
And it begged me not to tell
So I took it দ্বারা the hand
And it led me to hell...
I don't claim this poem as my own, but I will put up some of my poems I wrote l8er
