Do I প্রণয় him ? Does He প্রণয় me ? Is that alright ? Isnt that wrong? So many প্রশ্ন becuse of one guy. Why, why me? Even though I broke up with Light and I dont have any feelings for এল-মৃত্যু পত্র (till now),why does my হৃদয় hurt when I see him, why does it hurt when I see L?? Do I have feelings for him, and if does he have feelings for me??
It was Saturday, my work has ended and the police crew was home. I (idiot) forgot my wallet, so I musted go back and take it. When I came to the police room, it was all dark (maybe becuse it was 10 pm in the night), except the TVs that someone was watching. That was এল-মৃত্যু পত্র siting in the chair like usual.
"Hey" I ব্যক্ত "What are আপনি doing this late." He turned to my side, and watched me with his big black eyes.
"Hey,I was watching some TV, but what are আপনি donig here?"
"I have forgoten my Wallet,did আপনি see it?" I asked
"Yeah" He came really close to me and watched down on me.
"What are আপনি donig ?"
"Nothing special and you?"
"Dont joke with me L,Im not that stupid, WHAT ARE YOU..."
But before I even finished my sentences, he kissed me and then licked his lips.It was not a hard kiss, but a nice, cute, "I like আরো then a friend kiss".
It was the perfect first kiss!!
"W-wh-what are আপনি doing ?" I asked schoked.
"I kissed you" He answered sweet.
"But why?"
"Becuse I প্রণয় you!"
He l-lo-love me, me, the smartest guy in the world loves me!!
"But..." I was schoked.
"I know it sounds wierd,becuse i never felt this way, becuse I was never loved, but when Im with আপনি my হৃদয় hurts.Its like a dre...
Before he finished I started to cry,not becuse I was sad, but because I was happy,so happy.
"Why are আপনি crying" He asked me worried.
"Becuse Im happy,more then in my whole life" I ব্যক্ত that while I was crying.
"Does that mean আপনি like me too ?" He asked, while he was coming closer and closer to me.
"NO, I dont like you,you idiot" I smiled.
"Ohh.." He looked at me sad.
"I প্রণয় you.I always did,but I was scared,becuse I tought that আপনি dont like me and..."
He stoped me with his kiss. This চুম্বন was different then the first,this was intensive, hotter. He didnt wanted to stop, even if tried he didnt let me go. I dont know how but managed to stop him for a minute, so i could ask him:
"L, why is this চুম্বন different then the first one?"
He gave me a little চুম্বন and said, "Becuse in the 1st one I havent been sure that আপনি like me that much as i like you, but now that im sure of it I wont let আপনি go, never!!"
That was the moment that should never stop, I loved him so much and he loved me too.
He pulled me to his body and kissed me with his tongue so hard it almost hurted. He raised me, taked me to his room and put me down on his bed.
Even if i loved him I want sure if that would be alright to do that at the same night, but as we were স্নেহ চুম্বন আরো and আরো i wanted to do it আরো than he.
"Misa ?"
"What is it এল-মৃত্যু পত্র ?"
"Do আপনি really want to ?"
"Y-yes if its with you, I do. I প্রণয় you!!"
"I প্রণয় আপনি too,Misa!"
He started to undress his white shirt,when I saw his muscles I blushed so much, I was so red it looked like I had fever.
"Your so cute when আপনি blush" He ব্যক্ত smileing.
"Idiot..." I said. "Dont joke with me !"
"That isnt a very nice sort of talking, becuse of that আপনি must be punished ."
"W-what are আপনি talki..."
He remove my শার্ট and kissed me on the forehead, then on the nose, then lips, neck...
"Pervert ." I said.
He smiled and removed my shoes, becuse he didnt have any shose অথবা socks.
He get up from the bed, while i was lieing helpless on the bed, I dont know what was he thinking, but he was smileing pervert and cute in one.
I cant stop thinking of that night,but dear diary i should stop talking and go on!!!
He climbed on the বিছানা and started to চুম্বন me again and again.
"Lawliet, why can আপনি চুম্বন so good, didnt আপনি say আপনি didnt had a girlfriend till now ?"
"Thats false. That চুম্বন with আপনি wasnt my first, but it was your right ?"
"How do আপনি know that ?"
"Becuse I know that Light never চুম্বন আপনি and that he dont প্রণয় you, but I do ." he whispered in my ear "I প্রণয় আপনি so much i would kill for আপনি ."
I blushed even আরো than before so I kissed him, and then happend the cutest thnik in this world, এল-মৃত্যু পত্র BLUSHED, and becuse he doesnt wanted me to see it so kissed me so hard that i musted close my eyes, but i wanted to see his cute face so I pushed him down on the bed.
"What are আপনি doing ?" এল-মৃত্যু পত্র asked all red.
"I want to see your blushing face, its cuter then my..."
In that moment এল-মৃত্যু পত্র pushed me down and kissed me.
"No, no im not your the cutest girl ever."
And with this sentence we were স্নেহ চুম্বন and স্নেহ চুম্বন and gone আরো far then just kissing. <3 <3 <3
