when আপনি get a call from the doctor it genarly means আপনি have an up comeing apointment. not for me....when Dr.kasaku call my mom i was only 4 at the time. mom always had it on speaker and i was in the same room. " Get jukiabi to the hospital NOW!!!". my mom knew what it ment. she threw the phone at the দেওয়াল pickd me up and ran to the car. on the way my mom kept looking back at me.worried.when we got there the nurses got me into a room. "whats going on!?!?!" mom yelld. a nurse took her out of the room while another got me to lie down. befor i fell asleep my mom came in and kept brushing my hair back. she kissed my four head and ব্যক্ত "jukiabi....you gotta stay here baby...dont worry me and daddy are gonna visit আপনি everyday!" she ব্যক্ত crying. she left the room and i fell asleep.

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"good morning jukiabi" nurse sukishiro said. "why was mommy upset...". "huh?". "why was mommy upset?" i repetied. "sweetie...its because your her only child and your sick.really sick." she said. "but i dont feel sick...." i ব্যক্ত slumping back down on my bed." well আপনি are very sick." she said. she stayed with me all দিন and we talkd. at 7 i was put on oxygen and life support like every night in case something happend.i heard sukishiro and amali talking "i really feel for jukiabi.shes been sick ever sence she was born..."."i know, shes without a প্রথমপাতা besides this hospital...shes probly gonna be here till she dies...im really supriesd shes held on this long.". i lookd out my window when the sun was setting."why couldnt i just be.......normal...?" i thought.