Five years পূর্বে (I was nine) I was sitting in my aunts car on বড়দিন Eve, and we were talking about a tv প্রদর্শনী in Holland called 'all আপনি need is love'
I don't know if আপনি know, অথবা have the প্রদর্শনী in America but the tv প্রদর্শনী is about people who get unexpected visits from people that they love,and then, for one night, they can forget all their problems and enjoy Chrismas Eve together. I thought that it was a silly show, they have a great day, but when the great দিন is over, they still have their problems.
My aunt (who was married to my uncle) thought that it was a great প্রদর্শনী and she was saying things like 'all আপনি need is love' and 'I'm so glad that I've found realy love'
A couple months later, my uncle got a new girlfriend and my uncle and aunt got divorced.
I'm thinking about this now, because my uncle is coming, today, for Christmas, to have ডিনার with us, but I know that my aunt (and the two children that my uncle and my aunt have) is still sad and that she will have a lousy Christmas.
And that brings me to my problem: how can আপনি be happy at বড়দিন while আপনি know that a lot of people are sad. Everyone is happy at Christmas, people say but আপনি know that that is not true.
A lot of people pretend that they are having fun with বড়দিন and that they are happy. But আপনি know that after the 'happy days' like বড়দিন and New বছর they're still unhappy, just like they were during বড়দিন and New Year. No stupid holiday can change that.
Maybe I thought about this way to much, and I know that আপনি are suppose to enjoy বড়দিন and that আপনি are suppose to have fun. And I think that I will try to be happy, but, tonight, when I'm sitting at the টেবিল during the বড়দিন dinner, while my uncle and his new girlfriend are making jokes,I will think about my aunt and her two kids who will pretend that they have a 'great' Christmas.
P.S: This is my first soapbox article, and my English is not so good, I've tried to make no mistakes in the grammar, but I'm shure that there are lot of mistakes, sorry.
P.P.S: Merry বড়দিন to everyone!
