My secrets....
-I don't think I'm pretty
-I've cut myself once
-I can't seem to find happiness anywhere
-I feel like people hate me

Mine...:
-I hate my face
-I tried cutting my throat
-I tried poisoning myself several times
-I want to die even though when I am happy
-I cut myself without a good reason
-I actually want someone to care about me a lot and always be there for me but I pretend that I don't
-I am scared that my friends will get tired of me if I tell them each time that I feel bad because that's almost every day
-I feel lonely even when I have people around me

Don't tell....

I'm scared of dying.....alone.

Even though many people love me,I feel like they don't.

When I'm sad my friends ask me what's wrong. I say it's nothing. They say ok and turn back around and talk to their other friends.

None of my friends really talk to me because I'm awkward.

I watch anime and cartoons to escape reality.

I cried for 2 hours yesterday.

- Some things are unspeakable so I won't be revealing them
- I've been abandoned by everybody when I needed them and they were done with me.
- I've tried cutting.
- I've wished for death.
- I've contemplated running away multiple times.
- I watch Anime and read FanFictions to escape reality.
- I daydream to escape reality and my brain.
- I wish I was loved
- I wish to be cared for and told everything will be fine although I keep a tough exterior and present myself as the strongest person (emotionally).
- I break-down at times, alone, where nobody can hear me, soundlessly.

I sometimes don't like my family
I feel terrible about not likening my family
I cut myself
I'm lesbian
I feel like ill never fall in love
I read fanfiction porn

~ I still self-harm after three years.
~ I've tried killing myself by drowning, slitting my throat, slitting my veins, overdosing, hanging, jumping off a building...
~ I dream of killing myself.
~ I lie about how I feel inside.
~ I feel hatred for everyone around me for not understanding me.
~ I wouldn't want to be remembered if I killed myself, then again I do.

Again don't tell..some of these are probably really dumb

I feel and almost always feel like I'm a mess.

My boyfriend's family's bullsh** is hard to deal with and I feel feel like I can't take it anymore. It hurts to see and hear them treat him like crap. His mom is always threatening him about not being able to see me anymore, even when he doesn't do anything wrong. There's more but i'd rather not say...

My mom pisses me off so much. She tells me I have an attitude. How can I not have an attitude if she talks to me in a snobby way?

My family almost never listens to me, so I have to raise my voice a little bit. I'm trying to have a saying or a voice too,but when I try they think I'm a snobby spoiled brat and need to get my attitude checked. It's the only way I can get their attention! Especially since they think I mumble my words a lot and can't hear a dang thing. I probably should stop saying what I think.

Sometimes I do feel like a spoiled brat.

I can't do anything right.

I hate pretending to be happy sometimes.

I wish people would understand my relationship with my boyfriend a lot better.

I wish I was a little kid again. It would be soo much easier and less stressful. I didn't have to worry about a thing.

Sometimes I wonder if my boyfriend still loves me just as much as when we first started hanging out.

I secretly want a best friend that will hang out with me and only me.

I want to see my boyfriend almost all the time now.

He makes me feel like I have no reason to be so hard on myself. He makes me feel a lot of things. It's indescribable. I feel like I don't have to prove anything to him. Cause I always feel like I have to prove myself to people

I failed my Algebra 1 end of the year test(which is a state test) two days ago. and I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone anymore. I missed the test by one question. I have to retake the class next year instead of taking Honors Algebra 2. My sister took Honor Algebra ll and so did my boyfriend and now my best friend is getting into it. I don't feel smart enough and I'm just too dumb. I feel feel like I shouldn't be around them because they are so much smarter than me. Plus retaking Algebra 1 effects my whole high school schedules. I was planning to take Calculus in 12th grade, but now I can't. I'm so disappointed in myself. :'(

~I think I'm ugly
~I've cut before
~People always make fun of me but nobody will belive me
~i don't have that much friends even though people say there my friend their really not
~I wanna die
~I hate my family
~Nobody really likes me
~Skye