Berry,

I've never been good with apologies, so I definitely won't start now, but can I just ask আপনি this: How many chances did Hudson have with you? Plus one আরো after I left. আপনি forgave him so many times, so why can't আপনি do the same with me?

Despite what আপনি and your বন্ধু may think, our whirlwind summer romance was real. And আপনি have to understand, that the only reason I didn't come back after what I did is because I knew আপনি were strong enough to pick up the pieces, and that he'd be there to help you.

What I'm coming to realize though, is that if I just believed in myself as much as I believe in you, things might not have ended the way they did.

I miss you, Berry, and your sweaters and ability to initiate lengthy conversations about nothing. I'm just a phone call away, আপনি know, and আপনি can call me anytime. (Because I’m sure that আপনি haven't deleted my number yet.)

I hope to see আপনি soon.

St. James