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posted by HaleyDewit
My name is Ellen. I’m 23 years young. I live in Belgium. I learned about ফ্যানপপ when I was looking for link pictures. That’s how I stumbled upon the link spot. I have to admit I wasn’t the nicest person in the beginning. I really hate spelling and grammar errors and so I might’ve প্রদত্ত them the impression that I thought they were stupid, though I never used those specific words.

I checked the ফোরাম topics and one of them was particularly appealing to me. The Storytime forum. অনুরাগী of চার্মড্‌ had to create a story. I read what they had so far and noticed the story wasn’t really going anywhere. So I added a few lines, changed the course of the story, put it on the right track and that was that.

From then link and I started লেখা together. It was real fun, for as long as it lasted.

I couldn’t spend a দিন without Fanpop. I have, when my laptop broke down, but I can tell আপনি it was hard. I’m not ashamed to admit that I’m a ফ্যানপপ addict and who wouldn’t be, with all these amazing people.

The nicest person I have met here is link. She’s the best friend আপনি could wish for. I trust her with all my heart. Everything I used to write in my diary I can say to her now.

I’m very righteous and passionate. My hardcore ship is link. I shipped them before I even watched the প্রদর্শনী অথবা read the books. I once read the backside of Shadow Souls and I just had a feeling. And so far that feeling was right.

If anyone were to insult them, either link অথবা link অথবা both, I would freak. I wouldn’t care how close we are, I would be furious and really hurt.

I প্রণয় making icons. I make 20 each day. I have a তালিকা of TV-shows, in alphabetical order, with the episode right পরবর্তি to it and the site with the screencaps. Then I first save all screencaps from the first character that I like. Like, for example, I’m making One বৃক্ষ পাহাড় প্রতীকী right now. Lucas was the first character that appeared, so I started with him.

After each TV-show I pick a movie from my movie তালিকা (I have 142 চলচ্চিত্র as of today) and make প্রতীকী of that.

I have a couple of fanvideos. Mostly Delena, but also one TVD general , named link. And I even have 2 Stelena videos, though I couldn’t ship them to save my life, I’m sorry. My Stelena video link’ is actually my most viewed video.

I প্রণয় to read. I have a lot of books. There’s not a দিন that goes দ্বারা without me পাঠ করা a few chapters. I read mostly বই that are translated to my native language, but I also have some English books, like the TVD novels, which I have in both English and Dutch, Gone with the Wind, Wuthering Heights, and Casual Vacancy.

I also প্রণয় to do the opposite of reading, which is writing. I’ve written my first book when I was 18, now I’m working on my second. পরবর্তি to that I’m working on some অনুরাগী fictions for The Vampire Diaries, Supernatural, The Following and of course my Sperlin (crossover between Spuffy and Merlin) অনুরাগী fiction for the Spuffy competition.

I've also written quite some lyrics. There just words, because I can't play অথবা sing. But they come from the heart.

I’m addicted to TV-series. I get totally caught up in them, I empathize with the characters(that’s a writer’s thing), and if one them dies…I cried throughout the entire 4x15 episode of The Vampire Diaries. I burst out in tears like 3 times and of course Nina Dobrev just had to be so phenomenal in breaking down.

However, Jerem’s death didn’t nearly devastate me as much as Debra Parker’s did. Debra Parker is my পছন্দ character from The Following. A character with a lot of potential. Unfortunately she died in the season 1 finale. She was buried…alive. I totally lashed out at Kevin Williamson. I cried 4 days and quite frankly I’m still not completely over it. Yes, I know আপনি think it’s ridiculous, but I can’t help it. My The Following অনুরাগী Fic is a dedication to her.

I’ll stop here. If anyone wants to know আরো about me, মতামত on this প্রবন্ধ অথবা send me a message.
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posted by HaleyDewit
Let me start দ্বারা saying that I can easily develop a strong connection with fictional characters. I’m not sure why that is, but I suppose that’s what makes me a good writer. Because I can put myself in their shoes, see things from their point of view. So, when something happens to one of those characters I can be quite upset about it. I know it’s not real, but it feels real.

I’ve liked Debra Parker from the get go. I know a lot of people suspected her to be one of Joe’s followers, but I never doubted her innocence. Why did so many people think she was a follower? Because she gave Joe...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'll always remember the দিন we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure আপনি that I truly regret
Every time আপনি were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who আপনি really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it


I'll never forget the দিন আপনি screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...
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posted by HaleyDewit
আপনি look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving আপনি another chance
'Cause when আপনি smile I just melt away

I can hear the সঙ্গীত playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without আপনি I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But আপনি know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make আপনি smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But আপনি killed the sparkle in my eyes
When আপনি started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let আপনি in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice


I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make আপনি cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want আপনি to tell me why
I wanna push আপনি through hell like আপনি did with
I wanna cause আপনি pain,so bad আপনি couldn't...
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posted by HaleyDewit
What’s wrong with me
I no longer seem to find a reason to be happy
Trying to hold back the tears searching their way to my cheeks
Swallowing the scream that’s trying to escape my throat
What wrong with me
Trying to walk away from the darkness that’s surrounding me
Hoping there’ll be a দিন where I can see things clear
Hoping one দিন I’ll find my way back home

You better run, run, run, rus as fast as আপনি can
Before I drag আপনি down

I’m a pile of misery
I’m a tormented soul
I’m a prisoner of loss
Captured between my walls
I beg আপনি nice from my knees
Take away this agony
I’m a wreck
‘Cause since...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I keep running to places I should stay away from
I keep committing actions I can’t make undone
I keep spilling words that should remain in my head
‘Cause I don’t want to spoil something this perfect

I keep changing the rules of this self invented game
I keep changing everything that should stay the same
I’m verbalizing words I wish I could take back
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin something this perfect

I want আপনি to whisper my name
And make it sound like a scream
I want আপনি to take me to places
I’ve never been
But I know if I’d listen to my হৃদয় I’d regret
‘Cause I don’t want to ruin...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Take my eyes from their sockets
And squeeze them till there’s no tear left to cry
Take my tongue from my mouth
‘Cause there’s nothing left for me to speak about
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is a bloody mess
And then take my হৃদয় from my chest

Take my heart
Rip it out
Shatter it to pieces
And crush it in the ground
‘Cause all the reasons
I had left to stay
Are one দ্বারা one
Taken away


Take the spine from my back
‘Cause now there’s no place left for me to go
Take my hands from my arms
‘Cause I have nothing left worth fighting for
Take the skin from my bones
Till all is left is my bare...
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posted by HaleyDewit
My first thought when I wake up goes to you
Just another দিন I have to get through
And I know I’m overreacting
And I know there are worse things
But right now I feel like I’ve হারিয়ে গেছে the only thing I knew

It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before
And though I want it to stop, I keep asking for more
Guess I rather wallow in hurt, instead of moving on
‘Cause I know the pain, the drama, the tragedy
The tears and the misery
Was worth it all


My last thought before I go to বিছানা is one of despair
‘Cause I can’t figure out how to be when you’re not there
You’re all see, hear, all I can breathe
You haunt...
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They say we should stick together
Create a chain and never let go
But I’m not gonna act like a hypocrite
‘Cause I’m fed up with your over-dramatic show
Your criticism doesn’t make any sense
It’s nothing but a bunch of crap
And I doubt I’m on my own in this one
I think a lot of people will নিশ্চিত that

You wanna start a fight?
Let’s not hesitate
But I’m not the one to underestimate
You wanna start a war?
Let’s have it started
But I won’t be the one left broken hearted

You must be so frustrated
You must be filled with hatred
Living with only a brain cell অথবা two
Knowing you’ll never fit...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Frustration is causing me to pull my hair out
Desperation is causing me to cry my হৃদয় out
Imagination has caused my head into the clouds
But realization has caused me to tumble down

Of all the guys I got to know you’re the one I will remember
And I won’t shed a tear, but inside I’ll cry a river

I’m falling back down to earth
My feet steady on the ground
If anything I’ve learned from love
It’s আপনি get হারিয়ে গেছে but never found
Broken down from these emotions
I realize how unfair life is
Still I can’t stop believing
There’s gotta be আরো than this


Acting like a দুশ্চরিত্রা I abreact on my friends
Hoping...
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posted by HaleyDewit
It's been a while since I wrote a DE song, but here আপনি go :)

I’ve got nowhere to go
Will আপনি reach out your hand
I already know
They won’t understand
They’ll try to break us down
Tear us apart
But they can say all they want
Nothing’s gonna change our hearts

‘Cause I will wait forever for your love
I will keep my patience
And never push আপনি away
And I’ll keep faith the best is yet to come
Doesn’t matter where we are now
‘Cause someday you’ll be mine
Someday


Don’t wanna leave this place
And leave আপনি behind
When I’m with আপনি every moment
I wish I could rewind
Don’t wanna feel so weak
With...
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