Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 বছর old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize

I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently আপনি popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then

I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping আপনি can see me
I scream at the শীর্ষ of my lungs
Hoping আপনি can hear me
But আপনি never do
আপনি never do

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to আপনি so আপনি can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this বছর my তালিকা will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find আপনি underneath my বড়দিন tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you

Now I'm trying to get a life
But I think of আপনি each time I close my eyes
The piercing pain 'cause you're not with me
Stops me from breathing

And I wonder if আপনি knew about me
Would আপনি open your হৃদয় and let me in
Would I be able to steal a smile
Would I stand a chance to make আপনি mine

I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping আপনি can see me
I scream at the শীর্ষ of my lungs
Hoping আপনি can hear me
But আপনি never do
আপনি never do

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to আপনি so আপনি can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this বছর my তালিকা will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find আপনি underneath my বড়দিন tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you

I can't seem to see the light
When you're not here to be my sun
I can't seem to hear the music
When you're not here to turn the radio on
And I can't seem to feel the warmth
When you're not here to be my sheeth
I can't seem to take a step
When you're not here to সরানো me

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to আপনি so আপনি can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this বছর my তালিকা will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find আপনি underneath my বড়দিন tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to আপনি so আপনি can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this বছর my তালিকা will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find আপনি underneath my বড়দিন tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you