This story takes place when Zim and Dib are 17 and Gaz is 16.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their সারমেয় and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The তিক্ত sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ঘন্টা ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: নমস্কার Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are আপনি doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are আপনি doing up there?
Gaz: What do আপনি mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to আপনি and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told আপনি never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call আপনি that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, আপনি dont have to explain to me if আপনি dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if আপনি be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
Shivers are sent down my spine as the cold evening breeze rushes past me. I take a look around, below me. 9 stories down. Families walking and running with their সারমেয় and children. So i stop and think, do i really need to scar these children with my lifeless body and blood hitting the pavement? No, it doesnt matter, they'll just grow up disacrating the loner. The one who wants to be alone but desperatley needs interatcion with others, but wont let them in, fearing they with just hurt her. Throw her aside, just like her mother and father. Never paying any attention, always busy and soon enough, her mother leaves. Leaves her. She was the only one that pay the least bit attention to her. Even if it was yelling and screaming, at least she knew i was their, at least she knew, that i exsited.
Unknowingly i felt a tear, then more. The তিক্ত sweet taste running down my cheeks and sometimes going off course and running over my lips, making me taste it. Tasting the memory of an ঘন্টা ago. In my home, where i left the note.
To Whomever it may concern,
I obvisouly have no friends, and barley a family and this world was not for me, i need to be
somewhere else, and sense i can not think
of a place to be truly happy if i can not
be even in my home, then maybe God can help.
I went to church this morning, so i doubt that
im going to hell, i might though. I
told him of my weakness and the need
to have the will to stay alive,
but it never came. So this as a sign,
I now say good bye.
~Gaz Membrane
I look down, im not going to hit anybody. I take in a breath, and just as im about to jump.
'im so sick, infected with,
where i live, let me live
without this, empty bliss
selfishness, im so sick.'
My phone, out of habit i answer.
Gaz: Hello
Zim: নমস্কার Gaz
Gaz: Oh hey
Zim: What are আপনি doing?
Gaz: just-
Zim: I Mean, What are আপনি doing up there?
Gaz: What do আপনি mean?
Zim: Look down
She tilts her head over the side to see Zim on the sidewalk below waving at her.
Zim: Now tell me what your doing up their
Gaz:Im just, uh...Taking in the view.
Zim:Gaz, your a terrible liar.
Gaz: How did know i would be up here?
Zim: I uh, i went to talk to আপনি and i found your note.
Gaz: Oh,
Zim: It might be hard for you, but IM your friend little Gazzy
Gaz: I told আপনি never to call me that.
Zim: I know that. But i call আপনি that anyway, because I AM your FRIEND
Gaz: I know, i. just...
Zim: Gaz, আপনি dont have to explain to me if আপনি dont want too.
Gaz: Thanks.
Zim: Now if আপনি be so kind as to turn around
Gaz: ummm,
She turns around to see Zim in his voot cruiser.
"Get in"
She slowly got in, for once, afraid to fall, afraid to die, afraid to let go of Zim.
"Congratulations you two, it's a boy"
Love Zadr
