I'm so glad I'm not the only one addicted!! I have figured out why I get nervous!!! It's because this one is so new and so many people seem to like/love it..and I worry about if I write a bad one..so that's why!! Oh well..here we go!!
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End of Chapter 11
I shook my head, realizing that I was making a fool out of myself. I was defensive and ready to fight just at the idea of her having to fight another of our kind. I decided at that moment that I wouldn't let that happen again, she should never have to fight anyone again. I would protect her from everything that would ever think of hurting her.
"Jasper?" She ব্যক্ত again, her voice a bit higher.
I shook my head and smiled at her. "I apologize, that was rude."
"Why did you...?" She asked.
"The idea of আপনি fighting, it scared me. I do not doubt that আপনি could take care of yourself, I'm sure আপনি have had to protect yourself before. However; as long as I am with you, I don't think anyone will lay a hand on you." I said, the conviction in my voice echoed across the room.
She wiggled her fingers, a sign that her hand was still stretched out to me. I reached over and too her hand, helping her off the couch. I pulled her close to me, wrapping my arms around her back.
I realized this was the closest we had been, and instantly pulled back..not wanting to scare her away.
"Why do আপনি pull away from me? Did I do something wrong?" She said, her voice cracking.
"No. No আপনি did nothing wrong. I just worry that I am moving too fast, that I will scare আপনি away and আপনি will run from me."
She moved herself close against my body again, her body pressed against mine. "I will not run from আপনি Jasper."
I sighed loudly and wrapped my arms around her again. I hoped that what she was saying was true, that I would not scare her away. She only knew a fraction of my past, and when she found out the rest would she keep her word to stay?
Chapter 12
"You don't believe I won't leave, do you?" She asked as she pulled back enough to see my face.
"I've.....I...I just haven't had someone with me since my original coven." I ব্যক্ত as I stuttered.
She didn't say anything, she just pulled herself closer against my chest holding me close against her. I felt the slightest of pressure on my chest, and wanted to look and see what it was but didn't trust myself to look.
"You're so tense." She ব্যক্ত against my chest.
"Sorry." I ব্যক্ত quietly.
I heard her laugh and wondered what she found so funny. I pulled back enough to see her face, just as she placed the gentlest of চুম্বন against my chest.
"I'm sorry." She ব্যক্ত as she hung her head.
I didn't want her to feel bad, the feeling of knowing that she kissed me....I couldn't put it in words. It was like I was alive again, like I had a reason to go on.
"Please don't apologize." I ব্যক্ত as I pulled her chin up to look at me.
"You worry about how fast this is all moving and I made it worse." She ব্যক্ত as she avoided my eyes.
I turned her head so that she looked me in the eyes, and moved my head so that the tip of our heads touched. I took a deep unnecessary breath and leaned in, touching her lips with just the slightest of touches.
I pulled back, slowly opening my eyes. I was surprised to see her staring at me, the strangest expression on her face.
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?" She asked.
"I....I didn't mean to offend you." I ব্যক্ত quietly.
"Offend me? Why would আপনি think that?" She asked as she snuggled into my chest.
"Your expression. I didn't mean to.."
"Oh, my expression. I'm sorry if আপনি read it that way, but I was just thinking how much I enjoyed it." She said.
"Really?" I asked....a bit surprised.
"Yes, really." She laughed. "In fact." She ব্যক্ত as she raised up on her toes and kissed me softly.
I meant to keep my emotions to myself, but once her lips pressed against mine I হারিয়ে গেছে all the control I had. I sent out the feelings that I had been holding inside, the joy, rapture, excitement, enjoyment, and প্রণয় flooded out of me and wrapped around her like a blanket.
She pulled back and looked at me with surprised eyes. "Jasper..." She ব্যক্ত as she hugged me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen." I said..a bit embarrassed.
"That was amazing, thank আপনি for sharing that with me. Now, let's go hunting. We can talk আরো after আপনি feed." She ব্যক্ত as she smiled up at me.
"Feed? But Alice, আপনি don't feed the way I do." I ব্যক্ত quickly.
"No, but are আপনি willing to trust me?" She asked, knowing the answer.
"Yes, I trust আপনি completely."
"Let's go hunting, just try it once for me please?" She asked as she batted her long eyelashes.
"Anything আপনি want." I ব্যক্ত as I smiled.
She laughed as she took my hand and led me out of the house, not bothering to lock the door behind us.
"Can আপনি keep up?" She asked as she winked at me and began running.
I laughed and started running, not running at my full speed...but just enough to keep up with her. I reached out, grabbing her hand in mine...realizing that I felt much better when I was touching her.
She smiled as she was running and ran into the woods behind her house. We ran for a few মিনিট when she stopped and looked at me, I was going to ask her why she stopped when the strangest smell entered my nose.
"You smell them." She ব্যক্ত as she watched my face.
I turned my head into the woods, trying to figure out what that intriguing smell was. It স্মেল্ট of the earth, natural...yet mouthwatering at the same time.
"What is that?" I asked as I turned my head, smelling again.
"That is a wolf." Alice ব্যক্ত as she স্মেল্ট পরবর্তি to me.
"Wolf?" I asked.
"Yes, trust yourself Jasper. Just let yourself go, it'll happen." She ব্যক্ত as she stepped back.
I স্মেল্ট again and realized that I did enjoy the smell, it was earthy yet I could smell the life and the blood that flowed just below the surface of it's skin.
I smiled at her and let myself go, running into the woods to feed. I found the pack of নেকড়ে a few hundred feet south of where we were, and managed to separate a large male from the pack. I took it to the ground, my fingers snapping it's neck in a সেকেন্ড as my teeth bit through the thick muscles in it's neck.
The blood flowed down my throat, and the first thought I had was that it was a strange flavor. It was not as appealing as human blood, but the সেকেন্ড it flowed my hunger began to slow. I drained the নেকড়ে and realized that I was not satisfied yet.
I turned and saw a large shadow pass through the woods, just hidden in the brush. I tried to smell what it was, but with the নেকড়ে carcass lying পরবর্তি to me I couldn't differentiate the smells. I realized that I didn't have time to figure out what it was, my blood lust taking over my body. I raised myself off the beast and launched myself at the sound, not caring what it was..just realizing I wanted to kill it and satisfy my thirst.
j_b
End of Chapter 11
I shook my head, realizing that I was making a fool out of myself. I was defensive and ready to fight just at the idea of her having to fight another of our kind. I decided at that moment that I wouldn't let that happen again, she should never have to fight anyone again. I would protect her from everything that would ever think of hurting her.
"Jasper?" She ব্যক্ত again, her voice a bit higher.
I shook my head and smiled at her. "I apologize, that was rude."
"Why did you...?" She asked.
"The idea of আপনি fighting, it scared me. I do not doubt that আপনি could take care of yourself, I'm sure আপনি have had to protect yourself before. However; as long as I am with you, I don't think anyone will lay a hand on you." I said, the conviction in my voice echoed across the room.
She wiggled her fingers, a sign that her hand was still stretched out to me. I reached over and too her hand, helping her off the couch. I pulled her close to me, wrapping my arms around her back.
I realized this was the closest we had been, and instantly pulled back..not wanting to scare her away.
"Why do আপনি pull away from me? Did I do something wrong?" She said, her voice cracking.
"No. No আপনি did nothing wrong. I just worry that I am moving too fast, that I will scare আপনি away and আপনি will run from me."
She moved herself close against my body again, her body pressed against mine. "I will not run from আপনি Jasper."
I sighed loudly and wrapped my arms around her again. I hoped that what she was saying was true, that I would not scare her away. She only knew a fraction of my past, and when she found out the rest would she keep her word to stay?
Chapter 12
"You don't believe I won't leave, do you?" She asked as she pulled back enough to see my face.
"I've.....I...I just haven't had someone with me since my original coven." I ব্যক্ত as I stuttered.
She didn't say anything, she just pulled herself closer against my chest holding me close against her. I felt the slightest of pressure on my chest, and wanted to look and see what it was but didn't trust myself to look.
"You're so tense." She ব্যক্ত against my chest.
"Sorry." I ব্যক্ত quietly.
I heard her laugh and wondered what she found so funny. I pulled back enough to see her face, just as she placed the gentlest of চুম্বন against my chest.
"I'm sorry." She ব্যক্ত as she hung her head.
I didn't want her to feel bad, the feeling of knowing that she kissed me....I couldn't put it in words. It was like I was alive again, like I had a reason to go on.
"Please don't apologize." I ব্যক্ত as I pulled her chin up to look at me.
"You worry about how fast this is all moving and I made it worse." She ব্যক্ত as she avoided my eyes.
I turned her head so that she looked me in the eyes, and moved my head so that the tip of our heads touched. I took a deep unnecessary breath and leaned in, touching her lips with just the slightest of touches.
I pulled back, slowly opening my eyes. I was surprised to see her staring at me, the strangest expression on her face.
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?" She asked.
"I....I didn't mean to offend you." I ব্যক্ত quietly.
"Offend me? Why would আপনি think that?" She asked as she snuggled into my chest.
"Your expression. I didn't mean to.."
"Oh, my expression. I'm sorry if আপনি read it that way, but I was just thinking how much I enjoyed it." She said.
"Really?" I asked....a bit surprised.
"Yes, really." She laughed. "In fact." She ব্যক্ত as she raised up on her toes and kissed me softly.
I meant to keep my emotions to myself, but once her lips pressed against mine I হারিয়ে গেছে all the control I had. I sent out the feelings that I had been holding inside, the joy, rapture, excitement, enjoyment, and প্রণয় flooded out of me and wrapped around her like a blanket.
She pulled back and looked at me with surprised eyes. "Jasper..." She ব্যক্ত as she hugged me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen." I said..a bit embarrassed.
"That was amazing, thank আপনি for sharing that with me. Now, let's go hunting. We can talk আরো after আপনি feed." She ব্যক্ত as she smiled up at me.
"Feed? But Alice, আপনি don't feed the way I do." I ব্যক্ত quickly.
"No, but are আপনি willing to trust me?" She asked, knowing the answer.
"Yes, I trust আপনি completely."
"Let's go hunting, just try it once for me please?" She asked as she batted her long eyelashes.
"Anything আপনি want." I ব্যক্ত as I smiled.
She laughed as she took my hand and led me out of the house, not bothering to lock the door behind us.
"Can আপনি keep up?" She asked as she winked at me and began running.
I laughed and started running, not running at my full speed...but just enough to keep up with her. I reached out, grabbing her hand in mine...realizing that I felt much better when I was touching her.
She smiled as she was running and ran into the woods behind her house. We ran for a few মিনিট when she stopped and looked at me, I was going to ask her why she stopped when the strangest smell entered my nose.
"You smell them." She ব্যক্ত as she watched my face.
I turned my head into the woods, trying to figure out what that intriguing smell was. It স্মেল্ট of the earth, natural...yet mouthwatering at the same time.
"What is that?" I asked as I turned my head, smelling again.
"That is a wolf." Alice ব্যক্ত as she স্মেল্ট পরবর্তি to me.
"Wolf?" I asked.
"Yes, trust yourself Jasper. Just let yourself go, it'll happen." She ব্যক্ত as she stepped back.
I স্মেল্ট again and realized that I did enjoy the smell, it was earthy yet I could smell the life and the blood that flowed just below the surface of it's skin.
I smiled at her and let myself go, running into the woods to feed. I found the pack of নেকড়ে a few hundred feet south of where we were, and managed to separate a large male from the pack. I took it to the ground, my fingers snapping it's neck in a সেকেন্ড as my teeth bit through the thick muscles in it's neck.
The blood flowed down my throat, and the first thought I had was that it was a strange flavor. It was not as appealing as human blood, but the সেকেন্ড it flowed my hunger began to slow. I drained the নেকড়ে and realized that I was not satisfied yet.
I turned and saw a large shadow pass through the woods, just hidden in the brush. I tried to smell what it was, but with the নেকড়ে carcass lying পরবর্তি to me I couldn't differentiate the smells. I realized that I didn't have time to figure out what it was, my blood lust taking over my body. I raised myself off the beast and launched myself at the sound, not caring what it was..just realizing I wanted to kill it and satisfy my thirst.