i'm a ruin (music video)

We came to an agreement in good health
That if no-one would take care of us
We'd be fine দ্বারা ourselves
It was time to cut the views
Of those who don't deserve our spit
Why is it that we crave the praise
From the people who least deserve it

If আপনি gave us a flower
We'd sit and we'd water it
But instead we watch আপনি weave your webs
And আপনি wait for us to fly into it
You act like you're a strong ant
We all act like we're weak
If only you'd quit trying to cripple
Our dancing feet

(Give and forgive)

Bad kids, bad kids
Slip through your hands like liquid
Bad kids, bad kids
Vanish when আপনি shut your eyelids
They'll vanish...

Grandpa was a miner, and he gave me my black art,
Glittered rivers of black coal-dust tore our country apart,
Covered in coal-dust, waking up too early in the morning,
Covered in coal-dust, waiting for the moment the canary sings.

Mama was a mermaid and a Carnaby রাস্তা gal,
She could have been a model, but she spent her life mopping up spilt milk,

Covered in sea salt, would he, could he be প্রথমপাতা when the stars came out to party,
Covered in sea salt, yeah I know it was my fault, but he always ran away 'cause he didn't want me.

Oh, Daddy was a sailor, and he gave me a black heart,
Daddy was a sailor,...

I've lived a lot of different lives
Been different people many times
I live my life in bitterness
And fill my হৃদয় with emptiness

And now I see, I see it for the first time,
There is no crime in being kind
Not everyone is out to screw আপনি over.
Maybe, oh just maybe they just wanna get to know ya.

Now the time is here,
Baby আপনি don't have to live your life in fear
And the sky is clear, is clear of fear

Don't wanna live in fear and loathing
I wanna feel like I am floating
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing

Got different people inside my head
I wonder which one that they like best
I'm done with...

You’re the lonely one and only body in the world
Who can make me, who can break me down into a young girl

You say that প্রণয় is not that easy
And that’s the lesson that আপনি teach me
So hypocritical, overly cynical
I’m sick and tired of all your preaching

Who are আপনি to tell me, tell me
Who to, to be, to be?

You’re my last bone of contention
That could break at any mention
You’re the last দেওয়াল that will stand tall
‘Til the end of the world

I know আপনি only want to own me
And that’s the kind of প্রণয় আপনি প্রদর্শনী me
You tell me one thing and do another
Keep all your secrets undercover

Who are আপনি to tell...

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn’t been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and চকোলেট cake
I wanna be a real fake

Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom কুইন fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the দিন has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore...

Got a figure like a pinup,
Got a figure like a doll.
Don’t care if আপনি think I’m dumb,
I don’t care at all.
Candy ভালুক sweetie pie, wanna be adored.
I’m the girl you’d die for.

I’ll chew আপনি up and I’ll spit আপনি out
Cause that’s what young প্রণয় is all about.
So pull me closer, and চুম্বন me hard
I’m gonna pop your bubblegum heart

I’m miss sugar পরাকাষ্ঠা liquor, liquor lips
Hit me with your sweet love, steal me with a kiss.
I’m miss sugar পরাকাষ্ঠা liquor, liquor lips
I’m gonna be your bubblegum bitch
I’m gonna be your bubblegum bitch

Queentex, latex, I’m your wonder maid
Life gave me some...

I was pulling out my hair
The দিন I cut the deal
Chemically calm.
Was I meant to feel happy?
But my life was just about to change.

One life pretending to be
The cow that got the cream.
Oh, everybody said
Marina is a dreamer.
People like to tell আপনি what you're gonna be.

It's not my problem if আপনি don't see what I see
And I do not give a damn if আপনি don't believe.
My problem is my problem.
That I never am happy
Is my problem, is my problem,
On how fast will I succeed.

Are আপনি satisfied with an average life?
Do I need to lie to make my way in life?

High achiever don't আপনি see?
Baby, nothing comes for free.
They...