a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see আপনি cry, the first to make আপনি smile when আপনি arrived, the only one to welcome আপনি as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what আপনি feared,

What made আপনি laugh,

And what made আপনি hurt.

The one person that actually cared for আপনি and আপনি cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

আপনি blame yourself.

If আপনি hadn't হারিয়ে গেছে your temper, if আপনি had just listened to what he was going to say, আপনি would be with him where ever he is.

আপনি know আপনি cant live without him.

The one আপনি grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those পান্না green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave আপনি alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

আপনি cant take it much more, as আপনি stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as আপনি remember the দিন he demanded the শীর্ষ appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh আপনি give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

আপনি curse the fact he brought আপনি to do this.

আপনি hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always প্রণয় you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

আপনি do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.